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18-6-2009 - TTC Again!

My mood while writing this blog: Nervous and Scared

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So we have been TTC for about 3 weeks now and for some reason today I got really scared. I dont know why but I started second guessing myself about whether or not I am really ready to starting trying again. It has been 3 months since the last miscarriage and I have wanted to start trying since then. So why am I so scared? I dont think I can take lossing another one and I hate even thinking that way but that is all I can think about when I think about getting preganant agian. I know I have to think positive and I really try really hard but it is hard when all you have gone thru latley has been negative. I have about 2 weeks untill we will know if it worked this month or not, which I dont think it will so fast, so maybe that is why I am getting scared. I know I will be upset if im not pregnant this month and I dont want to be let down. I guess I dont want TTC to control my life like it did last time. My life revolved around trying and I dont like that. I just want to have fun and enjoy trying! So i guess thats what I need to foucus on instead of worrying!!

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2 Comments on TTC Again!


kelleybelley - Saturday, 20 Jun
I'm happy for you that you're trying again, good luck! I agree it would be great if you can just have fun with it and try not to let it consume your life. I'm thinking positive for you!

mmyof3angels - Friday, 19 Jun
Then just have fun trying...dont think about it! If it happens it happens! :) I know you know this, but ya have to stay positive! :) If I can do it after all I have been through then I know you can too lovely! Try not to focus on it, as you already know that is what you want...just have FUN! XOXO