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5/23/08 Only 6 more days until my 1st doctor appointment! i can't wait, cause i'm starting to think i might be futher along than i think! ryan hopefully gets to go with me! yay

06/23/08 We had our first u/s friday:) they moved me back a week, but i think they're wrong and so does eveyone else that's seen my pictures, the baby's development looks more like 10 weeks, we saw it's little hands and feet, it was moving around...ALOT!!!! we got tons of pictures too! the doc said she never takes that many but the baby was just being SO photogenic..lol! ryan thinks he was dancing! it's 6.21cm and it's heartbeat was 173...i know i know, it's probably a girl, but i really want a boy so i'm gonna pretend it's cause i drank tea that morning!

07/09/08 Well my next appointment is thursday the 17th. 3 days before my wedding. yeah that's right the wedding is almost here, time is going by fast lately!!! i think my mom might go with me to this appointment just cause she doesn't live here and i think she would like to hear the babies heartbeat! well me and ryan are getting REALLY excited about the wedding..i'm gonna have a husband! yay (i'm smiling and can't stop)

7/10/08 MY MOM IS ACTUALLY GOING TO BE IN TOWN FOR MY APPOINTMENT NEXT THURSDAY...SO I THOUGHT I WOULD CALL MY DOC AND SEE IF IT IS POSSIABLE TO GET ANOTHER SCAN SINCE MY MOM IS GOING WITH ME AND SHE DOESNT LIVE HERE. AND GUESS WHAT MY DOC ACTUALLY SAID YES!! I'M SO EXCITED!! SO RYAN AND MY MOM ARE GOING WITH ME AND WE GET TO SEE THE BABY AGAIN!!! YAY!!!

7/31/08 I know i need to update some here! well the wedding is over, i'm a married woman! and couldn't be happier! we didn't really have a big honeymoon, went to ohio for a day, we went king's island there andwe went camping for the night! we went to the children's museum in indy (which is the largest in the U.S.) i didn't know that. we spent a few days just relaxing at the house..oh our wedding night we did go to a hotel, it had theme rooms. our's was "norhtern lights" our bedroom was in an igloo, the jaquzzi tub was shaped like an iceburg, the bed was octogon shaped...lol!! it was AWESOME!!! the u/s before the wedding with my mom and ryan was great too! the baby is getting big, and the heartbeat was 142bpm..i like that! lol mom is going to come stay with me for a few months when i have the baby to help me out..yay!! that will be a big help! i guess now that the wedding is over it's time to start buying baby stuff. i wouldn't buy anything until i wa in my 2nd trimester...which i am now. that in itself makes me happy cause i already feel like i do have more energy! i have a really hard time sleeping at night, and have been haveing alot of weird, very vivid dreams. i never remembered my dream until now...it's freaking me out! well i think that's enought updating for now...

AUG. 27th, 2008

I'm getting anxious and excited!!! we have our BIG ultrasound next thursday the 4th of september!! we get to find out what our little seed is! yay. of course my husband is coming with me, he has been ready for this appointment for awhile now! we are also moving that weekend to a cheaper duplex, $150 cheaper a month, but with the same amount of room (almost), and actually a nicer place! there is a sky light in the living room, the ceiling is vaulted. That little bit of savings is gonna help us out alot!! anyone live around me getting rid of furniture should let me know ; ) we need a dresser and a washer mainly, but another end table or coffee table would be nice..lol!

march 12th,2009

today is my first day back at work. Kaitlynn brooke was born jan 12th. 20hrs after my water broke, with three hours of pushing! we spent a week in the NICU due to possiable infection since my water broke so early! btw i hated the nurses in the NICU, we fought almost every day! but i was relieved when i finally got to bring her home!

Pregnancy Survey
About You 6/16/2008
Name?:	Holly
Age?:	20
Height?:	5'
About The Father
Name?:	Ryan
Age?:	21
Height?:	6'4
Are you still together?:	married
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yes
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	May 08
Was it planned?:	nope
What was your first reaction?:	"that test can't be right? ok we might be pregnant."
Who was with you when you found out?:	With ryan, my husband
Who was the first person you told?:	besides ryan...my sister in-law
How did your parents react?:	my mom was happy and supporting me, and i think dad is excited and happy about it too!
How far along are you?:	20 weeks
What was your first symptom?:	I felt nauseous, but never got sick (i know i'm lucky!)
What is your due date?:	Jan 23rd
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	it's a girl
If so, what is it?:
Have you picked out names?:	yes
If so, what are they?:	kaitlynn brooke
How much weight have you gained?:	about 15lbs
Do you have stretch marks?:	yeah a few
Have you felt the baby move?:	i sure can! she's a mover!!!
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	yes and it was amazing
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	YES!!!
Home or hospital birth?:	hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	Medicated!! well very little i don't want to be out of it!
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	My husband, and probably both of our mom's if possiable
Will you breastfeed?:	i really want to! i just hope i can!
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	i sure hope not, mainly cause i don't want a scare, so only if i HAVE to!
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	I'm sure i will!!!
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	"baby...(whatever it's name is) i love you"
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	no
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	at this point i'm not real sure, i'm not really scared.