My profile

Ok So this is my profile/page My life really, well a little of it that i want to share with complete strangers.

My name isnt really Tejay thats my initials, im kinda jst on here getting the hang of it all.

My Mum told me about this site, she is on here somewhere, she has just had her 9th baby!!!! IIII KKnooow!!! thats way lots of lil brothers an sisters i have,

I have a son Kadyn Jorge who is turning 4 in september! wow how time goes by, it feels like only yesterday i was pregnant with him, its been an amazing fun hard an scary 4 years, i was a single mum during my pregnancy an for the first 3 and a half years of my sons life,hence the hard an scary part hehe, but i was very blessed with an amazing supportive family and church so mostly it was just fun times me an kadyn had, God was really my strength during those times and even tho so many times i didnt think he was there, looking back i can see him in everything, he was my strength and my rock and he was and is so faithful, when i least deserve it he is there with open arms..

Anyhow as you can probly tell i love writing and I also then to blab on quite a bit!

In june 07 the most amazing guy walked into church, Ben, a dairy farm manager from the north moved down south for a fresh start, I knew that he was the man for me, the husband God had promised me when i was a young girl, the husband i had prayed for and believed God for for years.

I didnt actual know straight away that he was the one, that would be way to easy! it was a couple of months of ooow duz he like me...no surely not...oooow was he looking at me...ect and many a times surrendering it all to God an saying Your will Lord... Well moving forward on the 28th of october 07 Ben flew me by helicopter up the mountain for a picnic lunch and a great big diamond!!! so romantic!

On feb 2 08 we married, praise God, how amazing is He!

In april 08 we decided to start trying for a baby, well not really trying but not not trying, so yer, on august 17th my period was due....im very impatient so i did a test the day it was due, it was a is that a faint line or am i seeing things...hmmmm no surely im seeing things, Ben do you see a line??? grunt! ok i must be seeing things! it was 4 30 in the morning after all, so the next day still no af, another test at 4 30am ooow noe that is still very faint but its more there than not, I m pretty sure we are having a baby!!! I had a little queezy tummy and sore zingy breasts, now i remember that feeling!!!

so im now a week late, i would be 5 weeks pregnant, i feel a little pregnant sometimes but then other times nothing at all. note to self..must buy another test.

so to wrap this all up...im fairly certain im pregnant....my mum is on this site somewhere....we are going to wait another few weeks before telling family...AND i thought it would be a cool way to tell mum is by leaving a comment on her page sayn hey mum i joined ya site come check out my page!!!! hehe only thing that could blow it is if she finds me before then so shhhh everyone...

September 2nd

Wow the second day of spring yay i love the warmer months!! I feel preggie today!! well the last couple of days iv been soo tired late afternoon like its crazy preggie tiredness, my hubby is giving me heaps about it cuz everytime he pops in frm work im sleeping!! He just happens to come in at nap time. and today i ate the most AMAZING pie EVA it was sooo delishemo!! I want anoither!! so tomorrow im off to buy fruit and veges I figure if i eat loads of good stuff i want be hungry for the bad stuff!!! Buy the way i put on 30kg in my last pregnancy!! so not going there again.

Here We Go Again

I did a test on the 20th and it was positive...500 tests later its still positive...I am a homeschooling mothe to a 5 year old boy and i also have an 8 month old..i have a wonderful hubby and live on a dairy farm...

I have learned that Natural family planning does NOT Work.....,.Just when i thought i was doing so well at it and felt i really knew my body well and exactly when i ovulate...hmmmm Well ill keep you all posted