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So here is my story... got married when i was 18 and at 20 we decided to have a baby... after a bunch of disappointment i was told that i had endometriosis and that I may need to focus on something other than having babies... so after a year and a half i gave up... then my husband's brother who had known he had low sperm count got his brand new gf preggo out of the blue... I was crushed,so we did one more fertility boost and 5 months after my brother-in-law got preggo i was now preggo!!!!!!!!!!! I know have an amazing 4 and half yr old angel from heaven!!!!

Well when i was 23 right after Christmas i began having this horrible pain in my abdomen... it got so bad that i bloated to the point where i was unable to wear any of my pants and had to dig up some maternity pants... well finally i started passing out uncontrollably and I decided to go to the doctor... I was then diagnosed with polycystic ovary syndrome and that pain was from my left ovary which had developed a cyst inside the ovary and had grown to the point of actually bursting my entire ovary causing large amounts of internal bleeding and the dr said had i let it go longer than 24 more hours i would have possibly passed away... after 3 surgeries in two weeks , i lost my left ovary, and my right ovary was cystic as well.

So with one ovary and polycystic ovary syndrome and endometriosis i was told that i had a one in 10,000 chance to get pregnant ever again... but that was okay with me i had my one angel and pregnancy with her was hell on earth (worth it but rough)!

So me and Madison's dad were divorced before she was two and within a little over a year i met my current hubby Mike, an amazing 30 yr old man who had never been married and had no kiddos and was holding out for "the one". That one was me... but he had wanted kiddos (he never outwardly admitted to it, he knew that i couldn't have kiddos and that i felt he deserved someone who could have babies). When we began talking about settling down together we discussed that if he married me he would never have babies of his own. He was content with raising my daughter madison and adopting maybe in the future. So finally i felt better about not being able to give him a baby!!!

To help me with my horomones and keeping them regular i was on birth control as well.. and one week before my 26th birthday i hadn't had a period in two months and i was currently on birth control and usually started right on schedule w/ the birth control, so i took a pregnancy test, it was positive, and so were two others. So as a 26 yr old divorced single monther of one who was told i would never conceive, I had to tell my 32 yr old bf (who is also a very well known preachers son) that i was knocked up. LOL

At my 2nd appt they did an ultrasound just to check on the growth due to all my girl probs and low and behold my right ovary was cystic. (which when the ovary is cystic it is very unlikely that you will ovulate).. lol

So in spite of endometriosis, polycystic ovary syndrome, one ovary, and being consistantly on birth control for over a year and not missing a day and not being on any other meds i gave my bf the baby i wanted him to have. Of course i had hoped to be married first but she decided to come when she was ready!! :)

My second miracle baby!!