Never did I think that having my little angel would be so rewarding !! After Divan was born someone told me "You have just accomplished the most amazing miracle of nature" this almost brought me to tear as these words made me feel like I could do anything they empowered me to be the best mother that I could be and to give Divan everything that I possibly could, doing this is not always easy but as I promissed him when he was just a day old I would try my best !!

So here it is the birth story of my beautifull little boy:

At 9:00 pm on Monday 18 August 2008, we went to Unitas Hospital Centurion Pretoria South Africa just for a check-up as I didn't feel him move the whole day and daddy and I were getting worried that something might be wrong, we were right his heart beat was irregular, and in a flash at 9:30pm Dr Markhram walks in and announces that Divan will be coming tonight and not in a week like planned. Stunned and a little scared I undressed put on my little hospital robe and went to lie on the operating bed, bending forward for the spinal was stressfull and I thought that it would hurt but not a chance it was painless and easier than I thought it would be, but the effects of it would last much longer. It made me feel itchy and shakky and a little confused my emotions were running wild I didn't know how to react when someone talked to me and I had to actually think about my answers. At 9:45 Doc starts cutting away and at exactlly 10:06pm Divan makes his apperance, I hear his little screams and my heart leaps I pray that he is fine and that they don't rush through the little green door to the NICU unit, nobody touches that door and nobody is even close to it my little boy is fine and breathing his first breaths of air. Daddy is here holding him showing him to me as my arms are not free to actually hold him I touched his little face with my shaking hand and marvels at how perfect he is, all his fingers and toes are there and a beautifull set of brown hair on his head. The only thing that is going through my head is "There is nothing in this world more beautifull than this moment !!!!!"