6/4 Well, it has been a long time since I have been on here! My husband and I are trying to cut costs and bills this summer to try and save before I go back to school so we don't have inernet anymore. I didn't realize how much I would miss having it! I am 17 weeks and I feel pretty good. I have a belly now and none of my clothes fit. I just feel huge in my maternity clothes though. I heard the baby's heartbeat last month and have another Dr's appointment on 6/12 so I can't wait for that. I was so relieved to hear it! I am pretty much done getting sick too. I feel nauseous in the evening sometimes but that's all and I don't throw up anymore. :-D I wonder if it's a boy or a girl!? I can't wait to find out!!

5/1 Well it's been 4 weeks and woohoo! I am 12 weeks. I have a Dr's appointment on 5/12 to hear the heartbeat so until then I am still a little nervous....but hey I made it through week 12! I am still sick in the mornings and the evenings but most of the time it is just nausea- I don't throw up every day like I was. Food still seems kind of gross though- it's like a catch 22- I feel SOOOO hungry- but nothing looks good and I don't want to eat it. My nursing semester is over on Monday so that will take a huge stress of my shoulders until August. I will be able to work full time this summer to save up some money. My husband and I can't wait until 5/12! :D

4/4 Well I am now in week 8 and only a month left before I can stop crossing my fingers and hoping I am not going to mc. I think my hormone levels are growing steady upwards at a healthy speed....I throw up a lot. I hate food. I hate the smell of food. I hate the smell of anything. Gag.

3/25 All I have to say is I AM SO HUNGRY. Everything I eat makes me gag and throw up...but I still am starving...ironic isn't it.

3/20 Week 6! Only 6 more to go before I can stop being so darn nervous!

3/16 I'm in week 5 right now....and even though I was skeptical at first....it's official- I am definately pregnant lol. I finally decided that the test I took today would be my last....the second line was as dark as the control line...I think that is definate enough lol it couldnt get any darker. I have been feeling soooo tired lately and really nauseous in the morning and at night. My MD doesn't see me until I'm 8 weeks so 3 more weeks to go for that. I am so excited!!!!!

3/11 So I rode the elevator from 5th floor to 1st today......then got totally nauseous and thought I was going to throw up everywhere. Ugh. I have been very queasy the past 2 days...and my DH is enjoying my bigger BB. :-D We told my parents today....they were excited....I am praying nothing goes wrong this time.

3/8 So I got another BFP this morning......the line is lighter than the control line but I think as long as there is the second line that means the baby is there!...

3/7.....so my period still didnt come....so i tested after work today.... and I got a BFP! It isnt as dark as the control line but it isnt faint faint either.....the line is DEFINATELY there!!!! I dont have any signs of being pregnant really.... my breasts arent bigger like they usually are.......but OMG I GOT A BFP. I am so excited. I dont know if i should trust one test though..... I think I am going to do 2 more.

3/6....still not here.....i am never late so maybe this is a good sign....i dont feel pregnant though.....at all really :-/

3/5....tested again....BFN.....period didn't come though....

3/4....period is supposed to be here tommorrow.....i tested...BFN

2/25 Waiting....and waiting.... I wish it was 3/4 so I could test.....maybe I'll try it early.......wish me luck :-)