Well here I am AGAIN!! I just had my son on November 8, 2007. I went in for my 6 week appointment, which was more near 9 weeks because of the holidays and I found out then that i was pregnant AGAIN! I am so scared and freaking out but know that somehow someway we will figure it all out. I have 9 months to find a bigger place, get school to push my acceptance 4 months, get a new vehicle... WOW I am going to be one busy mommy!

Everyone has been great and supportive and i am very greatful for that. The only people that do not know are the INLAWS as they were very negative towards me and my fiance with the first two. I was a slut, I should abort... no words of support what-so-ever... SOOOO we are probably going to wait until we get what we need to figure out figured out before we tell them and yet still we wish we didn't have to. I wish everyone the best of luck through the next while that we will all share together and if anyone has any questions from a past-experience point of view or a motherly point of view I am here to help the best I can, or we can figure it out together! Peace, Love and Happiness!

February 19, 2008 (9 WEEKS) Well today I get to look at a townhouse and I am hoping its nice, roomy and a go!! I am really looking forward to moving somewhere with more space. My two bedroom apartment is KILLING ME!!! grrrrr still waiting for my second Dr apt. which won't be until next week but I am sure i can wait that one more week! I see there are many people getting ultrasounds this early but as far as I know I won't be having one until sometime in April, around 18 weeks or so.... I want to see my baby now, but oh well maybe that first u/s will be a good one and I can find out what I am having! Still feel sick, weak and cranky everyday and its hard to juggle that and two kids but somehow I make it through my days. Baby dust to all!!! xoxoxo

February 25, 2008 (9 WEEKS) Well last thursday the father of my children decided to walk out on me. How will I ever do this on my own at my age with three kids I will never know. Why it ended so suddenly and like it did again I will never know. I have a hard time understanding how someone could ever do this to someone they say they love. I hope I can get through this and stay on top! WOW I just want to curl up in a ball and cry forever!!

March 12, 2008 ( 12 WEEKS) OK so far so good. It has been a good two weeks or more since the mishap with my partner. The reason for the whole thing was that he was falling alseep in the house with smokes.. shouldn't even been doing THAT in the house... and he didn't like me being mad about it and making RULES for a "grown man" I was still allowing him to come see the kids for breakfast and also for bedtime... guess I just didn't want the kids to be effected or their routine. He then decided to go stay with family for about 5 days where he just sat there alone and thought, which may have done him some good. I'm not too sure right now how things will end up in the future but so far we are managing to live under the same roof and get along. Two weeks was a long time but it gave me a great deal of time to get use to doing things on my own and not be so dependent on another individual to help out all the time... I think I needed that! OH ALSO his parents now know about the pregnancy as he thought out of spite he would tell them about it all.. they were 100% supportive of me but I think one reason may have been because they felt bad that their son was so stupid to leave in such a situation! OH WELL either way its a better reaction then last time. I would like to thank all of you who sent their kind words and for your support in the stressful time. Sorry I didn't reply I just thought I would take those words in and not reply as who knows what I would have said being stressed, upset and full of crazy prego hormones! HAHA Thanks again and god bless you all! xoxoxo

March 25, 2008 (13weeks 4days) Hello and I hope you all had a great Easter! I had so much fun with the little ones here even though we have all been sick for about a week now. Everyone has had flu symptoms but I am the only one who has actually been getting sick. During all this I osmehow managed to get my 27 month old daughter potty trained during the day and she even empties her potty most of the time... LOVE IT!! I also had a check up yesterday where I finally got to hear the babies heart beat. Took awhile for the Dr to find it but it was 128beats/min.... a lot lower then my last two children so I have no idea what to expect. All seems good thus far though and am glad to still be here, hope we all get better soon and hope you are all well.

March 30, 2008 (14weeks 4 days) Hey all, well my daughter is the one really sick now with a fever of 101, good old ear infections bringing on fevers and cold symptoms... shes so good though. If it wasn't for the fever I would have thought it was just a cold as she never complains or cries for nothing. I found out last week as well that I got accepted for my program in college for September but had them move it to January as I am due in September, SO EXCITED!! I'm starting to feel a little better but may still get meds for morning sickness for a few weeks to try it out. Probably wont stay on them longer then a month though cause I hate the guilt of taking anything while pregnant. Starting to show a bit which is unusual for me being so tiny but again this is #3. Good luck all and my thought and prayers are with you all in our pregnancies. Can't wait to get my first ultrasound first week of May. YA!!!!

April 2, 2008 (15 weeks) Well last night was my first night taking my M/S pills Diclectin.. with cute little prego woman on them HAHA and they gave me a great nights sleep and made me feel better then I have felt in a long time!! whether it is or was the flu its working for me. I have a great appitite now and the energy to get through my days with the two children more smoothly. I have to make a call this week to set up my first ultrasound for the first week of May (the week of my 24th birthday!!!) and I have a few townhouses/condos to look at this week as well as getting my taxes done this weekend. Heading down to Grand Bend this weekend too to do some shopping since the stores are opening for their opening sales of the year!! YA heres hoping I can find some nice stretchy pants and tshirts since I hate maternity clothing. Hope you are all doing well! Oh and check out the blog I set up today! Its very moving to say the least

April 5, 2008 (15weeks 3 days) HELLO WORLD!!! Today I got to check out the condo and I loved it!! I filled out the application and everything right on the spot and got it all in 5mins. I am so ecited to be leaving this 2 bedroom apartment and moving into a 3 floored condo! YA more room, my own washer, dryer, dishwasher and Central air! This will make my life with 3 children +1 (my hubby) so much easier! To top it off its close to the college and school my daughter will attend NEXT September. Oh the joys of getting things moving in the right direction! Now to just get the ultrasound and figure out which one of my children I have to break the news to about sharing a bedroom! haha Hope all is well and YEAH!!!! (just more of my excitment!)

April 15, 2008 (17weeks) I'm not sure if this is what I should look like but I'll take it anyways!! Made ultrasound for May 6th, day after my 24th birthday, so lets hope the little bean cooperates with us!!! Love you all, its been a heck of a week. All I have to say is YA WHOPPERS!!!!





APRIL 22, 2008 (17weeks 6days) I am super good today, kinda sore from packing, cleaning and organizing for nearly 12 hours yesterday! Sad thing is it looks like I haven't done anything! I can't wait to get out of this two bedroom apartment and into a 3bedroom, 3 floor condo!!! OH MAN! with my own washer, dryer, dishwasher and central air! The kids are great! My daughter was a great help today and my son just sits and smiles at everything in the world so hes nice to just have laying/sitting there and playing while I bust my butt!! HAHA I just wish it would end but NOPE once I finish something there's something else to do. GRRRRR Once this next one comes I am getting rid of the extra clothes EXCEPT those outfits that have meaning.. I have 5 65L tubs FULL of their old clothing (boy and girls) and there will be more to add before this one comes. AHHHHH My little bean is moving lots in there today, getting the energy from momma runnin' her A$$ off today... Hope you are all having a good week and I will be back with more news soon! Baby Dust to you all!! XOXOXO

May 2, 2008 (19weeks, 2days)

Yep this is me right now HOW EXCITING... I know I am half way there already THANK GOD FOR BEING INDUCED!!! Well thats what they are saying right now. My 24th Birthday is Monday, I go for my first ultrasound on Tuesday, and find out the sex on the 12th as the techs can't tell you here your family Dr does that... probably a good thing since I have heard some crazy stories. Take care ladies

May 5, 2008 (19weeks, 5days)

So far I wake up to kids jumping on me after being able to sleep till noon!! WHOOT WHOOT!!! Then I got my bday cards and kisses all around!!! LOVEING IT. Then I come on here with TONS of Bday messages from all you lovely people. Its so nice! Now I get to relax till I take my daughter to gymnastics, come home and have a nice Ham dinner made specialy from hubby and have ICE CRAM CAKE with my family and my mom.. then best part OPEN PRESENTS!!! Thank you EVERYONE for the great start to my day!

May 6, 2008 (19weeks, 6days) Had my first scan done today but like I have said it will be the 12th that I find out the sex of the little one... till then heres the scan!! Enjoy and any thoughts you'd like to add feel free!!! s/he is sucking its thumb!!! was such an active little one today too!!

May 12, 2008 (21 weeks) Well the Dr's changed my due date from September 25th to the 22nd which changes my week.... so things may not add up to you here. We also found out that after being right with my other two pregnancies about the sex I was wrong this time around and ...... My Koen Jozef de Bruyn. WHAT A SHOCKER!!!!! Other then the kids being sick all week that you all heard of and me getting it on mother's day things have been great and now even more exciting around here. Best of luck to you all!! xxxBABY DUSTxxx

June 28, 2008 (27 weeks 5 days) thiHey there everyone, moved into my new condo June 1st, missed you guys so much while I was gone. Came on for a day in the second week and then my computer crashed and I have been able to get it working but missed out on a lot. I am hoping this does not happen again since I missed all the fun and support that we all share. To date I have only gained about 10-13lbs... pretty good for me since the most in a pregnancy thus far has been a gain of 16lbs. I have been very tired chasing the kids, working on the new place and been in a lot of pelvic/hip pain that sometimes I just want to cry. Only 3 more months or less to go and here I am all big and stuff!! Hope all is well with you all and wish me luck on the glucose testing next week!!

July 1, 2008 (28 weeks 1 day) Well today was Canada Day... had a great day out with the family, lots of walking and eating and playing... added a few photos of the family in my album but I felt the need to add a couple here as well so I hope you enjoy!! P.S. I did my glucose test on Monday and it wasn't as bad as I remembered. Maybe the fourth time around I got use to the drink and the effects it has on my body. ALTHOUGH this time the drink wasn't carbonated, yet still orange, and it was cold. Lets see what the results are when i head in to see the Dr on July 7th. Wish me luck ladies!

July 4, 2008 (28 weeks 4 days) OK so finally, after being here for over a month, the contractors are coming in to finish my kitchen sink, counter and installing new dishwasher... as well as the sink and facets in my upstairs bathroom and removing the STUPID glass shower doors and installing a simple curtain rod for my GO DIEGO GO decor... and yes its for the children. lol Saturday we are heading out to get family photos done as well... can't wait!!! THEN I can actually finish my unpacking, organizing and decorating that I have left to do. Next month i have my new dinette set to look forward to... OH YA BABY!!! haha still looking for the perfect crib to match my sons, I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE PICKED UP TWO at the price I got his for but NOOOOO hubby insisted that we waited and now they will have to either have same colour/different style or different colour/same style... POOP!