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BellaBaby2
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Wednesday, 9 Jan

This is my second VIP page on the website. I `m a big goofball and forgot my password to my other page, so I had to start a new one. Typical me! :-XAnywhooo - for those who know nothing about my situation, just go to my old page, BellaBaby, and that `ll explain my situation to you.Nooow for the update. After 2 months of not talking to Caileigh `s dad, he finally decided it was time to talk. Granted it was through AIM, I guess I shouldn `t complain. The convo started out rocky. I, rightfully so, was irritated and pissed off and upset with him because of the way things had been going and wasn `t sure if I truly wanted to talk to him. He started off by saying `sorry, blah blah blaaah `. One thing that doesn `t work with me is someone saying sorry. It doesn `t make anything better. It just makes me even more irritated. Then he started talking about how he wants to make this work and be there for her and yadda yadda yadda. As much as I wanna believe him, his words mean VERY little to me anymore. I need to see actions and see him do something. Anybody can say something. Its a matter of actually DOING something in order for me to change my mind. So we will see. Apparently he wants to come here and meet SOME of my family, which he has never done, before she `s born. And as fine and dandy as that sounds, trust me, my family isn `t going to be hunky-doory. They are gonna ask 5300 questions and chew him a new onw - duh! I sure hope he `s ready!!!!*sigh* I `m trying to be optimistic but you never know. You can `t allow yourself to get worked just to be let down. I `ve learned that the hard way. Soooo, I shall keep this updated. 9 weeks, or less, to go!!!!! Excited. Nervous. Scared. Happy. Anxious. OMG!

Sunday, 27 Jan

Well I had my first baby shower yesterday. It was definitely a lot of fun. It was mostly family there. I still have 2 more to go so I `m gonna wait and hope that I still get a couple of the `big ticket ` items. :-X The food was amazing, the games were sooo fun, and the gifts were soooooo darn cute! My little girl is gonna be spoiled! I just can `t believe that it is getting sooo close! I don `t feel like I `m ready at all! But I lnow that by the time she gets here, I `ll be more than ready. This is just all a little much for me! In 3 weeks I `m gonna be considered full-term! Ummmm. Wow!!!!! And I looked sooo big yesterday at my shower. IDK why but I looked like I `d gained 10 lbs in 2 days. Craaazy! I `m scared to know how much I weigh now. Anyways. Good things to come :)

Sunday, 10 Feb

*sigh* Where shall I begin? Well I `ll be 36 weeks on Tuesday. Have I seen him this whole time I `ve been pregnant? Nope. Am I surprised? Nope. Do I expect him to be there when she `s born? Nope. Do I think he `s gonna step up? Nope. Is he even worth the hassle anymore? Nope. Never was! How dumb of me to think he even was to begin with! My little girl deserves sooo much more and I refuse to let someone attempt to be in her life when its just going to be this back and forth thing. She `s not even born yet and I `m already overly protective! I just don `t want her going through the same thing I had to go through. After I have her, I plan on going back to school and getting my degree before she starts going to school. Its my responsibility to better myself so I can give us the best life possible. Any and everything I do from here on out is for my little angel. She means the world to me and nothing will EVER change that. ANYWHOOOO! I am not going to the doctor every week and I `m rather happy about that. I `ll find out this week if I `m dilated or anything. And maaaaybe I `ll get another ultrasound to make sure she `s still head down. I `m so anxious to meet this little girl. :) Soooon. Soooon enough!

Friday, 29 Feb

Just a minor update. Had to go to triage today because my heart has been beating really funny since yesterday. I got extra paranoid at work cause it was more irregular than it had been before so my doctor sent me there. They did an EKG and said my heart was going waaaay too fast and that there were some beats that were a little ahead of time. But the good news is that Caileigh is doing fine. Its just her momma. LoL. They said it was probably stress/anxiety related and that I need to take it easy. Maaaybe I won `t be working next week after all. I thought I was gonna at least be able to make it to next Friday, but I dunno. *sigh* Anywhooo. I shall return to getting some more sleep :)

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