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Alexandra (Moderator ?)
	Age: 22 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Mick Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Mummy
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Maia. 8lb 1/2oz.

I Loved You From The Start

I loved you from the very start�
You stole my breath, embraced my heart.
Our life together has just begun,
You�re part of me, my little one.
As mother with child, each day I knew
My mind would be filled with thoughts of you.

I�m daydreaming of the things we�ll share,
Like late-night bottles and teddy bears.
Like first steps and skinned knees,
Like bedtime stories and ABC�s.

I�m thinking of things you�ll want to know,
Like how birds fly and flowers grow.
I�ve thought of lessons I�ll need to share,
Like standing tall and playing fair.

When I first see your precious face,
I�ll pray your life be touched with grace.
I�ll thank the angels from above,
And promise you unending love.

Each night I�ll lay you down to sleep,
I�ll gently kiss your head and cheek.
I�ll count your little fingers and toes,
I�ll memorize your eyes and nose.

I will linger at your nursery door,
Awed each day that I love you more.
Through misty eyes, I�ll dim the light,
And whisper, �I love you� every night.

My heart�s forever yours, little one .

I saw this and thought it was beautiful, just how all of us feel about our little ones.

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Maia's First Christmas 2007

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izziebo - Thursday, 21 August
unfortunatly i am not getting my baby today

the stupid hospital had too many ppl booked in for induction and too many c-sections going on to bother with little old me so i was sent home. im back in tomorrow at 8 am im gonna try n get a private room for my "upset and heartache" from today hehehehe xxxx

izziebo - Thursday, 21 August
getting induced today got to be in at 8 am i slept shockinghgly well considering. Andy and I went out for tea to the best italian in the world last night and then went for a drink in the pub we had our 1st date in lol
n got home n went to bed lol hes still up there hes so nervous, iv just written him a card to tll him not to worry and hell be an amazing daddy and i love him very much im going to drop it on the door step on the way out.

i dont feel anything really i feel empty not scared not excited not worried just

empty:S

im sure as the time ticks on it will change lol

xxxxxxxxxx

izziebo - Wednesday, 20 August
even if im been induced lol xxxx

izziebo - Wednesday, 20 August
even if im been induced? xxx

izziebo - Tuesday, 19 August
even in the early stages when im just getting contractions?
i thought they just put u in the labour ward?

izziebo - Monday, 18 August
nope no signs im still fat and pregnant and im fed up! I dont even have any twinges and andy doesnt really understand why im really upset about it.
i dont want to get induced id rather have contractions at home and be in my own surroundings n be able to cry or winge or what ever on my own not surrounded by ppl with new babies and what not! n just be able to have a cuddle n get in to bed with andy n make him give me a hug n look after me blergh

i hate this n i hate him and i hate everything!

hes gone to band n im really relieved coz i cnt be arsed sitting in with him tonight! to be honest i want a bath and an early night and to watch new tricks with a cup of tea and a massive box of chocolates on my own so i can cry!!!

i think the funeral i went to before has depressed me alot

mrsroberts - Monday, 18 August
i am very excited ... we been trying forever ... i just found out my husband is leaving to Iraq in March so he wont even get to see the birth

izziebo - Sunday, 17 August
yea lol i sat down in bed with him after my shower and told him everything he did and everything he said. he went "oi u cheeky bitch why did u give me a vom bucket?!" n i went coz u were been sick all over my house and i was fed up oif cleaning it up thats why! he didnt remember

he didnt remember anything other than the ke not working and having to ring me up n thinking i believed him when he said he wsnt pissed!

so i sat down with him n told him everything he did and said n told him how many times he called me a whore and how many i was told i was a bitch and how hed said if u dnt lose the baby weight im gonna go get sum1 better he looked humiliated by it n hes been really good all day making me cups of tea

i do get his reasons for going out but i dont want him to EVER talk to me like that agin it upset me and it scard me a bit to be honest. least i know hes too weak to punch me lol. he seemed a bt upset that id been awake all morning cleaning up after him so hes even bought mwe chocolate for tonight so im sitting munching it n typing and watching hell boy on channel 5 hahah

ooh and he gave me sexy time but iv actually had longer shits. it lasted (and i kid you not) fromt he start of the credits on the icar of dibley to the start of the joke they always do lol that was IT

how are you? you had an alright day? xxxxx

izziebo - Sunday, 17 August
lol it was more me that didnt wanna get covered in sick so i made sure i didnt by making him do it in the right place lol. before he went out (well inthe car coz i dropped him off as it was rainign) i said

andy pelase dont get too drunk tonight iv been getting these tightenings n pains all day n im not sure if thats a sign soemts gonna happen! n he went "i wont dont worry, ill be back early anyway"

stupid me went to bed at 11 and he text me at midnight to make sure i was okay n i said 2im fine go n enjoy yourself dnt be out too long!" which translated as theres no baby please go and get wankered and spend all ur money on beer when we still need to buy things like a play gym and a bouncy chair when we FINALLY have the kid

i dnt think he uses his brain at times. selfish man! but then again i usnerstand WHY he wanted to go out and have a good time coz we ahve the induction date for next thursday (21st) so really this was his last weekend where hes not got anyone but himself to think about (oooh braxton hicks hehe) n we were calling it his daddy stag party last night coz it sorta was his last night of freedom. we were takin the piss sayingthat at least with a real stag doo u always have the backup of a devorce if it goes wrong u cnt devorce yourself from been a parent lol

im gonna just tell himw hen he wakes up that im upset n sulk all day that gets me more appologies he best brush his teeth before he comes near me i dnt wanna be stinking of puke lol

wheres ur mick gone? stupid men! they should all be castrated n then when we want to use their widge we can put it on with blue tack or sumit lol so they know whos boss!! xxxxxxxxxx

izziebo - Sunday, 17 August
hey babe! im FURIOS with him

i did read the facebook coz im naughty n he was telling teh truth about what he was talking about so i felt like a bd girlfriend. only he mentioned some girl who he was seein "a while ago" n it made me para that he had another girlfriend when we were on that break im sure he did to be honest but i cant help but hate thinking of him with anyone else

were not on speaking terms this morning only he doesnt know that coz hes dying in bed he got home at 4ish woke me up coz he was too pissed to unlock the door so had to ring me to come and do it he was absoltly wankered. he was puking up and everything when i finally got him to bed, he sat impersinating stewie from afamily guy for ages gouign "mum mum mummy mum mum mummy mummy mum ..." like that to me for about 10 minutes n i just wanted to get him in to bed so i could go back to sleep but instead iv been up sinse he got in making sure he 1)doesnt puke all over himself n die 2)doesnt puke all over the floor like he wanted to last night, he sprung up out of bed n put his head between his legs n cudnt get up coz he was that drunk he had no balance n i said to him "whats wrong" n he went im gonna be sick so i shouted well go to the bathroom then n he walked to the other side of the bedroom n leaned on the radiator!!! so i hurried him off to the bathroom where he tried tobe sick in the bath:S so i said if ur going to eb sick do it in the toilet.

so he did lol

i tootled off to get him a drink i heared this massive crash n hes pulled the bloody toilet seat of the toilet hes laying in the middle of the bathroom floor cuddling it going i didnt break it it wasnt me it wasnt i swear!
n then he puked up again

so i had to clean him up and get him back in to bed put towels on the floor incase he didnt make it to the loo pu the bin next to him (which i know full well hes gonna stand in when he gets up lol lukcily hes not been sick in it) n then just sat n made sure he was okay till i couldnt be bothered anymore and came down stairs to come on the computer and have a brew. but i keep going to check on him, iv got him a glass of water and juice next to the bed painillers. and im debating with myself and kerry in week 40 which way i should go. the blazing row or the snappy one word answers all day or just telling him im really upset by his behavoiur.

its not that i dont understand why he went out coz i do n hes entitled to a social life but not getting THAT drunk when im 5 now 6 days over my due date with his baby. i dont wanna give birth n have a birthing parnter whos puing up more than me lol

which do u think lol

sorry to winge and moan AGAIN!

theres no sign of the baby tho so hes lucky there xxxxxxx

izziebo - Saturday, 16 August
i bloody hope so

dick heads going out tonight to celebrate his last night of non daddyness, we kinda figured by next weekend were gonna have a baby so im allowing him to go out IF he doesnt drink toooo much incase i go in to labour in the early hours of the morning or 2morrow coz e gets erally bad hang overs lol

im not impressed but i cnt do much (n it gives me all night to mooch round his facebook mwhahahaha) xxxx

izziebo - Saturday, 16 August
he showed me the convo hes just been whittering on about how hes excited for the baby n how hes scared etc... it kinda made me feel stupid lol. he was saying at first it was teh worst thing ever n scariest thing but hes really proud of me and happy that i kept it and gave him the chance to grow up and be an adult and i trust him enough to do it despite what he did. he was kinda bearing his soul to her now i feel STUPID lol

but theres lots of other ppl hwes talkin to so im gonna read the messages i dnt care if its naughty of me lol

iv cleaned my bathroom AGAIN n now were cooking tea, its been a bit of a boring day to be honest lol. i wanted to go to the doctor who exhebition in liverpool but it was too late by the time we decided to go haha, i walked to the shops n nearl died of pain on teh way back baby felt really low and my ligaments and hips were klilling me but ill do it again im gonna walk to matalan after tea to buy a mirror lol

how are you? xxxxxx

izziebo - Saturday, 16 August
the only thing that sweep did was make yucky pink discharge come out of me! and that was IT! not a pain not anything. sexy times not working either:(

he doesnt do things that make me not trust him but last night for example we stayed in n he was playing on the computer for HOURS on his facebook talking to this girl called vicci holmes n iv read some of the messages she sends him n she puts xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and more for luck xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx at the end and she keeps facebook prodding him n i delete them when hes not lookin n she does it again i just dnt like the fact he was sitting sending her REALLY long emails n i dunno what they were about

so i got in a stop n took myself off to bed n cried onl ltook him about 5 miinutes to come see if i was okay blesss him but he didnt notice that i was crying on the couch coz i was having a tummy pain. that turned out to be a poo lol (i didnt have said poo on the sofa tho) xxxxx

izziebo - Friday, 15 August
hey babe! the appointment went well.
she did a sweep on me n said the head was low down and she could feel it when she was elbows deap up my front bum!

i forced andy to have sexy time to try and progress myself a litte bit further but so far all i need to do is poo!!!

i hope it comes today or at least shows signs of coming.

she gave me an induction date of 21st august if no baby has arrived by next thursday my big brothers birthday lol

i had an awful scary dream last night that he left me and the baby coz he didnt love us and i woke up n freaked out in a panick attack he found it very funny n said hes not going anywhere blar blar blar but im not shitting myself incase hes seein sum1 else and im trying hard to hack in to his facebook now which isnt good!!!

i should really trust him buit i want reassurance lol

how are you? xxxxxxxxx

brownsugar - Thursday, 14 August
beautiful baby!!!!!!!!!!!

jenniferh - Thursday, 14 August
Yeah i hear that!! Hows everythign else going? are you back on track now with your normal weight before pregnancy? (If you dont mind my asking

izziebo - Wednesday, 13 August
i just pop on top now i cnt feel it any other way so andy gets to lay back n go to sleep if he wants.
hes enjoying the whole new sex mad me tho i think i never ever did anything before id just let him do all the work but now i emand to do it, not only coz its more fun but coz the wrigglin about might shift things along a bit lol

hes still not home hes in manchester with the band talking to some record lable man i hope he comes home soon im tired

he called the house "ours" before for the 1st time he told me to make a shopping list of things we need for the house

n i went whos house n he went erm ours!!! n i got all happy n excited hehe.
xxxxx