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5 miracles and an angel
	Age: 20 AS OF 02/21/2009 Country: U.S.A. Province/region: FL City: Jacksonville Partner: ITS JUS ME AND MY LORD & SAVIOR Children: Yes, 6 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: RECEPTIONIST
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Here is my story:

Chapter 1:

God first hired me for the position of mommy on June 15, 2002 at the just the tender age of 13. A few days later he decided that my baby was too precious to be here on Earth and later decided he would be better off playing with othe angels in Heaven's playground. My son left me on June 17, 2002. I was promoted to being a mother to an angel. Still one of the hardest jobs I have ever been given.

To My Son:

I never got to hold you in my arms.

I never got to cuddle you and tell you how much I love you over and over again.

I never got to take that first mother/son photo, where everyone would look and say Aw.

But I did get something, that I would not have traded for anything in the world.

I got you as a son.

I got to see your pretty black hair.

I got to hear your first cry.

I got to see take your first breathe.

I got you as my first child

and

I still have you as my guardian angel

Mommy never got to spend that quality time to get know what your favorite color was,

to know what your favorite toy was,

to know what your favorite meal was

to know how good of a big brother you would have become

or what you may have became when you grew up,

Important those things may be, but even more important you were and still are a part of me

You will live on in my heart forever until I am laid to rest

Losing you, I dealt with my greatest nightmare, but of all the dreams you are the best.

Rest in Peace Cordarian,

Mommy loves forever and cant wait til I get to meet you once again and get that cuddle I have since longed for

Chapter 2:

After I lost my son after his birth, I moved away from all the pain and hurt. I left my home in Florida and moved cross country to California to live with my aunt. there after I met my new love. A puerto rican god, named Kentrelle. I knew it was more than puppy love. Everytime I thought of him or heard his name, smiles would stretch from ear to ear, because I had this older sexy, swagg so magbificant guy, who literally swept me off my feet. Contrary to the wishes of his mother, who thought I was a whore, because she knew I had had a child already, but wasnt aware of the circumstances concerning the conception of my son, did not want her son anywhere around me, let alone with me, but our relationship matured so fast and soon I became pregnant with my second son Kentrelle Jr. I love my boy so much, you will hear me say this plenty of times, but I do believe he is little Cordarian reincarnated.

kentrelle Sr was my first love and nothing nor no one will ever or has ever changed that. He is the best man God has ever created and is apart of my life 100% of the time simply because not only is he my son's father, but at the same time he is my best friend, and has been. Why aren't we together? I dont do the long distance thing, but if I ever moe back to Cali, I cant say we wouldnt be together. He has asked me to marry him and everything, but I turned him down only because I am back in Florida and he is in Cali (disussed later).

The Ken's my life wouldnt exist if it had not been for them two.

Chapter 3

Life wasnt exactly easy being a young mother of a little, boy I thank God that I had my aunt to back me up through my mistakes. Even Ken had my back. His mother hated me with a passion. She would never have a black grandchild. The few times my son came around her, she would only speak spanish towards him, no English. She eventually would try to put it in Ken's head that KJ was not his. She became elated that me and Ken ended up separating and he found her perfect hispanic dream girl for him. Months later she becomes pregnant and have a baby and she was was still telling Ken that my son was not his because he was a full blooded African American. Test results later came back that I was wright all along and the dream girl was a liar, when my son came out to be half hispanic. Til this day, she still doesnt accept my son, but all that matters is that is father loves him and will give him the world. He currently lives with his dad in California and I miss him dearly.

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OK SO ITS TIME I REDO THIS SECTION SEEING AS ALOT HAS CHANGED::

WELL THE NAME IS STILL KANDICE, SINCE I'VE BEEN A MEMBER ON HERE, MY LAST NAME HAS CHANGED TO WILLIS, HOWEVER WE ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER AND I AM NOW IN THE PROCESS OF GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE....ITS A SAD THOUGHT, BUT SOMETIMES PEOPLE MUST GO THROUGH CERTAIN EVENTS TO GET TO A BETTER POINT WHERE THEY NEED TO BE AND THOUGH IT WAS A MISTAKE MARRYING HIM, IT WAS SOMETHING I HAD TO GO THROUGH IN ORDER TO GET WHERE I AM NOW. TOGTHER ME AND MY EX BROUGHT MY PRINCESS IN THE WORLD AND IT WAS THE BEST THING HE EVER GAVE ME.

NEXT, I AM 20 YEARS OLD, I KNOW, I STARTED EARLY CREATING MY FAMILY, BUT NEVERTHELESS IT IS ABOUT COMPLETED. I HAVE A 7 YEAR OLD ANGEL IN HEAVEN NAMED CORDARIAN. I ALSO HAVE A 5 YEAR OLD SON NAMED KENTRELLE JR, A SET OF 3 YEAR OLD TWINS NAMED JONET AND MONET, CAMERON JR WHO IS NOW 10 MONTHS AND AND MY YOUNGEST IS JHIAVAHNI WHO WAS BORN ONE JULY 1ST. I HAD A STEPSON NAMED TRISTIAN, WHO I STILL LOVE DEARLY WITH ALL MY HEART.

I AM GREATFUL, FOR ALL THE LORD HAS PUT ME THROUGH TILL THIS DAY. I KNOW HE WILL NEVER GIVE ME MORE THAN I CAN BARE, I AM STARTING OVER FRESH IN FLORIDA SO THAT ME AND MY KIDS WILL HAVE A BETTER LIFE. I AM THE MOTHER AND FATHER TO ALL MY KIDS, EXCEPT KENTRELLE, HIS DAD IS VERY MUCH INVOLVED. HE IS CURRENTLY LIVING WITH HIS FATHER IN CALIFORNIA, WHILE I RAISE MY YOUNGEST SON.

WELL THATS IT FOR ABOUT NOW, BUT IF YOU LADIES CHOOSE TO, ADD ME ON

MYSPACE

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yungseximama09 - 5.9 hours ago
Something New I just learned.. Now my wisdom teeth have never given me problems until a few days ago.. I've been taking pain relievers for three days straight now... It's my lower left one N' it's never bothered before.. So I looked up Wisdom Teeth While pregnant. Turns out a lot of women have experienced this before.. The Wisdom teeth seemed to have caused them problems during their pregnancies too... Wow! I think I should go to the ER tonite.. I might need antibiotics or something.. Maybe they'll give me a blood test and I'll find out.. Or maybe they'll pull it!! Yea No more Pain!

mrsjdwilliams - 12.6 hours ago
i have an eye infection and was given vigamox for it which is an antibiotic. i looked it up to see if it is safe. it says it is a category C so they don't know. i called my dr's office and spoke with the advise nurse she told me to call the opthamologist back. however they are closed. has anyone used this while pregnant is it safe? althought it is eye drops i'm still worried since it is an antibiotic

reneeandbaby - 13.5 hours ago
On wednesday my mom and I stop by this baby boutique that we had been to two months earlier. I want to get this stroller called a bugaboo. When we where in the store my mom looked at me and said I can get the stroller or a crib. My mom bought me the stroller and a diaper bad. I have never heard of Petunia Pickle Bottom but the bag was really cute. It will be a week before I get the stroller since they have to order what I want. My little girl will come into the world as fabulous as a super model she is already a fashionista. I may be creating a monster already lol.

1sttimem0m24 - 13.5 hours ago
I came back from my appointment 2day and i gain 7lbs from last months omg

indy5225 - 14.3 hours ago
HEY GIRLS,, THANX FOR THE INPUT ON MY SEX BLOG.. I'M SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT WE ARE ALL ON THE SAME PAGE.. LOL.. U GIRLS ARE GREAT ! LOL

mother-and-expecting - 16.8 hours ago
Well Alyssa is here sorry i have not been on i just got out of the hospital yesterday. I posted her birth story if you want to read it go ahead. She is a really good baby. She sleeps so good. Last night she slept in my bed and she slept from 11:30 to 6:00 this morning. I am really loving being a mommy of a newborn and 2 toddlers it is the best feeling in the world. It is so much work but it is all so worth it. I think my kids love her. xoxo robyn

reneeandbaby - 25.3 hours ago
I have posted ultrasound pictures of baby Greyson. Please stop by for a look at this little girl.

yungseximama09 - 29.6 hours ago
I get paid tomorrow and If I don't get my period by tomorrow Evening then Saturday Morning I will test.. If Idon't get a BFP then I will know that I'm not ovulating anymore and my estrogen levels have risen again!! Guess I have to ask my doctor how to keep then from rising N' how to get it to go down.. Now I'm gettin' pissed.. Becuz none of this wouldn've have happen if I hadn't taken BC in the first place!

shawny86 - 31.8 hours ago
Hey, i finally added a few pics of the LO. Check em out!

avaann - 33.1 hours ago
Hey y'all!! I just put up a few christmas bows on my website! www.babybowdega.com Thanks for all of your support and have a great day!!

Model-Mommy - 36.4 hours ago
THANX LADIES FOR ALL UR COMMENTS ON MY NEW BLOG AND PICS!!!

ADDISYNS~MUM - 39.7 hours ago
~*~* UPDATE IN MY WEIGHT-LOSS JOURNAL*~*~

yungseximama09 - 41.1 hours ago
No Aunt Flo yet! So Hopefully that's good news!