Week 35

Yeah, I know its been abit since i last updated, nothign really grand has happend, just a buttload of pain. lol.

I can bairly sleep anymore, waking up for work gets me winded. lol. But atleast the little butthead moved down so i can breath a little better. Mike and i went into our 35 week yesterday, Everythign is going well. I have only gained 24 lbs which shocked the heck outta me! i eat all the time!! Connor is just the right size and he is positiond and ready to go.

I have started to get contractions .. which i think is awsome, anythign that gets my little man here sooner! lol. I just feel liek i am ready for this. I need him in my arms you know? Its weird.

Week 26

Oh boy. I have gotten sooo big. Hubby and i went in for our checkup on the 6h and everythign is fine. We found out that our insurance only covers 2 sonos though so we cant get our 3-d one. :( Its just to expencive. But i have until the 27th of this month, so im goign to see what i ccan do. My doctor told me that Connor is going to double in size this month. I already feel MASSIVE. i cant imagine beign any bigger. Mike has had to start helping me up and carying almost everythign for me. We moved rooms last week and i hurt my back pretty bad carying a laundry basket.. Im a big ol baby! but he has been great. Im not so emotional anymore. Well, okay i am... i just dont cry as much.

Week 22

Hmm, nothign super happend this week. Just alot of movement. Connor has started to recognize his daddys voice, and wont stop moving:) I have a music box that i play on my tummy before bed and i think Connor understands it as "mommy needs to sleep" cause he is out after a few minutes of it. I feel huge. I am Amanda, supersized. My tummy has hurt a bunch this week, and I constantly feel dehydrated. and other than that im tired. When im not happy i feel like I did somthign wrong. its weird. my emotions are completely outta whack. But over all its been a good week. only a little over a hundred days to go! i cant wait to finally hold connor!

Week 21

I feel a whole lot of movment his week, Connor is really active when i lay on my back. But i think he is people shy. hell move around all day but the second i get somone to put their hand on my tummy he stops. I am startign to feel him kick me in the ribs and crotch. its not the greatest :)

Ive been really emotional this week. i had a super emotional breakdown when i ran over a pigion. After the drive home i had mike hold me while cried my eyes out forever. and iv pretty much been either super happy or on the verge of tears since.

Week 20

Everything is going well so far. Connor is trying to kick his way out of me :) I defenetly have a baby bump now. I look huge!

I finished the quilt i was making. its looks horrible ( it was my first try ) but its still good. I was really afraid to finish it. just liek i was afraid of mike finding my fertility charm. Im so scared that im going to lose the baby, or that there will be a switch in the hospital.. or any other horrible things. I cant stop thinking about it. Ugh. I live for my monthly checkups to make sure the baby is still there. Is this constant fear normal?

Ive gotten really emotional recently. everythign either makes me so happy i cry, or so mad i cry, or so sad i cry. Alls i do is cry eat and sleep now. I get an uncomfortable feelign im my ribs after i eat. mike says that its cause all my insides got pushed up. and it makes sence.. i just wish it would stop. it makes it so i cant sleep.

Week 19

I just heard of this place through an old friend. Its crazy how you lose touch with all your old highschool ( in this case gradeschool ) friends and then one day one of them sees you waddling along and instantly you are friends again.

This week has been full of ups and downs. When I am able to sleep i only sleep for like to hours tops. I forget EVERYTHING! and my equalibrium* is wya messed up. I get stuck between things, I run into things.. its horrable.

I've decided that I am enrolling baby Connor in soccor asoon as he arives, cause boy can he kick. Its a weird/wonderful feeling that I don't think I'll ever be used to. It was great the first time Mike felt Connor kick. connor kicked him super hard and mike whipped his hand back and said "what was that?!" it was ADORABLE.

I spent last night making baby Connors first baby quilt. Its super hard. but im gettign it done. i hope i dont mess up anymore or he is goign to get older he is goign to be like " Mom, what is this? this is the crappiest stitchign it have ever seen!" but im trying. lol

Here are a few pics of my family.

Here is me, on the left, with the dorkey glasses.

This is my wonderful man Mike.

And this is little Connor Ashton!

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Amanda
Age?:	21
Height?:	5'3" ( and a quarter )
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	115ish
About The Father
Name?:	Michael
Age?:	24
Height?:	6'1
Are you still together?:	Yes
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yes
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	I was 10 days late and started freakign out a few months ago.
Was it planned?:	We wanted one, but it actually happening was a surprise!
What was your first reaction?:	I thought I was going to pass out.
Who was with you when you found out?:	Mike and my little sister. We went and bought the test, and I couldnt wait till we got home to take it.
Who was the first person you told?:	I think the look on my face said it all. I just opened the bathrrom door and looked at them.
How did your parents react?:	They didnt belive us. I dont think they belived us till i got fat.
How far along are you?:	Almost 20 weeks
What was your first symptom?:	Being tired all the time.
What is your due date?:	November 14th
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	Yes
If so, what is it?:	A little boy.
Have you picked out names?:	Yeah
If so, what are they?:	Connor Ashton Cash
How much weight have you gained?:	I try not to look at the scale unless im at the doctors office. I end up just crying.
Do you have stretch marks?:	A few
Have you felt the baby move?:	All the time! lol
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Yeah.
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	Yeah
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	As little medication as possible, but im going to need some. im a bit of a baby when it comes to pain.
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Mike.
Will you breastfeed?:	I havent decided yet.
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	Nah, i think ill be fine. Unless he has a big head like daddy:)
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	Omg. after i get rid of the shock? yeah. Ill bawl like a baby.
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	that he is the most wonderful thing ever and that i love him.
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	No, I dont think i want anyone to have that sort of black mail.
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	A little of both. this being my first time everything is new and scary, bu tthen again i cant wait to hold him in my arms. Guess it depends on the hour. lol
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