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Alexandra (Moderator ?)
	Age: 22 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Mick Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Mummy
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Maia. 8lb 1/2oz.

I Loved You From The Start

I loved you from the very start�
You stole my breath, embraced my heart.
Our life together has just begun,
You�re part of me, my little one.
As mother with child, each day I knew
My mind would be filled with thoughts of you.

I�m daydreaming of the things we�ll share,
Like late-night bottles and teddy bears.
Like first steps and skinned knees,
Like bedtime stories and ABC�s.

I�m thinking of things you�ll want to know,
Like how birds fly and flowers grow.
I�ve thought of lessons I�ll need to share,
Like standing tall and playing fair.

When I first see your precious face,
I�ll pray your life be touched with grace.
I�ll thank the angels from above,
And promise you unending love.

Each night I�ll lay you down to sleep,
I�ll gently kiss your head and cheek.
I�ll count your little fingers and toes,
I�ll memorize your eyes and nose.

I will linger at your nursery door,
Awed each day that I love you more.
Through misty eyes, I�ll dim the light,
And whisper, �I love you� every night.

My heart�s forever yours, little one .

I saw this and thought it was beautiful, just how all of us feel about our little ones.

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Maia's First Christmas 2007

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izziebo - Sunday, 17 August
lol it was more me that didnt wanna get covered in sick so i made sure i didnt by making him do it in the right place lol. before he went out (well inthe car coz i dropped him off as it was rainign) i said

andy pelase dont get too drunk tonight iv been getting these tightenings n pains all day n im not sure if thats a sign soemts gonna happen! n he went "i wont dont worry, ill be back early anyway"

stupid me went to bed at 11 and he text me at midnight to make sure i was okay n i said 2im fine go n enjoy yourself dnt be out too long!" which translated as theres no baby please go and get wankered and spend all ur money on beer when we still need to buy things like a play gym and a bouncy chair when we FINALLY have the kid

i dnt think he uses his brain at times. selfish man! but then again i usnerstand WHY he wanted to go out and have a good time coz we ahve the induction date for next thursday (21st) so really this was his last weekend where hes not got anyone but himself to think about (oooh braxton hicks hehe) n we were calling it his daddy stag party last night coz it sorta was his last night of freedom. we were takin the piss sayingthat at least with a real stag doo u always have the backup of a devorce if it goes wrong u cnt devorce yourself from been a parent lol

im gonna just tell himw hen he wakes up that im upset n sulk all day that gets me more appologies he best brush his teeth before he comes near me i dnt wanna be stinking of puke lol

wheres ur mick gone? stupid men! they should all be castrated n then when we want to use their widge we can put it on with blue tack or sumit lol so they know whos boss!! xxxxxxxxxx

izziebo - Sunday, 17 August
hey babe! im FURIOS with him

i did read the facebook coz im naughty n he was telling teh truth about what he was talking about so i felt like a bd girlfriend. only he mentioned some girl who he was seein "a while ago" n it made me para that he had another girlfriend when we were on that break im sure he did to be honest but i cant help but hate thinking of him with anyone else

were not on speaking terms this morning only he doesnt know that coz hes dying in bed he got home at 4ish woke me up coz he was too pissed to unlock the door so had to ring me to come and do it he was absoltly wankered. he was puking up and everything when i finally got him to bed, he sat impersinating stewie from afamily guy for ages gouign "mum mum mummy mum mum mummy mummy mum ..." like that to me for about 10 minutes n i just wanted to get him in to bed so i could go back to sleep but instead iv been up sinse he got in making sure he 1)doesnt puke all over himself n die 2)doesnt puke all over the floor like he wanted to last night, he sprung up out of bed n put his head between his legs n cudnt get up coz he was that drunk he had no balance n i said to him "whats wrong" n he went im gonna be sick so i shouted well go to the bathroom then n he walked to the other side of the bedroom n leaned on the radiator!!! so i hurried him off to the bathroom where he tried tobe sick in the bath:S so i said if ur going to eb sick do it in the toilet.

so he did lol

i tootled off to get him a drink i heared this massive crash n hes pulled the bloody toilet seat of the toilet hes laying in the middle of the bathroom floor cuddling it going i didnt break it it wasnt me it wasnt i swear!
n then he puked up again

so i had to clean him up and get him back in to bed put towels on the floor incase he didnt make it to the loo pu the bin next to him (which i know full well hes gonna stand in when he gets up lol lukcily hes not been sick in it) n then just sat n made sure he was okay till i couldnt be bothered anymore and came down stairs to come on the computer and have a brew. but i keep going to check on him, iv got him a glass of water and juice next to the bed painillers. and im debating with myself and kerry in week 40 which way i should go. the blazing row or the snappy one word answers all day or just telling him im really upset by his behavoiur.

its not that i dont understand why he went out coz i do n hes entitled to a social life but not getting THAT drunk when im 5 now 6 days over my due date with his baby. i dont wanna give birth n have a birthing parnter whos puing up more than me lol

which do u think lol

sorry to winge and moan AGAIN!

theres no sign of the baby tho so hes lucky there xxxxxxx

izziebo - Saturday, 16 August
i bloody hope so

dick heads going out tonight to celebrate his last night of non daddyness, we kinda figured by next weekend were gonna have a baby so im allowing him to go out IF he doesnt drink toooo much incase i go in to labour in the early hours of the morning or 2morrow coz e gets erally bad hang overs lol

im not impressed but i cnt do much (n it gives me all night to mooch round his facebook mwhahahaha) xxxx

izziebo - Saturday, 16 August
he showed me the convo hes just been whittering on about how hes excited for the baby n how hes scared etc... it kinda made me feel stupid lol. he was saying at first it was teh worst thing ever n scariest thing but hes really proud of me and happy that i kept it and gave him the chance to grow up and be an adult and i trust him enough to do it despite what he did. he was kinda bearing his soul to her now i feel STUPID lol

but theres lots of other ppl hwes talkin to so im gonna read the messages i dnt care if its naughty of me lol

iv cleaned my bathroom AGAIN n now were cooking tea, its been a bit of a boring day to be honest lol. i wanted to go to the doctor who exhebition in liverpool but it was too late by the time we decided to go haha, i walked to the shops n nearl died of pain on teh way back baby felt really low and my ligaments and hips were klilling me but ill do it again im gonna walk to matalan after tea to buy a mirror lol

how are you? xxxxxx

izziebo - Saturday, 16 August
the only thing that sweep did was make yucky pink discharge come out of me! and that was IT! not a pain not anything. sexy times not working either:(

he doesnt do things that make me not trust him but last night for example we stayed in n he was playing on the computer for HOURS on his facebook talking to this girl called vicci holmes n iv read some of the messages she sends him n she puts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and more for luck xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx at the end and she keeps facebook prodding him n i delete them when hes not lookin n she does it again i just dnt like the fact he was sitting sending her REALLY long emails n i dunno what they were about

so i got in a stop n took myself off to bed n cried onl ltook him about 5 miinutes to come see if i was okay blesss him but he didnt notice that i was crying on the couch coz i was having a tummy pain. that turned out to be a poo lol (i didnt have said poo on the sofa tho) xxxxx

izziebo - Friday, 15 August
hey babe! the appointment went well.
she did a sweep on me n said the head was low down and she could feel it when she was elbows deap up my front bum!

i forced andy to have sexy time to try and progress myself a litte bit further but so far all i need to do is poo!!!

i hope it comes today or at least shows signs of coming.

she gave me an induction date of 21st august if no baby has arrived by next thursday my big brothers birthday lol

i had an awful scary dream last night that he left me and the baby coz he didnt love us and i woke up n freaked out in a panick attack he found it very funny n said hes not going anywhere blar blar blar but im not shitting myself incase hes seein sum1 else and im trying hard to hack in to his facebook now which isnt good!!!

i should really trust him buit i want reassurance lol

how are you? xxxxxxxxx

brownsugar - Thursday, 14 August
beautiful baby!!!!!!!!!!!

jenniferh - Thursday, 14 August
Yeah i hear that!! Hows everythign else going? are you back on track now with your normal weight before pregnancy? (If you dont mind my asking

izziebo - Wednesday, 13 August
i just pop on top now i cnt feel it any other way so andy gets to lay back n go to sleep if he wants.
hes enjoying the whole new sex mad me tho i think i never ever did anything before id just let him do all the work but now i emand to do it, not only coz its more fun but coz the wrigglin about might shift things along a bit lol

hes still not home hes in manchester with the band talking to some record lable man i hope he comes home soon im tired

he called the house "ours" before for the 1st time he told me to make a shopping list of things we need for the house

n i went whos house n he went erm ours!!! n i got all happy n excited hehe.
xxxxx

izziebo - Wednesday, 13 August
poor andy got boob milk in his mouth the other day sinse then hes not touched me haha

hes actually just left me again the bastard! (not for good) hes gone to sleep at his mums for the night coz hes knacered as i kept waking him up last night with wriggling n moaning coz i was getting ouchy pains.

iv had a few pains tonuight but nothing bad, just feel like epriod pain no back ache today at all n i wnt be getting sexy time in the morning either coz hes not here

iv been walking around lots trying to get the baby out but its not working really it stays still ALL day long n then at night it goes mad iv just watched the shawshank redemtion n i swear its moved more in that film than it has the past couple of weeks, i was told they stop moving closer to birth so im screwed lol.

andy thinks babys gonna come on sunday i hope it comes tomorrow or thursday becuase my friends little sisters funeral is on monday and i would REALLY like to go to support him, and also to tell fliss (his sister) what the baby is, she was so so excited for it. however im not sure if its the right thing to do take a brand new baby to my friends sisters funeral

:S xxxxxxxxxx

jenniferh - Tuesday, 12 August
Yeah i know exactly waht you mean there! I used to do hair. I have people come to my house now to do their hair. But i'm home now with Brody. I want to try n get pregnant again next year. We are thinking maybe april when brody is almost a year old.. Who knows though. I want to have children 2 years appart though thats for sure. What do you do?

hollie - Tuesday, 12 August
Aww! Thats so cute that she tries to have conversations with you. Chase learns more everyday, but i dont know how well he understands what things mean. He has a friend named Adam, and he said his name, because we told hm to say it, but i dont know if he made the connection between the word and the person. He claps his hands now. soo cuuuuuuute. John should be home any day now! I'm sooo excited to see him!! I have a feeliing hes going to try and suprise me, but i dont know.

izziebo - Monday, 11 August
awwww are you and mick haveing a romantic night together?

i raped poor andy this morning lol i didnt even give him a kiss or anything i woke up when his alarm went off for work checked to see if his soldier was standing to attention n just jumped on before he could say anytin it was the most unromantic sex ever lol

i cudnt really be arsed with it but i wanted the spermies! i had a bit of back ache after but that was it :(

boooo

trying very hard but this babys gonna come with its ready lol i just cant wait to find out what iv been carting round all this time i dnt care aslong as its happy and healthy

andy doesnt mean to upset me with the weight thing he thinks hes saying the right thing coz he said its unatractive that i get so upset an cry n moan about it he doesnt care but when i moan he gets irritated etc

i know hes lying coz the way he oggles my best friend and his mates girlferinds he thinks thwey are all so perfect

one of them is a size 0

which just upsets me lol xxxx

HaNnAh17 - Sunday, 10 August
awww bless we are planning to go on the cannels, seeing the worlds smallest house, the van gough museam, and anne franks house :D:D i cant wait tom wants to g in one of the smoking cafe's there so might do tht and he wants to go red light district but im still thinking bout it lol
kaitlyn makes me laugh so much when she gets full up on food u give her a spoon fool and she blows raspberrys bk out at ya itgoes everywhere LOL yeah i've been to floria 5 times i love it! we're hinking about emergrating there or either autralia or newzealad as tom has a good trades men jod :D:D

izziebo - Sunday, 10 August
ill give u my baby bump if u want lol then u wnt wanna be up the duff!!

iv told andrew off for been such an insensative get! i cry every time he says how im big or im bigger than heather or sarah or every bloody girl he knows.
i never really cared that i was chubby coz i felt comfy in my own skin of corse i used to moan n go "oh im fat i wanna be thin" but i didnt really give one but now i feel like i have to get slim and all beautiful to keep him n its not fair!

he said hes sorry n hes only doing nwhat he thinks i want him to do lol by offering support etc he doesnt get my legs are the size of small buildings becase im pregant and got tonnes of fluid retention lol
n my tummys fat coz hsi child is in there,

i said i dont wanna be a frumpy mummy tho but that shouldnt mean i feel obliged to get down to a size 8. i dont have the frame to be a size 8 iv got curves naturally and a biiiiiiiiig rub cage so ill never be able to fit in to small things (trumpet playing has that affect on ur ribs lol my intercostal msucles could break a man in half lol)

im still gonna get him in to bed later after sexy time yday i had loads of contractiosn and stuff so im gonna try that again lol

hows u tho? lol yet another moaning coment from em lol u muist be fed uplol xxxx

jenniferh - Friday, 8 August
Aw, I bet time flew by! Do you guys want more? Honestly birth wasn't so bad for me. I was induced from developing preclaimcia (That part was a little nerve racking) But other then that it was alright. Def do able again! haha. I was in labor for about 12 hours, but pushing was 5 mins! So that was great!! haha. How was yours?

Ugh i wouldn't tread it in for the world. I dont know how i lived with out him. I love LOVE it!! Greatest gift ever!

Are you home wtih Maia? (what a pretty name!)

HaNnAh17 - Friday, 8 August
i go this monday :D:D aww wow are ya!!
we are taking kaitlyn to the domincan republic next october i love it there and the weath isnt to hot then either !! kaitlyn is crawling saying mama and dada her first tooth cut through on tuesday and its starting to pop out a bit more now!! she's forever trying to climb up the furniture she walks around holding onto the sofa for a little while then falls down on her bum i cant believe she is 8 months todai time has flow by so fast!!

izziebo - Friday, 8 August
im in a foul mood today
not only did i have the worst midwife appointment EVER but last night bastard face (aka andrew) slaped me (not hard like in a jokey way) at the top of my leg and i went what was that for so he did it again n i said why are you beating me up andrew its mean n his responce was "apparently slapping is the newest method for toning up flab!!!"

hes lucky i didnt tone his face! i didint know what to do i sat there n sulked n had to fight back crying

i feel well fat now lol first my midwife then him

never mind i still made him give me sexy time coz im fed up of this baby living in me and want it out

hes also been telling me how weve been incvited to tonys birthday party. i said to him last week i dont want to go out again after tionight coz its made me really tired n baby might arrive

but clearly hes forgotten lol
loser!!

*sigh* lol im in a strop i want to be a mum now

how are yoooooooooooou today lol xxxxxxxxxx

HaNnAh17 - Thursday, 7 August
hi thanks for your comment has been a hard past few months but i thinkive finally cum to grips with the loss of my lil one!! cant wait to go amsterdam we're going there to see the van gough museam and anne franks house hopefully tom will trreat me to a boat trip on the canal :P how r u 3 ?

izziebo - Thursday, 7 August
lol yea he was dying bless him

he came back home last night after band all sweaty (i think he looks FIT when hes just been at band coz hes all wet haha) n he was sitting there going *cough cough* n curled up on the sofa telling the bum how he was dying lol

what a frigging geek!!

bllody hell cuba!! id love to go there u lucky cow! is baba going too? xxxxx

- Thursday, 7 August
lol yea he was dying bless him

he came back home last night after band all sweaty (i think he looks FIT when hes just been at band coz hes all wet haha) n he was sitting there going *cough cough* n curled up on the sofa telling the bum how he was dying lol

what a frigging geek!!

bllody hell cuba!! id love to go there u lucky cow! is baba going too? xxxxx
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