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| 04-11-2009 - Week 12 3 days |
My mood while writing this blog: Ok |
Gish starting off I don't believe that just happened, I'm on my BF's computer and he has this really swish mouse that (as I just found out) when you accidentally click a button at the side it goes back or forwards a page!!! Grrrr!!! So I just worte a really long blog and am going to have to type it out all again Grrrrrr!!
Well last night I had a major meltdown at my BF and was crying, angry and carrying on with myself. I ended up in a hysterical mess on the bed and even made referance to the baby by saying 'I wish this gremlin wasn't inside me anymore!!' :O Oh dear, yes it was bad, my BF ended up giving me lots of cuddles and talking through how I felt and I felt a lot better. Think I'm going to type him a message just to say thanks a lot for last night. It must be like living with an absolutel nightmare at the moment!
I think I just feel so self concious about my body, I lost 2 1/2 stone earlier this year and now I just feel like I've piled it all back on again and just feel so bloated. I just can't wait until I'm properley showing and no more feeling fat!!
However feeling better today and having a nice day to myself, its been nice to have Joe back in school again as I get 6 hours in the house to myself :D
Roll on week 13! :)
1 Comments on Week 12 3 days*Kimmie* -
Wednesday, 4 Nov Your not alone, I can’t get over how much weight I’ve gained either.