Thank you for visiting my profile. I initially found this site when I was pregnant with my first child in Spring '10. During that time I was in the weekly forums following others commenting and asking questions alike. Unfortunately, Aug 20th, 2010, I lost my son at 21wks due to IC. The void that consumed me, the hatred, the depression, I would never wish those feeling on my worst enemy. My son, Peter Jr will live forever in my heart, and I can't wait to be able to hold and kiss him again. 3 months after we lost Jr, we got pregnant again. This time I took charge of my pregnancy, and we followed my plan, and not the Drs plan. Needless to say, August 10, 2011 I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl Heather. She is my rainbow baby, and I truly feel that Peter Jr watched over us both while I was pregnant. I cry everyday for both my babies. I cry because I feel that I let Peter Jr down, and I miss him so much. And I cry because I am so grateful for having Heather. Either way, I am a loving mother of 2. And I will be more than happy to answer any of your question regarding IC, or any other pregnancy questions. Best of luck to all you ladies out there in journey to motherhood!!!