My god ive been pregnant twice this year!! That means il have 2 kids by the time im 20!!

2nd Pregnancy (Due 25th June 09)

Wed 17th December 2008:
Well i duno how to start this one lol, me and my boyfriend split up on the 28th Oct, this year when our baby was only 7 months old, i started to feel really tired n sick all the time so i did a test on the 18th November, i decided to do a test and it was positive, i couldnt belive it, i was going thru such a bad time (prob the worst in my life).
I went thru bad postnatal depression with rai about 3 months after he was born. Anyway once i left dan i stopped taking my anti depressants and i feel fine now :) So thats what ive been upto since i last give birth lol, had my scan yesterday (16th Dec) and im nearly 13 weeks, and all is well.

Wed 31st December 2008:

Well its new years eve and im spending it decortating Rais n the new babies room, ive come to an agreement with the father and as from mon i will be having Rai live with me during the week then he will be staying with his dad from Fri - Sun, im really looking forward to it. Ive just had to go out and but everything for him agen tho coz everythin else is at his dads house! Ohh its expensive...
Im still looking forward to my next scan and its on the 5th Feb 2009, Over a month away yet but i cant wait to find out what im having and start buying some new clothes!! :D

Hope The New Year is good for every one, and hopefully a better year for us all.

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1st Pregnancy: (Due 31st March 2008)

A few weeks ago i decided to do a test because i was always bloated! (see 18 week pic lol) i didnt have any other signs or symptoms tho! So i thaught id do a test to rule out pregnancy, turns out the test went straight to positive and by the time i knew it i was booked for a scan on the 13th Nov and.......they told me i was 20 weeks and one day pregnant!!! We just didnt have a clue! We were both totally shocked and exited all at once.. told all the family and they couldnt be more supportive or happy for us. At my scan i found out im having a boy!! i am due on the 31st March 2008, i have a feeling it may come ealier tho!

At the moment we are still debating names, i would ideally like Kimi (after the F1 driver Kimi Raikonnen) buy no one really likes it, or we both like Alfie. im sure il change my mind many times before march tho!

Tue 22 Jan 2008: Just thaught id update my page as i havnt done so in a while! now its 2 months away im really starting to get scared about the thaught of labour and he pain im going to be going through. Sometimes i try to block it out of my mind but its just so worrying when you dont know whats going to happen to you or how/if you can handle the pain. im really really scared and i just want it to be over.
Me and dan are looking to move out of his parents asap, so we can get abit settled before the baby comes. we also still need to buy loadsa baby things but money is tight, hopefully wel have enough as i have been buying little things for a few weeks.
I also must add the pains and downsides of my pregnancy, the first thing thats causing me the most problems is my backache and the ability to sleep, i cant sleep at all and its driving me insane. I cant get comfortable so im tossing and turning all through the night, and when i do finally get comfortable im irritated by all the thaughts and worrys going through my mind constantly. I also have really bad heartburn, the feeling of strong acid rising up your pipes towards my throat and it kills!!
I really cant wait to get the pregnancy over and get settled into a routine, im looking forward to starting my maternity on the 1st march so i can put my feet up and relax for a few weeks. :)

About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yeh
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	26th Oct
Was it planned?:	Not Exactly
What was your first reaction?:	Omg my life is going to change, and my heart went funny
Who was with you when you found out?:	My Fiancee
Who was the first person you told?:	Dans sister and her mate. they were the only people in the house!
How did your parents react?:	Bit shocked, but then they got used to it, now they are all happy!
How far along are you?:	23 weeks and 4 days (13/12/07)
What was your first symptom?:	My massive belly :
What is your due date?:	31st March
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	YEP
If so, what is it?:	Boy
Have you picked out names?:	Not yet! its so hard
If so, what are they?:	See above
How much weight have you gained?:	None as yet :) its all bump
Do you have stretch marks?:	Few starting to show!
Have you felt the baby move?:	Yep, lots
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Yeah, it was the strangest thing ever
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	Yeah, of course
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	Hopefully natural but we'll see.
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	My Fiancee
Will you breastfeed?:	Nope!
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	No?
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	Probably
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	Aint thaught about it
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	No WAY!!
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	More Scared