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Anesha
Anesha has 231 days to go and is now in week 7
	Age: One day older than yesterday Country: US Province/region: Pennsylvania City: Bala Cynwyd Partner: Best Friend & Husband, Barry Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 31 May ,2009 Occupation: Underwriter
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The very first picture is me pregnant with my first baby Faith on 4/26/07 . I was 7 months pregnant with her in the picture. Faith is my heart forever and for always. You are going to be a big sister my baby girl!

This is my sexy husband Barry!

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FAITH

When I look into your eyes I see me

I feel a love that will last forever and a day

You are the most beautiful thing I have ever done

For once I feel like I've won

You light up me and Barrys world

We've found an angel in our little girl

No one means more to us than you

Protecting and cherishing you is what we plan to do

I'm always on your side

We'll never let anyone hurt you

I'm your best friend girl

I'll never desert you

We have years and years to be together God willing

And I will appreciate every one of them

Teaching you how to be a woman and wife to that special him

I love you so much there are no words to describe

All I know is I can't live without you in my life

To love me is to love my child

Baby's Conversation with God

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"
God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."
The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."
God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."
Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"
God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will tea ch you how to speak."
"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"
God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."
"Who will protect me?"
God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life."
"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."
God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."
God said, "You will simply call her, "Mommy."

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A POEM TO MY UNBORN CHILD

I can't believe that God has blessed me twice

To nurture and care for another life

I feel so honored to be carrying you

For 9 months no more I but me and you

Another person, another gift, another life

I promise you complete and total sacrifice

For your mommy had no mommy

No breasts to suckle

No arms to hold me

I'll see to it that you never have that worry

I'll never ever leave you afraid and lonely

I'll make sure I'm your everything

Your one and only

Love,

Mommy

9/24/08 WEEK 4 - I had my first appointment with a new doctor! He gave me a PAP, felt my uterus, said it was soft but that that is normal for only 4 weeks, gave me a different brand of prenatals than what I am taking, and scheduled me for another appt on 10/2 [next week!]. He will do an ultrasound next week. Yes! I did not get an ultrasound this early with Faith. I also took the blood pregnancy test and the results will be in tomorrow b4 2pm.

9/26/08 - I got the call back from my doc. My progesterone and hcg levels are on target! My hcg level was 509. The fatigue kicked in yesterday. I fell asleep at my desk then went home and slept from 8:30pm to 7am.

Week 5 - I had an ultrasound! All is well. He showed me the fetal sac and my ovaries. I ovulated from my left ovary. It was way bigger than the right one because it is assisting with providing blood, oxygen, and nutrients to my baby. It was amazing and such a stress relieving sight to see. I thank God that all is going well so far.

Week 6 - Doc's office called with my hcg and progesterone level results from my appointment on 10/2. My hcg level was 9,011 and my progesterone level was 17.0. She said it is perfect and on track! Yes! This is great news cuz I have been feeling a bit crappy beginning the day I turned 6 weeks.

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4timesthelove - Sunday, 5 October
hey mama just checking in on your faith and barry! Of course baby bean gets a wonderful shout out!

devellesangel - Saturday, 4 October
Thanks for your kind words! I will keep you posted as too when I go to get a blood test....thanks for a positive outlook again.

Jelly27 - Saturday, 4 October
I'm working on that positive thing everyday. I think I will be able to take a sigh of relief when everything is paid for this month. I've decided that this is going to be our last cycle this year. I will take off the rest of the year and start all over next year. I think my body would enjoy the break so I'm going to give it one. I hope this cycle works, if it doesn't I think I will handle it better this time. Well at least I hope so.

brownsugar - Friday, 3 October

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Mommyofnaters - Friday, 3 October
That is great that you recieved an ultrasound!! I think it is so neat to see your little one so early. With this pregnancy I do not get an ultrasound till I am about 20 weeks. I am so sad. I understand how you feel about not being able to wait till you are 12 weeks (I was that way too). Everything is going great so far and I feel wonderful. I will just feel so much better about everything once I get an ultrasound and see that baby is wonderful!!

Mommyofnaters - Friday, 3 October
Just checking in to see how everything is going with your pregnancy!! Congrats!!

angeluv28 - Friday, 3 October
Hey girl...just wondering how your doing over there?! How are you feeling?

Jelly27 - Friday, 3 October
Yeah, I've been going through that all this week. I finally feel kind of like myself. Trying to fight back the depression and also letting go of the stress. We will make it this month, even if I gotta go and beg for some money. Humiliating but I got to do it this month! If it doesn't work I'm taking off the rest of the year and am going to save. The doctor only recommends three IUI's every book I've read says that if it doesn't happen in three it usually doesn't. So I will have to move on to IVF which is in the $10,000 to $20,000 range and that doesn't include meds. Can you believe that? I hope I don't have to go that far, but I guess I have to start being more realistic with myself and possibly start planning for that.

Jelly27 - Friday, 3 October
Thanks Sweetie! I'm trying to hang in there!