Age: 21 Country: AU Province/region: NT City: Darwin Partner: my wonderful husband daniel Children:Yes, 2 Pregnant: Please select Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: full time mum
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Senior baby - Thursday, 13 November hey everyone. i havent been on in a good while. the baby is doin good. i was put on zoloft here recently i had a panic attack and had to call the ambulance. i have had alot of stress lately. my grandma just passed. other than all that everything is good. oh and we decided on naming the baby.... BRYSON LEVI SMITH
zavana - Wednesday, 12 November wow, we have that in common, altho i dont get on with my mum either, my stepdad is a totally asshole! LONG STORY! but he should be in prison ill tell you that!! do you have any half brothers or sisters? i have one of each that i dont see very often, maybe once a year??
I have a photo poll of me at 33 weeks, Was wondering if you could vote, it you havent already!
Thanks so much xx kash
zavana - Wednesday, 12 November well if u ever come to nz just email me and u can come stay haha do you get on with your mum, since you live with your dad? sorry if thats kinda personal...
zavana - Tuesday, 11 November oh wow, you live in the perfect place. I live in Feilding, 15kms from palmerston north, im sure you will have yo look it up on the new zealand map coz feilding is only a small town..but i love it here, i live on a farmlet ( lifestyle block realy) and so its so quiet, yet i have animals everywhere, plus oliver so i dont get bored.. wanna trade places for a while? hahaha
12.28.08 - Monday, 10 November No problem hun, i hope you take my advice and even let him know you dont want to rush into anything.. i think there will be less pressure for you that way. xx
zavana - Sunday, 9 November yea, its horrible seeing little babies sick in hospital, in those incubators..i would hate it being my child, so lets hope Olly doesnt get anything.. so hows things in Aussie? where abouts do you live over there..i have only been to the gold coast..
12.28.08 - Sunday, 9 November Aww hun, i told you it is a normal feeling to have trust issue when you have had someone you cared about do you wrong the way we both experienced.. but dont let that stop you from moving on.. and dont let it effect a relationship that is new and very different from the last. This is not the same guy (thank God) so he needs to know that you believe in him too! You deserve to meet someone and be liked and loved.. you cant sheild yourself forever. You dont have to sleep with him right away.. so even if you thought he was saying these things to you to get that know that YOU ARE IN CONTROl.. if it makes you feel better let him know that you would like to take things slow and you dont want to rush into anything, if he chooses to ditch you for tha.. and im sure he wont then you save yourself time and heartache! I have been with one man my whole life, and to this day i still find it scary to even think about being with someone else bc of it.. but i know that i can go as fast or as slow as I want to because no one else lives my life.. Trust you heart and if you like him then give it a shot.. Dont let Austins dad win by having you push everyone who trys to get close to you away... he doesnt deserve that much from you. -xx
zavana - Saturday, 8 November all the best for austin then.. Tayla is still in hospital with the whooping cough, sucks since she is only 2 months old, i just hope Oliver doesnt get it.. Today he has been so unsettled, just wouldnt go to sleep. But then Hamish and i bathed him, i fed him and now hes sleeping ( bet you its only for 10mins or so!!) ohh thats so cute that austin is rolling over! I cant wait to see Oliver do that..
12.28.08 - Friday, 7 November Aww thanks hun.. but you know im always here when you feel stuck or have a question.. this is such a normal phase to go threw as a single parent or a seperated one.
Relationships are always so exciting in the begining dont you think.. they can be a little scary too if you have been hurt in the past. I find that i now have trust issues. That line will always come up, so expect it from any guy. I think it was great that he even brought that up.. it meens he cares about your feelings and doesnt want you to asume anything.. he wants it out in the open. And you know what, the next time or when you feel comfortable let him know that your not looking for a father figure for Austin and that what every your relationship evolves into you will be happy with. As time goes on his relationship with Austin will change too.. but that takes time.. Anyone who wants to just jump in and play daddy would have me second guessing personaly. It sounds like a normal concern. He will never have to be dad to Austin, i think over time the relationship will change in its own. Tell him that!
12.28.08 - Friday, 7 November OMG HUN !! Aaaahhhgg a date!! how exciting.. You have to let me know how this goes.. have you known the person long or did you just meet him. I know what you meen, i have some guy right now as im preggo trying to hard i think.. it could be my fear of letting someone get to close and my unresolved feelings for steve getting in the way.. im not sure. everytime he talks about getting together (like this weekend) i advoid him or the convo. Dont worrie.. Take as much time as you need and remeber that you dont need to go at any pace other then your own. We have to learn to trust someone again. And theres no time like the present.
12.28.08 - Friday, 7 November hey hun! Thats so cute.. he getting so big! You must be one excited mom right now! i always find when they do something new im so happy! Congrats to your cousin! She should have been on here during her pregnancy lol! Tell her to come join.. were friendly! A halloween baby is cool.. i thought maddy was going to be a halloween baby with all the contractions i was having the night before.. Your cousin and i were both in the hospital for halloween.. but she left with a gift!!
Im not doing much.. just counting down the days now! You..