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Hey everyone, hope your all keeping well and everything is going well in your pregnancy! I'm now 21weeks and 5days gone, and we now know that we are having a little BOY!!! We are so happy, we have called him Connor Steven Wolstenholme, he isnt here with us yet but we love him so much already!! and we are already begining to feel like a family!! We both fell in love with him when we went for our 20week scan and saw him moving and scraching his head and he even put his thumb up too!! he is so special to us and we are really looking forward to spending our life with him! Takecare all xXx

.o0Labour!!0o. 27/09/08

Well Connor was supposed to be due on 26/09/08 but didnt want to come out, we just wanted to meet our little man but would he come out on his due date?.......NO!! Gary(fiance) spent the day with me on the 26th incase my waters broke (we dont live together yet), so then it got to 10pm and i just told him to go home as he had work the next day so he went and i went and got into bed, Fell asleep straight away then woke up at 1:20am and my waters began to break so i went to the toilet and sat there for about 25mins!! then went and stood at my mum's bedroom door saying, ' MUM IM WEE'ING AND ITS NOT STOPPING! ' (sad i know) lol, contractions hadn't started so i just lay in my mum's bed with a towel under me gabbing away to my mum, then it got to 2:20am then the contractions started! they weren't that bad actually, then i got my mum to ring Gary and tell him, so she did and then she went to pick him up when he got here the contractions were getting worse so he was massaging my back which helped soooo much! he was such a great help bless him! then we went to the hospital at around 4:15am, i got took straight to the delivery suite to find that i was only 2cm!! so i got took up onto the ward, my mum and sister had to go home!! i didnt want them to but there was nothing i could do! so gary came upto the ward with me, by this time it was around 6am still no pain relief, so while me and gary were on the ward we tried getting some sleep i couldn't sleep though i was getting excited about meeting our little man!! gary managed to get a few hours in though, the midwife brought the ball in which was fantastic! it helped so much! then they checked me again and i was 7cm! so they took me down to another ward nearer the delivery suite it was around 1pm then and by then i wanted the gas and air! (my best friend) LOL!! so about 15mins of being on the other ward i was took down to delivery and was then 8cm! i was ready for pushing but everyone was shouting at me!! Connor was back to back with me which made things harder for me and everytime i was pushing and then stopped he would work his way back up! after 1hour and 45mins of pushing i had had enough so the midwife went to get the suction caps and because i was so out of it on the gas and air i didnt realise where she had gone and then my mum told me so i just paniced and give 3 BIG pushes and he was out!! the midwife had to come running back in! Connor had a little bum on his head because of the presure because he was back to back, but that has gone down now. He weighed 8lb 2oz!! i was gob smacked!! he didnt look it at all!

He is so beautiful!! we are both so happy to have him in our lives! its just hard for Gary at the moment as he lives with his mum and works all week and i still live with my mum as we are fighting with the council for our own place, and my mum is a b***h and wont let gary down threw the week (even though he has a son)!! she says he doesnt need to be down all the time!! she annoys me so much i dont know how im still living with her!! but i suppose ive got no choice till we get our own place! she only lets Gary stay on a saturday and thats it! it gets me so mad! most of the time i just feel like packing my stuff and going but i cant as i have nowhere else to go!

BUT WE WOULDN'T CHANGE HAVING CONNOR IN OUR LIVES FOR THE WORLD!! HE HAS JUST MADE IS SO COMPLETE!!

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