25-8-2009 - Raising Teenagers

My mood while writing this blog: Hurt

As many of you know, I created this profile to take the place of another after my 19 year old son searched this site to find my profile and then read a VERY personal blog I had written about my BF. Today my son and I had an arguement because he wanted access to my cell phone account online. I refused to allow him access because I have all my credit card information and everything on that account. He wanted the information to try and find out who had called him recently. I told him Alltel doesn't list phone calls made in the current month. My son feels he has the write to view the account because he has a phone on my account. I said no.

I should mention that my son has recently become unemployed and I am paying his cell phone bill. I am also giving him a very expensive china cabinet when I move. My son told me what a horrible person I am and brought up things from the blog I wrote just to try to hurt me. He said very nasty things about 2 of his brothers and was just plain mean. He also said that everyone knows strep B is something you gt by having oral sex with someone who has strep throat. While that made me laugh because it is SOOOOO stupid, it was mean and hurtful. He was trying to say I have strep B because I sleep around. I have been with my boyfriend for 2 1/2 years. I have to tell you it took everything in me not to say anything mean back.

My son was with his GF for a month when she got pregnant. At the time she got pregnant, she was 17 and already has an 18 month old with someone else. I told him since she is pregnant again and knows about it, he should ask her about strep B and quit being an ass to me. I told him he needed to shut up while his phone is still on, because I could very easily have it turned off since he thinks I am so impossible to deal with. I should also mention that after my son was kicked out of my house when he turned 18, I allowed him to come over and use my computer, he put a password on it to prevent me from accessing certain things. So, thee is a reason I don't trust him to give him my password for an online account.

I am very hurt and angry about the things he said to me, and I know he will never say he is sorry, because he isn't. I am no longer speaking to him, but I am sure in a day or two when he wants or needs something, he will call me up and act like everything is fine. He thinks I just need to grow up because he is the mature adult and I am the spoiled child. I would really be interested in knowing if anyone thinks I should allow him access to my account. I won't demand an apology because I would never get one, but I think I deserve one.