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Hello, im ginger.23.and pregnant with my 2nd child. My first child would be a little newborn now if it would have made it. I lost it due to an ectopic pregnancy in Oct. of 07. I am expecting a lil' boy. I am thinking of naming him Santana. For some reason I just fell in love with that name. Because I have lost a child, I have and do tend to over worry. I am so anxious to see him, hold him and sing to him. All the things a mother does to comfort her child, I want to do! I dont have much to say now ,just that I hope whoever reads this is feeling joyful and happy to be alive. Things could be alot worse. If you are down just keep the faith and the bad will soon pass. God Bless.
1-18-08
Today i went for my u/s and i got the4d u/s. to see him for the 1st time in 4d was so overwheming ,he looks just like his daddy. ALrEADY. I am so happy.my boy weighs 2lbs 14oz. and he was in breech position which scares me a lil' because last time he was head down. but my doc says not to worry, most likely he'll turn back down in a matter of time. Im so excited about the 4d that i framed it as soon as i got home. He is so beautiful and i know he'll be so adorable when he arrives. Only 10 more short wks to go.
1-18-08
Right now he's twistin' and twirlin' in here. Some of his movements are painful. but most of them are joyful. He wants to play or dance so have a ball lil' one....lol. thanx for reading my thoughts, until next time take care;) Gin....
1-19-08
today went fairly well considering I did nothing at all, I just have no energy at all. I wonder how my upcoming weeks will treat me. My baby is quite active all day i feel him (what I call) dancing in my belly. It feels so awkward , I hate thinking this but it seems like Im an alien with a creature in my body. I guess i feel this way because its my 1st actual pregnancy..... But he is so cute I cant stop lookin' at his 4d sonogram. Im so in love with this picture i wish i could show it to the world.... I cant wait til he gets here...... Well I'll probably surf the net a lil' more , eat sum cereal and try to sleep. that is if he'll let me ...Good nite... sweet dreams
1-20-08
Ok I told u all I am an over worrier, HE HAS NOT MOVED ALOT TODAY! i'm worried because he has been really active lately and today He hasnt done anything....i hope he's okay in here:(
today was really sad for me I just feel so alone during this pregnancy, my baby's father is there for me finacially and mentally butt being pregnant, I find myself pushing him away. We can never decide on if we are together or separated. Its frustrating because while I don't want him around, i actually do! it's weird. Then there are so many different stories on this site about losing their child(s) that when I read them I cry for hours, thinking about my lost child and how No woman should ever have to go thru that. i am so worried sumtimes and most of the time I pray that my lil' boy will grow up healthy,smart, make it to college and have children of his own one day. I love this site, it helps me cope with all my mixed emotions. Each one of you ladies inspire me to keep going on. Thanx take care:)Gin......:(
1-21-08 Today has been okay, had trouble sleeping and didn't fall asleep til' bout' 7 in the morning. He was active tho , the whole time I was laying down. I took a walk earlier, something I made a promise to do everyday up until his birthday. I have hardly no energy but thats the least I can do. I feel bad just sitting around,eating and being Fat...lol. I have gained approximately 21lbs this pregnancy. Back in 2006 I weighed an amazon(lol)220lbs(im 5'10')and got down to 182 with in 6mnths(pre-pregnancy weight)but now im back to 203lbs and all that work I did to lose 40lbs is out the window. I used to be an over-eater and I find myself bearly eating now, not that Im depriving myself just that I don't have any appetite. I should have gained more weight by now . To even look at meat makes me sick. I often have to force myself to eat. But lately i find myself not stressing, and this makes it alot easier to eat.
wow ,he's goin' crazy in here, itsa great feelin' well tomorrow I go to the doc and they'll give me my results for my 24 r urine test from my last visit. Hopefully it'll be Great news. Throughout my pregnancy the docs have told me that my blood-pressure is too high or too low. so I'll just pray and put everything in gods hands. Thank u lord for giving me my son I've always prayed for. May he be healthy and happy...love Gin....
1-22-08
Hello ladies, well today I ended up waiting for my doctor a whole two hrs...That was a blast. I started to feel light headed and very sleepy for some reason.this was a new feeling since becoming pregnant. They took my b/p and weighed me. I gained no weight.kinda dissapointed.she measured my belly, listened to his heartbeat and prescibed me something for heartburn. And that was it. waited all that time for a ten min visit.I wonder why i am feeling so irritable today. Im just gonna take a nap.That is if he'll let me.I'll write later. .
1-23-08
Today i went to my doctor , to get my breast drained, except nothing would come out. I have to go back on the 6th of Feb. for a biopsy, where they will take tissue...i am so scared.i want to cry. Because I hope it isn't breast cancer or something....today my son is moving around alot and I just can't wait until he gets here....
1-24-08
Hey all. today was just another pregnant day.lol. There was nothing too exciting that happened. I am now around 31w, I am so happy because time is flyin'....TTYL ladies...
1-25-08
Well today is my oldest brothers Birthday. Haven't seen't him in like 3 yrs , its like he dissapeared off the face of the earth. i wish he would call. Anyways today i hung out with D.J. And we actually got along. I can be a total B*&;^% sumtimes....He's knows its becuz of this pregnancy tho . I know he luvs me, probably more than I love him @ times. He spoils me and our son and he's not even here yet. I love my baby(ies)!!!!lol...
1-26-08
Today we went and got all the stuff for my sons' room, His crib. His Changing table. Pooh sheets, Pooh decorations, Pooh EVERYTHING...lol He's a pooh baby.. His rm is so cute but not all the way complete. I still need to get a glider and a dresser for his clothes. And maybe sum more pooh stuff to put in the rm. We had fun tho. lil' me was very active and that I LUV....@ nite tho his movements were very painful, its like he is so uncomfortable in here, dont worry lil' one you be free soon...love u , mama....
2-3-08
MY, HOW TIME FLIES! I am officially 32Wks!!!!!!!!Whhhoooo-Hooo. Everyday that passes I feel so accomplished. To wake up w/this lil' one still inside me is amazing! I am so happy to finally get the oppurtunity to raise a child. And to be called Mommy... I just want to cry... I am almost to the end , which I thought I would never see. This is so amazing, and to all you ladies ,I wish u good luck w/ your child and to all of you an easy pregnancy... Much luv, Gin.
2-6-08
Well today is the day b4 my birthday. and needless to say, im not happy @ all! i went to the doc and they did surgery on my breast. So Painful! but not too bad. my bf gave me 250 $ for my birthday. i ended up just buying the baby a bunch of clothesand myself some jewelery. I cant help my self. I want him here, i keep dreaming of him. :(
2-7-08
(32W5D)TODAY IS MY 24TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!Once again Im alone, we argued last nite and he doesnt want me around....He treats me like this on my 24th Birthday. ive been crying all day, Im so alone and I want my son, I want him soooooo bad. I told my BF i dont want to ever see him again , and ive said this b4 so he doesnt believe me, thats why he does this to me. It hurts so bad, feels like my heart is rippin an half. I wish my baby would come tomorrow.Im so miserable:(i know he will bring joy back in my life....Well i guess i will go re-heat left overs and go to bed.... good night lil' one
2-9-08
Hey, today was my lil' ones shower and my was it FUN! Evry1 I invited showed up, and brought the best gifts. My good friiend got me a baby monitor , a real nice one!Oh i Love her, I got alot of clothes and diapers:)alot of PooH stuff, tear tear.,.... I love my family and friends......they are so excited for me and my 1st child.... I was so tired afterwaards tho' i just thought i would write this then take a much needed nap.so i'll tell u more ladies...nite nite.
2-18-08
Its been a long time since I couldn't get on here to write, everytime I try It wont let me 4 sum reason, this site has alot of problems. Yet i am so addicted to it. I am on here most of the time ,Chatting....lolAnyways back to my baby talk. I am 34wks and 1 day:) Time is flying. I had a gr8 valentines day. We went out to dinner , he was kinda sweet lol bought me candy and a ring that says love. i luv my babys so much! sumtimes I am so mean. But anyways we r talking and being content w/each other. So tomorrow I go to check on my lil baby boy. Hopefully I wont have to get my cervix checked, that hurted! but i was having pressure, I could barely walk:(last wk. I think I am on my wkly visits. so the wks should go by pretty fast. I ve got my bags packed and sitting at the door,lol Well good luck ladies. And i'll keep u all informed.
2-24-08
hey ladies, im feeling pretty good today.all besides my hands hurting badly. Ive only got 5 more weeks and it is approaching so quick. It will be here b4 i know it.yyyaaayyyyyyy! im so excited but scared at the same time. Its encouraging to know that ladies on here are sharing sum of my feelings and discomforts and so on and so forth. this site has really been a comfort 4 me. when i have no1 to turn to. Thank u all who respond to my ?'s and pictures. my lil' one will be here soon and hopefullly i get my phone fixed so i can post ics of him, when he gets here. Anyways im off to chat,ciao....kisses to the babies.....:)
3-6-08
wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im almost there, i cant believe this s*&^!lol i am almost 37 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he will be here b4 i know it!!!!!!i am so tired of being pregnant. and he's got to be tired of being cramped up in here. ive been having braxton hicks and they r painful at times. i have also had alot of pressure down there too. i cant w8 to post pics of him 4 u ladies.....well nothin much more to say, except i went to doc and she said i wasnt dialated and im measuring correct and he is head down, so im waitin on the sign that he is ready.....tik tok tik tok.....
...4-6-08
omg. I cabt belive im still preggo!!!!! but i am getting induced on the nineth this lil' boy is stubborn! i thought he would have been tried to get outta this belly. i am so huge, its funny how big i am. im all belly. i will post pics. as soon as he arrives. thanx ladies wish me luck!!!!!!
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