May 26th 2009

Well its been a while since I updated here. I guess there had just been alot going on. Things are going well. I feel my baby moving alot more lately. I was starting to get worried cuz i wasnt really feeling him but now he keeps me up at night sometimes and wakes me up early in the morning. I still havnt figured a name out for him yet. Its a pretty hard process I would say. So i started in weighing at 150 and im now around 190,...bad news is I havnt been missing appoitments due to lack of transportation...and fear of buses i guess u can say. I see alot of other woman on here that are going wonderfully and have all the support and love that they need from there partners. I have a guy in my life but I wouldnt call him a man. He has a lot of growing up to do. We have been together for 4 years...but i am 5 years older than him and there is a lil bit of a maturity difference. Hes recently got himself in trouble with the law and im very dissapointed about that. Hes lucky hes not sitting in jail right now for what he did but he has a promise to appear. Now what if i go into labor while hes at court!!!!...I cant take all this stress. He doesnt have a criminal record as an adult but he does now. I was told what him and his buddy did even made the local news paper....but I couldnt find it. Well back to my precious lil baby. Im starting to get stretch marks. I guess I wont complain too much about it because I see that alot of other girls have them worse than me. I WOULD TAKE PICTURES BUT SOME CRACK HEAD stole my camera with all my baby moving pics and stuff and im in the process of getting a new one. AND I HAVE MOVED AWAY FROM THE PROBLEM..and im happy where I am now and working on the nersey. I still need a dresser though...and a name so i can mount it on the door or something. Im so happy i got alot of the bigger things out the way..like a crib, basinet, stroller. And they are all reallly nice. Im just so broke. NOW I NEED TO SAVE TO GET HIM SNIPPED>>lol...well that will be easy. What do you think about circumsision....do you think i should do it, or do you think i should leave it all natural??? Well time is coming near and im getting really exited to meet him. My boyfriend does take part in appointments, and he does talk to the baby and stuffk, he just needs to smarten up and stop drinking and getting into trouble. Time to grow up, and uts time to be a daddy...and I know he will be a great daddy.....

MARCH 10th 2009

ITS A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Feb 26th 2009

Well I am in the second Trimestor now. am So excited to find out the gender of my baby in March. I know its never a for sure thing, but ill go with it. I feel in my heart I am having a girl....but everyone else thinks boy. Its still too still to tell thought I think. Mainly going by my dreams and cravings and such abou tthe girl. Only I dont feel sick Often....when I do, its more of a dizzy , weak sick...i feel sick sometimes when being in a car, and the smell of cologne DRIVES ME NUTS> I been craving ice cream, and exotic fruits, such as papaya, pinapple, strawberrys, mango. I cant go a day without atleast a freezie. LOL...Im hope to take some sort of pre natal classes soon, and so far the baby is doing great. part 2 of screening in March, bloodwork and stuff. trying to get up some pics. Hopefully soon. Bye all..and goodluck to you all aswell!

Jan 2009

so far things are going good. I have been pretty lucky...not much sickness or anything. Just really sore boobies. Iv ben sick a few times. Especially when I eat ground beef it seems...and it sucks cuz I LOVE TACOS! i was a smoker and let me tell you, i think its discusting. Im 25 and have been smoking since i was 12 and im well on my way to quitting 100% and im so proud of myself!! the smell and everything just makes me feel sick and drives my allergies wild. Cant wait to find out if its a boy or girl so My hunny and I can start the nursery.

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