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Arianna Ellen was born August 13th @ 4:05pm, weighing 7lbs 19inches long. She is more perfect that I could have ever dreamed of. I am so happy that this pregnancy journey was a success despite how long it took LOL Her entrance was grand and it was even scary for a couple of moments but worth every second.

It has been awhile since I updated my profile on here and altough I check it everyday stay updated on everyones blogs etc I have been quite distant from you ladies....

Arianna's father and I split up towards the end of August leaving me a single mother of two which has been very tough and trying but I am doing the best that I can. I recently started dating again and altough I would like another child I am going to wait a little while. He is an amazing good man and I am so blessed to have him in my life as he makes me feel like a woman is supposed to feel. I feel like its a second chance since we dated when we were much younger and I was too young to understand a relationship that deeply emotional. Jason turned out to be a very bad person and I was too blind to see it until it reached a very volatile point and he actually put his hands on me which I did not react to right away but would never stand for. Now he sees his daughter every other weekend and its a very ridiculous event everytime and acts as though he is doing me a favor. He acts as though its an inconvenience to do pick ups and drop offs and its drives me insane. Since Jason has been gone the kids have seemed happier as the environment is much more positive so I am extremely happy with that. I hope one day to have another but I just want to make sure that this is it because I will not stand for another man who doesn't act as they are supposed to.