09-1-2009 - CD 26: Possible BFP??!?!!

My mood while writing this blog: anxious

Okay, so im driving myself mad...I just took another Answer HPT and got another what i think is a very faint line.....(i had this problem 2 days ago too)I can see it from afar, but its still faint.......Im not sure if im seeing the evap line or what........It looks like a pale pink.......I will take the other one in the morning, like i should have done anyways.....

I only have the light from the computer monitor, in my room, its dark, and i can hold it in my hand and see the line right now.......I just took it 10 minutes ago, and i saw the line after 3 minutes, but like i said its very very faint.....

Ill post a picture, but i really doubt yall can see it.......grrrrr.....i hope its BFP..... I think im 11 DPO today.

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Okay, i know the 10 minute rule was up 15 minutes ago, but i have never had a line show up darker in the result line after 10 minutes......i keep looking at it, and it is darker.......Yes, i know i know.......I wont bet on it......I have never tested earlier than 14 DPO before.......Okay, i know im drivng you all crazy now too........Morning is gonna take forever to get here! I cant wait for FMU!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........okay, im calm........breathe.......BTW i posted a picture, but im sure you cannot see my poor faint line.....

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Oh, and when i tested 2 days ago, although wayyyy fainter than the test i just took, my friend could see the line too!!!!!

OMG, im trying not to get my hopes up.......Im so scared, anxious and all of the above........I need to go to bed and try to sleep........Its gonna be hard......