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 | Age: 19 Country: Canada Province/region: ON City: Ottawa Partner: lack of Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 30 Jan ,2010 Occupation: Student |
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| 31-8-2009 - 18 weeks |  My mood while writing this blog:can\'t complain |
Well, since my last blog my boyfriend broke up with me again so I have been putting off writing again because I have been very sad. I am doing a little better now although it still hurts a lot. God knows what he is doing and has a perfect plan for me so I just have to try and keep my head up.
Anyway, my tummy is getting bigger and bigger everyday. I start school on the 9th (a school for pregnant teens) and they think I may be able to graduate before my due date if I work really hard. I still have ten credits left though.
My next ultrasound is on the 8th and I Reeeeaallly hope that they will be able to tell the sex. The baby's father still does want to be involved in the child's life (so he says now) and he really hopes it is a boy (I think most men secretly want a son at one point or another) but I really think it is going to be a girl. I hope he is not too disappointed. I am worried that if it is a girl he won't want to be as involved but I am just making myself angry so I am going to stop talking about this now. I am just going to try to focus on school and do as much for myself as I can before my baby is born.
I was in a bad place when this happened and think that this may have saved my life. I wasn't really going anywhere and this has really helped me to put things into prespective. It has been getting a lot more interesting since I have felt the babies first few movements. She ( I am aleady calling her she hehe) always wakes up at 11 at night which is when I go to bed and it always gives me a hard time sleeping because I get all excited that she is so active. I just can't wait to meet her. I have never been so nervous, anxious and excited all at the same time. It really does feel like Christmas when you're 6 years old.
Hey, writing this blog has actually made me feel a bit better. So, yea, I am trying to get my life together and although my situation isnt ideal (I still cry when I see some of you with your husbands) I am going to try to make it the best I can fo me and my baby.
3 Comments on 18 weeks
pregoteacher13 - Sunday, 6 Sep
I have been reading up on you on here. I just went back and read all of your blogs. I first want to let you know that you are a very strong young lady to be able to support your boyfriend through all of this. I find it so sad when you say that you get upset hearing about people on here with their husbands and all. But hey, hang in there. I can tell you from first hand experience that life isn't any easier saying "my husband" over "my boyfriend" - get me? In fact, it comes with an awful lot of problems as well. Nobody has an easy marriage - so don't let anyone fool you!!! LOL My sister had been going through serious depression for about one year now. She has been in and out of a few hospitals. One in which she stayed for about 3 weeks. It is really hard for us (her family) to understand her frustrations on life. I constantly say to family that I don't get it - and that it is 20 times worse for others - why does she go through this depression? But I also know, after speaking with her counselors, that I may never understand it. So I'd love to be able to say - "I understand what you're going through," but in all honesty, I don't. I'm struggling to understand it with my own family. So I am a high school English teacher and I wanted to add that I am impressed with your grammar and spelling, LOL. As weird as it sounds, while I read through your blogs all I noticed was your writing skills. I was surprised since most 19 year olds are (what I call) "wrexting" which is a combination of writing and texting. For example -"I'm goin 2 fone ya b4 i get 2 da skool." It drives me CRAZY!!! But you! You have a natural writer's flow! You must be an intelligent young lady. You never posted pics of your tummy! I'm curious to see your little bump - you appear pretty thin in the pic you have up. I'm sure you don't even appear prego yet! LOL Well good luck with all and if you ever feel down or want reassurance with anything, shoot me an email through here!
~2nd TyMe Mom~ - Tuesday, 1 Sep
i was 19 when i had my son and his father was in and out of jail and couldnt keep a job so i left him when my son turned 7 months because i wanted a better life for me and my son i am 25 now married to the love of my life with a new lil one on the way, have a college degree, and a job that i make 40,000 a year!!! whatever your outcome may be dont settle because you think you have to do whats right for you and the baby and believe me its hard being a single parent and going to college and working a full time job but it pays off and god will bless and he never puts you through something you cant handle....he just knows how strong of a person you really are!!!
amandita - Tuesday, 1 Sep
my daughters daddy n me broke up when she was going onto 2 years old.. she is now 8 years old... and iv been with my partner now for 5 years... i never thought id find someone the accpet both of us and i never thought things would end up as good as they have... the guy im with now are expecting our next child soon and i still cant belive iv found such a perfect guy for us... so what im saying is ... in time u will be blown away with how much ur life will get better. dont put ur standards down keep them high and u will get a guy that u really want... dont loss hope. n dont settle for 2nd best or someone that dont treat u the way u should be. whoever u end up with is the one that is the lucky one. no other way around ;)
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