Monday, 31 Mar

Hi Everyone! I am new here. Uhh...lemme see, this is my first kid, kinda nervous, excited, and very much unplanned lol. But hey, that `s life. Since the time I found out I was pregnant I started calling it the `blob ` so that is what it `s known as!! I know it `s not much of a blob now but it started out as one lol. The blob `s dad isn't around right now but should be back in time before it `s born, we hope anyways. So yeah, that `s all I have to say :)

Wednesday, 21 May

Well I had the big ultrasound and IT'S A GIRL!! I completely thought it was a boy, but I guess I was wrong. It was just amazing to see my little blob with arms, legs, everything! I am just in total awe that I am carrying this little girl!

Tuesday, 8 July

So lately I haven't been feeling too happy about being pregnant. Actually I've been feeling pretty depressed about it. Stretch marks have started coming in and I hate it. And of course the bigger I get the worse they'll become. And there's nothing to help it. Everyone tells me it'll be fine but I just keeping thinking, "No, it's not gonna be fine. I have to look at myself in the mirror for the rest of my life, not you, so shut the f*** up." I just really hate this right now. Plus I'm alone and I hate that too. I just hate everything right now.