philomena Sex: girl Born: 18 May, 2007 Age: 4 years & 275 days Birthday in: 90 days Starsign: Taurus Development: See the 32 months page. Biggest achievement so far: -

sorry this is so long but its not boring i promise!!

i had such a hard pregnancy with her to begin with i think it all just cought up at the same time. i have gestational dietbeteas (spelling) IUGR and my water broke eairy. well it all started when i was 28 weeks i found out i had gestational dietbeteas and she was measuring small. so i was schedualed for ultrasounds and nonstress test twice a week untill i delivered it was all going good untill i was about 32 weeks then it all went down hill. one ultrasound shown that she was loosing weight inside me, how that is posible i have no clue.then at 32 weeks 1 day my water broke but i was stupid enough not to have notice. we have horses and i was filling there water bucks and i sneezed i though i pees myself from sneezing . the next day i went to my regular BPP and NST appt then came home only to get called back and hour later. my mother in law came wiht me because i didnt want to be alone just in case something was going to happen. when i got there she checked me with a swab that was supost to turn blue it the water did brake and guess what it turned blue. then they sent me for an ultrasound to see how low the fluids where and if i could at least try to hold her in for a couple more days well the ultra sound showed alittle more then no water if you know what i mean. they wheeled me back to my room and told me i was be in surgey to deliver at 5:30 well guess what it was 5:00 when they told me this. so i have a half hour to call every one including my husdand. thank god my sister in law called him when i was on my way to the hopsiable with my mother in law so he was on his way. my mom and sister and sister-in-law and brother in law showed up ten min. later and brought a camera thank god. my husdand showed up 5 min befor they wheeled me in. i think i was in that O.R for ten minutes before they pulled her out at 5:47. they held her over the curton so i could see her really quick and then she was handed off. i held my breath waiting to here her cry it took her a good ten minutes befor she let out this quiet wet squeak. they rushed her out of the OR and into another room. my husdand rushed out with them. i never got to see her again that day. when i got back to recovery my family was waiting for me waiting to see the baby i have to tell them i was just as confused as they where. my husband walked in about 20 minutes later and exsplained to all of us that she was in the NICU hucked up to a ventalator because her lungs had colapsed and she couldnt breath. (later when everyone had left he also talk me that we had almost lost her that she wasnt responding to treatment.) every one went in to see her and told me how beautiful she was but i had no clue because i didnt get to see her really well. i told my husband that i wanted to see her so he brought me pictures that he had to fight to get because the NICU nurses didnt want me to see her with restraints on because she was pulling on her vent. but she was beautiful either way and i slept with those pictures.

ayden Sex: boy Born: 29 July, 2008 Age: 3 years & 202 days Birthday in: 163 days Starsign: Leo Development: See the 32 months page. Biggest achievement so far: -

neveah Sex: girl Born: 01 February, 2006 Age: 6 years & 16 days Birthday in: 349 days Starsign: Aquarius Development: See the 32 months page. Biggest achievement so far: -

our beautiful baby who was born too eaily and is now in heaven looking down on us*

i was bleeding so i went to the E.R when i came home i was cramping realy bad i didint know it was labor pains. then at 12 somthing in the morning my water broke we rushed to the ER they told me i was 4 c dialated and there was nothing they could do because you where under 24 weeks. about a half hour later i had you. you where perfect in every way just soo soo tinny. you passed before i have you which i thank god so you wouldnt have had to suffer to breath if you tryed. i went home the next day feeling soo empty wondering if i would have just known those cramps where labor pains that you might still be here with us. there isnt a day that gose by that i dont wonder about that.

sebastian Sex: boy Born: 09 March, 2010 Age: 1 years & 344 days Birthday in: 21 days Starsign: Pisces Development: See the 23 months page. Biggest achievement so far: -

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