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11-11-2009 - moodiness

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

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So lately it seems like everything and everybody is making me Moody. And last night for sure was a very Moody night for me. I just drove two hundred miles to go get the title to my car from my mother and step dad I got there I saw them walk in the apt I knew they were home the screen door open so I knocked asking for my title told them I came from Bakersfield to get it they pretended to not be home so now I am to take them to court. I wasted my day off two hundred dollars just to get stood up. I just left upset, the whole drive home I hoped I would of screamed out for my mom to get her aids infested ass out of the apt so everybody would know her sickness to humiliate her I dream of spraying her new car I helped her by with I have aids I want to hurt her so bad. I didn't drive 200 to talk to a screen door I was mad and just left. She sure Makes me believe in God because she sure is the devil in my eyes. I sped home so fast I just had to get out of there when i got home ernie opened the door and came to the truck and gave me a huge hug. so we layed in bed and we talked about the things getting to me like with his family and there reaction towards me. I think his family thinks Ernie is supporting me which he is not And Ernie told me he walked into the room and his bro and dad were about us and they got quiet. That explains why Ernie bro treats me like a dog because he thinks I am using his store money when I never touch a penny. That irritates me but Ernie said his family doesn't believe in us, well me then theu stopped believing in Ernie for being with me. But when me and Ernie talked to some more he vtold me he believes in me with my work and school and doing good and for being nineteen and pregnant he let me know I am on the right track And he believes in me and thinks I am gonna be a great. Mom for our lil shag muffin Ernie is all I have I actually woke up feeling good not so Moody me and Ernie needed that talk he helps keep me sane

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4 Comments on moodiness


thinkpink - Wednesday, 11 Nov
I came across your blog and I think that you have gone thru more than enough. Don't you?? It's NOT moodiness.They sound like poison to your well being and maybe it is just time to cut it off! Start fresh with Ernie and the baby and forget about the title. You can do it without them! I would get a restraining order if need be.On the thought of a girl, I have to tell you that I'm envious! I believe GOD gives us gifts in life to help change our lives and I believe he very intentionally sent you this girl because you need her! Much love to you hun. xox

kavanna - Wednesday, 11 Nov
YEAH UR MOTHER IS SOMETHING ELSE IM SO HAPPY WITH U ON HOW U KEPT CALM AND WAS A BETTER WOMEN THEN SHE IS............. AND YO MAN LOVES YOU KEEP FAITH N SCREW ANY ONE WHO HAS SOMETHING BAD TO SAY BOUT U UR STRONG AND U WILL BE A GOOD MUM XOXO VANNA

kathrien - Wednesday, 11 Nov
Uuggghh..I can't beleave a mother and b so cruel to her own child I'm so sorry for that but at least u have ur bf it dosent matter what n e 1 else thinks of u cuz I beleave u r gonna prove them wrong well wish u luck n the best in court ttyl

mals313 - Wednesday, 11 Nov
wow I cant believe your mother would do such a thing! How awful!!! Im sorry. I would have been pissed as hell too, pregnant or not. Im glad to hear you have Ernie as a support system. He sounds like a good guy. Hang in there.