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Where to start? This will be my 1st child at 36. Since, I knew that I was at "Advanced Maternal Age" due to my good Doctors constant reminders @ every visit for the past 5yrs(Lol), I decided to have him run tests just to see how fertile I am. (We had unofficially been trying for about 6 months). The tests came back with me having really low levels, indicating that perhaps I wasn't ovulating properly. My doctor prescribed clomid and after discussing it with my partner, I decided that wasn't quite the route I was ready to take. So, imagine my surprise that not even two months later, I have a missing period, sore bbs, and about 3 weeks of feeling like AF was on her way but no show. Finally, last Sunday on the 13th, I peed on a stick and low and behold in less than the 2min promised, it starts glowing positive. Actually, I believe it started to change immediately! In short, I have gone from believing that I am not fertile to carrying perhaps the next president(lol!) I have sooo many fears at this point since I haven't had my 1st appt yet(Jan 24th). I pray that its not in my tubes, I pray its healthy, I pray for a full term pregnancy. Wish me luck!

Friday, 18 Jan

Today I `m having one of those days I don `t feel a bit pregnant. Just fat! LOL! I `m a lil chunky to begin with so that `s nothing new. Anyone else really digging yogurt? I `m lovin activia and yesterday I had a parfait from McDonald `s and it was like manna from heaven. Hmm, thinking I `m in the mood for one now. My appetite, not that its increased, its just really on a schedule. When I `m ready to eat, I need to eat right then and there. Same thing with the bathroom...oh well, what goes in must come out right? LOL!