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Linz88
Linz88 has 78 days to go and is now in week 28
	Age: 20 Country: england Province/region: west midlands City: birmingham Partner: Leon (babys dad) Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 09 Feb ,2010 Occupation: Sales Assistant
	Online: More than 3 months ago Last updated: 153 days ago. Member since: 166 days
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12/06/09

Hi well abit of my history..

i fell pregnant in april 2007 but unfortunately i missed carried in july 07..
i went for my 1st scan i was soooo excited but then the doctors said i suffered from a blighten ovan.. i was so upset.. it stil affects my life up to this day.

How i found out!!!

i recently found out i was pregnant again..(12th june 2009) i had a feelin because i felt a bit strange.. (tired, emotional) but because i took the morning after pill i jus pushed it to the back of my mind.. i ended up being a week late so i told my B.D and we bought a test the next day it waas positive

im going through so much mixed emotions. ive waited for this time for A Very long time but im jus confused cause it wasnt meant to happen quite like this.. he's not happy.. his reaction was "fucking hell.. why me?" them words hurt me so much and no matter what they will stick into my mind i will always think he does not love our child.. when i tell him about my symptoms he jus seems soooo uninterested i just wish i could share this time with someone who is as excited as me.. i feel like he is ruining my experience.. ino he's going to be there.. he really wants to be there but its jus happened too soon..

My symptoms

sore/tingly boobies
acne
hunger
mood swings
sore throat in the mornings only
nose bleeds (maybe bcuz of hayfever)
head ache :(
sharp shooting pains in my stomach
nausea

TO BE CONTINUED...

13th june 2009

hi...well i cant stop sneezing and my eyes are itchin.. my hay fever is killing me bt i cant weven take any tablets..and my breast are being all strange one minute they hurt me a next they dont.. and then when they dont i complain and asress and when they do i complain lol i cant win

14th june 2009

ouch.. my head is absolutely killing me.. i dont get headaches ever lol like i actually haavent had headache in years and this one is going to put me to bed early ona saturday night :( BUT WOO HOO..i love preggo symptoms..there reassurance :D

TO BE CONTINUED.....

Arggh im annoyed.. ok me and leon (babys dad) had an agreement that we wouldnt tel anyone til the babys 3months.. so i told my mom my best friend and my neighbour so hes sayin i dont respect my self.. when do you think is the rght time to tel anyone... last time i didnt tel anyone and i miscarried and i wish i did cz i was goin thru pain in silence cz no one knew i was pregnant

15th june 2009

well i went to bed @ 2am..and woke up at 5am..and cudnt get bk to sleep.. in the end i jus went to my babys dads to lie down with him but i stil couldnt get to sleep & before i new it, it was time for me to set out for work :( i jus cant sleep nowadays before i got pregnant i could sleep 12 hours straight lol.. im soo tired.. hungry and its so frrustrating but in a way i love it.. lol

TO BE CONTINUED...

i had a bit of a scare today.. i was at work and i started gettin some sharp shooting pains in my belly.. i was so scared.. i ran to the toilet to check if i was bleeding then went home and looked on the internet.. i seen alot of things that sais it was my uterus and/or ligaments stretchin to make room.. PHEW!

TO BE CONTINUED...

Omg have the worst 6 hour disagreement over the phone/msn wit my babys father.. men can be such wankers.. he realy doesnt want this baby..i do understand though.. were not together.. we argue 20% of the time.. but its him who argues with me..i do start it sometimes but rarely anymore because were not seeing eachother so i dont care about other females.. i jus wish he could get along with me and want this baby as much as i do.. or atleast pretend he does cause i refuse to have an abortion..i love this baby already.. and if i ever did anything as evil as dat i would neva forgive my self my life may aswel be over if i did that... my miscarriage stil affects my life.. so imagine if i murdered my beautiful foetus..

16th june 2009

well today i had my doctors appointment ... i called my babys father to wake him up as he finished work late.. everyfing was fine until we started tlkin about the disagreement we had.. so in the end i told him not to come as we was stil having bad vybs and all i ws going to the docs for is folic acid..
i went to the doctors and he wass there.. i think i am so lucky to have a guy stand by me even though im carring a child he really does not want.. if he could be pregnant for 10 seconds and feel the connection me and this baby have already he'd love her/him jus as much as i do...

we booked an appointment with thwe midwife for next week i should be around 7 weeks and 1 day by then.. im going to ask for another scan to put my mind at rest..

19th june 2009

Not much has happened over the last few days.. i woke up @ 8am this morning and i was abit concerned cause ive been waking up at 4-6am and not being able to go bk to sleep but this morning i nearly slept all the way thru to my alarm @ 8:43 lol not that im complainin but jus it wasnt like me n the baby <3

20th june 2009

I reli wish me and him could get on... my hormones are all over the place.. we dont get on how we used to.. were not seeing eachother like that anymore but we used to get on sooo good before.. and i miss that so much.. its jus silence when i c him now.. because of me.. and ino he doesnt wana say anything to get me annoyed cz im so moody and angry these days.. i think its something deeper than hormones.. think im angry with him somewere deep down.. hes such a supported person.. he didnt want this babyy but he's making so much effort to be there and i jus keep pushing him away..

22nd june 2009

i started spotting today.. i was so scared.. i wiped n dere was brownish stuff on the tissue,.. i was panicking so i got in the shower den it was like a red colour or pink.. den i fort ok str8 to hospital i go.. so i got to the hospital at 5:27 and waited til 8:30ish n they seen me.. felt my stomach, took some blood and use that thing on my chest to hear my heart.. im having a ultrasound tomorrow @ 13:45 to chek if everyfing is ok.. i told my babys father n e seemed soooo un interesrted so that started arguements he said some horrible fings.. how e feels for his dawta and his dawtas half brother who isnt even his child e wil never feel bout our child and he may not even love our child when its born... that hurt.. i actually think i have some hate for him.. i dont understand how you could not love your own child.. im not one of the women who threaten that he wil not see his child.. im not like that at all.. but i reli dont want him involved in my pregnancy .. cz i sjus feel depressed.. lyk sometimes i cn feel on top of the world when im around him uva times its like bluuuur...:(

23rd june 2009

ok wel i went to the hospital for my scan today.. the woman checked my cervix and she sed it was closed.. then i went for a scan.. and accidentaly had a wee like 5 minz b4 i was lyk omg how could i forget. then i went in she tried to see but she sed my bladder was empty so she did an internal scan she could see a pregnancy but she said that she thinks i 3-5 weeks and not 7 weeks so she couldnt see the feutus or yolk sak so i have to go bak in 2 weeks.. this is so horrbile.. i cnt stop thinkin about it..

ok wel im stil bleeding but hve no pain at all and stil have sore breasts and tiredness, im having a few clots but there really really small like the size of ''and some stringy ones but no Big clots.. actually there was one about ( ) that big that was in the toilet when i looked..but thats all..

Pregnancy Survey

About You

Name?: Lindsay
Age?: 20
Height?: 5'6''
Pre-pregnancy weight?: 116lbs.

About the Father

Name?: Leon
Age?: 24
Height?: 5'8/9''
Are you still together?: Nope

About Your Pregnancy

Is this your first pregnancy?: No i misscarried in 07
When did you find out you were pregnant?: June12th, 2009
Was it planned?: Not at all.. but im happy
What was your first reaction?:"i have a baby in me...."
Who was with you when you found out?:my babys father
Who was the first person you told?:my babys father
How did your parents react?: My mom was fine about it
How far along are you?:5 weeks 5 days today
What was your first symptom?: sore breasts
What is your due date?: feb 10th 2009
Do you know the sex of the baby?:no..its too soon
If so, what is it?:.Have you picked out names?: no
If so, what are they?: n/a
How much weight have you gained?:non yet
Do you have stretch marks?: Nope
Have you felt the baby move?: its too soon
Have you heard the heartbeat?: nope

About the birth

Will you keep the baby?:DEFOOOO!!
Home or hospital birth?: I will be in the hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:natural but ill probably go medicated
Who will be in the delivery room with you?: leon
Will you breastfeed?: Maybe not
you think you'll need a c-section?:Hopefully not
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:Defoo
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:I don't know
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:maybee
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:I'm only scared about the pain, Excited beyond belief about everything else.

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