20-1-2009 - CD-9: CP confusion and BBT chart questions

My mood while writing this blog: Confused

As you know, i just started my first cycle of charting my BB temp. The past 3 mornings have been nuts, with the kids waking up early, or DH waking me up and making me drop my BBT and get up to look for it. I am so happy to say i got a good reading this morning! No night/early morning waking! Just woke up and reached over and took my temp. So i hope that i haven't missed any important temps.....Im still confused on how to read a chart, so if it goes low, does that mean i am ovulating or am i ovulating when its high? I know i haven't yet cause i haven't got any good CM yet.

Ever since the "chemical pregnancy" on January 11th, my cervix has felt out of whack. Like it was high, tilted......then it was low and tilted....then it was low and soft........this morning it feels very low, one knuckle, firm, but the texture is kinda soft, not mushy though, just fairly soft, and it feels open, but i just say medium cause i can never tell what is open or medium or closed....And the past couple times I BD i don't want to say it hurt, but felt uncomfortable, this morning i think i feel achiness in my cervix, is that possible?

Any thoughts?

Please give me any thoughts if any of you have had these concerns/questions....

PS. I figure im not going to "TTC" as hard as i have been, but if I do get preggo, i will be happy. Although i should wait to see if we move, but what the hey, i can get friends to help pack, right? LOL...