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What she senses for you
The day you deliver, outside will be rainy. Your baby will arrive at night.
After a
labor lasting approximately 10 hours, your child, a girl, will be born.
Your baby will weigh about 7 pounds, 11 ounces, and will be 20 inches
long. This child will have green eyes and dark hair.
But there is more. I know you imagine your baby often. You wonder if your baby is safe and healthy. Why don't you go listen to a baby's heartbeat and think soothing thoughts about your own child.

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So here we are at week 13 and I've been on a roller coaster for the past week.
It seems no matter how good I take care of myself, this spotting is part of my pregnancy and though it's light and only at night...
it's a scary thing to experience when you've lost your first baby.
Finally my insurance went through so I'm going to see a doc. on Monday, maybe he can tell me a little bit more.
I've cried a lot in these past 10 days, more out of helplessness than hopelessness but there's this single little voice in my heart that just says...it'll be OKAY.
This might just be the endless hope us christians have that the LORD,
will walk us through the hard part but even a tiny bit of it,
makes it all worth while.
I've given up worrying and accepted that I cannot see the future ahead and simply pray...
pray that I will see the bright side of the tunnel soon enough.

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ULTRASOUND pictures!

This is our little one at 10w1d!
Heartbeat: 171 bpm
I was ecstatic when I saw the little heart beating and she said it looks like a healthy 10 week old fetus. He or she was waving it's arms and legs and even seemed to have the hick-ups once.
Thank You Lord, I couldn't be happier.
(this was a non-profit organization that gives the first p-test and a sono to verify for free and they not only made my day and month, they were truly lovely people)
Second Trimester here we come =]
<3



Pregnancy Survey
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About You
Name?: Sandy Sandra Erika
Age?: 26 but officially it's 21 ; ]
Height?: 5'5
Pre-pregnancy weight?: Curvy *lol*
About The Father
Name?: Joel Brandon
Age?: 22
Height?: 6'1
Are you still together?: Married & very much in love
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?: My second, my first was lost in January, a little boy =[
When did you find out you were pregnant?: I was around 4w3d
Was it planned?: Sort of, it was hoped for and surprised us that it happened to fast =]
What was your first reaction?: Well, there's a second line, Babe *HUGE SMILE*
Who was with you when you found out?: My husband, he got the test for me *lol*
Who was the first person you told?: I called my Mother, "Mom, I think I'm pregnant"...
How did your parents react?: They are very excited and hope for a healthy baby
How far along are you?: 10w2d
What was your first symptom?: well, it was kinda funny...I had pulling in my abdomen whenever I lifted something heavier...THAT and I started getting nauseous
What is your due date?: 02/04/08
Do you know the sex of the baby?: Not yet but either one will be loved & cherished
Have you picked out names?: We've discussed a few but nothing solid
How much weight have you gained?: Nothing yet and I plan to keep it at a minimum
Do you have stretch marks?: Yes I have a few...
Have you felt the baby move?: Not yet but I can see my tummy growing =]
Have you heard the heartbeat?: Yes, 171...was ecstatic =D
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?: Absolutely
Home or hospital birth?: Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?: Will try natural...
Who will be in the delivery room with you?: Hubby and maybe my Mom/s
Will you breastfeed?: I will try my best...
Do you think you'll need a c-section?: I hope not but you can't predict these things
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: Like a baby =]
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?: Thank You, Lord and I love You<3
Would you let someone videotape the birth?: I doubt it
Are
you excited about the birth, or scared?: Probably both, my last birth was devastating and so I think I will endure and overcome everything and DO it with a smile *hahahahaha*
Congratulations to all the new Mommy's
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I used to go by the name SANDYMAY and decided to create a new profile for this new little bean. I have been very blessed with a great life and though it's not a perfect one, I thank the Lord for it as often as I can. In Sept. 07 we found out we were pregnant at 6 1/2 weeks and though that story didn't have a happy ending, I see the good in every bad and simply hope that this time around...our story ends happily!
I was 22 w pregnant with my first child, a little boy Sept. 07 - Jan. 18'th 2008.
After 5 month of up and downs and discovering that Jaidon had a small kidney, which resulted in low amnio fluid, we found out his precious little heart stopped beating on January 16'th at a sono and as you can imagine it turned my world upside down. I delivered him after a day in labor and went through the toughest part of my 26 years. The good Lord has his reason for everything and I always try to look at the bigger picture of things but not a day goes by where I dont wish, that things would have been different.

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1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Nextbaby-momma09 -
15.3 hours ago well the weekend is approaching and i was just wondering how everyone is doing. and if anyone else is in the path of this hurricane "Gustav." have a good weekend mommies and mommies to be. lots of baby dust to those in need.
baby-momma09 -
42.7 hours ago yea i was laying on my back when i felt it. but i thought i was hungry. then the more i thought about it here at work and talking to my co-worker...i was like ive never been woken up bc i was hungry. it had to be the baby. TheMommyOfAngels -
44.1 hours ago UPDATED THE PAGE A BIT! CHECK IT OUT! IM LOOKING FOR THE CORD 2 MY DIGITAL CAMERA 2 ADD PIKZ OF SOME OF THE NEW STUFF I GOT THE BABY!
HOPE ALL ARE WELL
HUGSS
-STEPHANIE baby-momma09 -
45.6 hours ago so i was reading on yahoo about a baby born with 2 heads. a pic is on the link but im still shocked!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20080828/wl_sthasia_afp/healthbangladeshchildren LizDW -
Tuesday, 26 August Update... go read! themommyofangels -
Tuesday, 26 August HEY GUYS I DID A NEW POLL WITH NAMES FOR MY SON! CHECK IT OUT! AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!
XOXO
-STEPHANIE LizDW -
Tuesday, 26 August Update on my page: getting my test results today, I'll fill them in when I get home from work! Wish me luck!!
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