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Sunday, June 15

Socrates and I have decided to start TTC again. This time around I am NOT GOING TO STRESS!!! We've been trying for a little over a year (took a little break because our efforts were adding an unwanted strain on our relationship) and now we're back on track. Hopefully there will be good news in the near future.

Thursday, June 19

Well I received my FertilAid (FA) today along with my Pre lubricant (the individual packets of PreSeed) and I'm excited to see what's going to happen over these next couple of months. I also ordered HPT's and I took one to exclude pregnancy before I stared the the FA. Needless to say (but I'm going to say it anyway) the test came back negative, which is kind of a relief because I've been having an absolutely awful time with my period lately.

Day 1:

I'm still on my period but it's a weird situation... I was on for over a month and then it stopped for a couple of days and now it looks like I'm back on. I've read a lot of reviews about FA and a lot of people said they got PG within the first couple of weeks. I'd love for that to happen but I'm also thinking realistically.. before I can ovulate my cycle has to straighten itself out. I must admit that I am skeptcal about the outcome but I figured it's worth a try. Hopefully this is the beginning of a wonderful thing.

Thursday, July 3

Well... no TTC this month. Unfortunately I have to go on a month of BC pills to stop 2 months of incessant bleeding. Who knows... maybe next month will be my month!

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JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Where is it that you work? Youve probably told me but i cant remember! So we are about 17 hours difference. Wow friends with money i dont have any of them, i dont have many friends either but i like it that way as we have enough to deal with on our own without all the dramas that go with close friends we have people over every now and then but i got sick of being the place that everyone went to now we keep it quiet and as for family i have 2 brothers and 1 sister and none of them live nearby my sister and 1 brother is about 3-4 hours away and my other brother is in cooktown which is 2 day car drive so the only family i have near is my parents and they dont come here unless they have been invited. My brother spent 10 years with a women that no one likes but she is a whole other story she is like socks aunt hard to believe that shes even human, she made my brothers life hell and they had 3 kids and the first one im about 99% sure he is not my brothers as i was told by her best friend at the time that she was already pg when she met my brother and she was also told that his father could actually be her father now thats sick if you didnt get that my brothers ex may have conceived a child with her own father! And if you ever spent any time with her you would believe that she is capable oh and all the stories ive been told of her cheating while she was with my brother and all the dramas i saw with my own eyes during the time i was trying to be nice for my brothers sake and because i wanted our kids to know each other but shes probably worse then my friends man, i could ramle on for hours about her nastiness and probably still have more to say. But my parents put up with her for deans sake. I totally agree that money doesnt buy happiness especially when you are in love. I better get some lunch im getting hungry.

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Well i put his behaviour down to his useless parents they have seperated now and she has a baby with someone else but i dont mean to be rude but she is not a very good mother, when he would do something wrong his parents would end up argueing over it instead of being united and sticking to what they have said they would either over react and he would get flogged for almost nothing and then when he did something major which was often he would get away with it and soon he realised that he could do what he wants and his parents would let it go and none of that works for me i cant stand ignorant children. I can see how you have drifted apart from your friend i cant seem to have males as friends as they all end up wanting to sleep with me and thats what it sounds like with your friend i would say he has feelings for you. I had a really good friendship with the man that ended up being our best man at out wedding and he ended up telling me that he loved me and not long after that he moved as i didnt feel the same and we couldnt remain friends as he couldnt stand seeing me with someone else. Wow we have sent a few messages today it must be late at night there is it? I cant remember the time difference but its 12.30pm here so i know it must be night time there. And theres nothing wrong with being selfish you are trying to start a family and when that happens you have to concentrate on just that your family reguardless of what everyone says you need to be happy and you will make that happen.

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Well i put his behaviour down to his useless parents they have seperated now and she has a baby with someone else but i dont mean to be rude but she is not a very good mother, when he would do something wrong his parents would end up argueing over it instead of being united and sticking to what they have said they would either over react and he would get flooged for almost nothing and then when he did something major which was often he would get away with it and soon he realised that he could do what he wants and his parents would let it go and none of that works for me i cant stand ignorant children. I can see how you have drifted apart from your friend i cant seem to have males as friends as they all end up wanting to sleep with me and thats what it sounds like with your friend i would say he has feelings for you. I had a really good friendship with the man that ended up being our best man at out wedding and he ended up telling me that he loved me and not long after that he moved as i didnt feel the same and we couldnt remain friends as he couldnt stand seeing me with someone else. Wow we have sent a few messages today it must be late at night there is it? I cant remember the time difference but its 12.30pm here so i know it must be night time there. And theres nothing wrong with being selfish you are trying to start a family and when that happens you have to concentrate on just that your family reguardless of what everyone says you need to be happy and you will make that happen.

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Hey your not ranting i dont care if your message takes up the whole page i will read it and i realise that we both need someone to listen even if we are worlds apart. What your family needs to realise is that socks is not like everyone in his family and just because he is from a lower class family doesnt mean hes no good its unfair that they have judged him before even meting him, my previous relationship was like that, it started when i was in high school and my parents did not like him at all and it turned out that i didnt like him after awhile but i was like my best friend and i was being emotionally abused and i couldnt get out but my DH now saved me he came along and swept me off my feet and treated me like a queen so of course i feel in love. I would say that i grew up in middle class also and my DH had it tough but my parents love him because he saved me from the other asshole. But you cant trun your back on someone you love just because of their family, we dont get along with my DHs sister (he only has 1 sibling) she is a major bitch and she is jealous of me because she used to have her brother for everything he was made to look after her even though she is older she couldnt do anything without him. shes very verbally abusive and we had trouble with her kids stealing from us and her 2nd youngest who is almost 12 has ADHD and he is the biggest pain in the ass of a child, think of the most badly behaved child you now then triple it, he never listened to me and it drove me nuts so now we just dont have anything to do with her. Now whos ranting. You need to get away from his family and hopefully you will have your own family soon.

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Thats really hard to not get your hopes up that is for sure i know how you feel. Well i would certainly wait until you havent peed for many hours what i did was wait until ive had a night where ive slept right through with my 3rd i hung on for almost 14 hours (i know that doesnt sound possible but i did) and then i still only got a faint positive at just over 6 weeks. I really envy women who can get a pos before their af is due they are lucky but we are all different i think it takes me alot longer for the hcg to get into my urine, with my best friends last pregnancy she got a pos within seconds of peeing on it she said it was almost instant. So dont get dissappointed just yet you only have a few days to wait and it still could be pos, im praying that it is pos

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Well dont be dissappointed yet i would say that its to early, Had it been awhile since you last peed before you did the test? Do you get symptoms of AF coming?

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
When is AF due?

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Hey dont think that yet, i can never get a pos until im at least 7 weeks so you may have tested to early, i try to hold it all night for as long as i possibly can so the urine is more concentrated, give it at least until af is past due before you take the negative as true.

JUDE 2 - Friday, 8 August
Yes the money is awesome it gives alot of women the encouragement they need to have a baby, its sad that alot of young girls and women have a baby just to get the money they dont really think that a baby gets bigger and costs alot more money, we have had stories on the news about alot of young girls admitting that they were only having a baby for the money, i spend over $300 a week just on food sometimes more depending on what i need. Yes my friends first 4 kids are part aboriginal and they get more money because of that. That makes it more difficult because her asshole partner doesnt like aboriginals or any one that isnt white but im sick of talking about that asshole now im feeling the same as yesterday but im trying to not think about it and concentrate on getting pg myself. With your symptoms you described what is called Montgomeries Tubicles, they are little bumps that form around the nipples they release little bits of oil to help keep your nipples soft and normally they only appear when your pregnant so that could be a good sign, i have heard that you can have them and not be pregnant but that is when they normally appear. When is AF due for you?....

DH has to work late today which means he will probably be to tired to BD tonight unless i fill him up on rum (tmi alert, hes the opposite to most men and alcohol makes him go longer sometimes for hours!

) Thats so funny that you are the one complaining about not getting any for 2 days you sound like me!

Are you watching the Olympics this year? My boys are excited about the opening ceramony tonight they tried to go to sleep earlier last night so they can be up to watch it as it starts at 9pm, they normally stay up late on the weekends anyway but they are excited and dont want to fall asleep! Im cooking beef soup on the wood stove today so i better get some more wood.

JUDE 2 - Thursday, 7 August
Hey thanks again, ive had 3 women message me saying they 2 have posted and not gotten replies and thats what i wanted, to shake things up a bit without being rude! What you describe as the 21 year old wanna be thug is exactly like chris except hes 33 i think, hes an alcoholic and he smokes pot all day everyday as soon as he gets out of bed hes smoking something and if he doesnt get money out of her then he steals from her and his father has alot of money so he doesnt think he should work as he will get money from his dad. She knows she should leave him, about a month ago she sounded like she was serious she kept saying that she should just get in the car and go but the house is in her name (renting) and she knows that he would trash the place then find her. I think she has hinted for advice from me but if i get involved and they stay together then he will stop her from seeing me and she would be alone again as her family is not very supportive. And there have been times when ive wanted to say something to him but hes the kind of person that doesnt give a shit what people say or do he is very selfish he just doesnt seem to have a heart or a soul. He treats her other kids very badly as they are part aboriginal he calls them names that i dont want to repeat. Part of me thinks that she wants to be pg again as it means more money the government gives you $5000 when the baby is born then you get about $150 a fortnight per child and rent assistance and much more she is getting about $1350 a fortnight he gets about $350 of his own for job search and he spends it on himself and then at tax time you also get just over $600 a child and soon her girl will be moving out so she will lose money i know that sounds horrible having a child for the money but that is what alot of young girls and women are doing. And soon it will go up to what for it can you believe $8000 in a few years!!

change of subject how are you feeling any symptoms? You must be gettin close to testing time soon? ME af has left

we havent done it for about 2 weeks now as af last weekend then the one before we were to tired so i think we are both ready to do it just for fun

Thats was probably tmi for you but hey i love sex and dont mind saying so

I like how you said you want to beat her ass and i understand why it must be hard controlling that anger but it probably annoys her more when your nice as like socks said its what she expects. Anyway thanks again i better get something done now

JUDE 2 - Thursday, 7 August
Thankyou for being the only one that responded to me about my friend. i just posted that ive lost my faith in this site because it seems if you arent testing or have you dont have some pregnancy related problem no one seems to respond to me, ive posted a few times and no one responds sorry for whinging to you im just dissappointed and i cant seem to ever get involved in the messages i guess i will give up. I would love to help her get away but she doesnt have the emotional strenght and she knows that if she does leave he will track her down and even his mother said that he would track her down and kill her for the kids, her previous relationship was the same except he didnt physically hurt her but she had the first 4 kids with him so she still has contact with him. Shes not exactly the smartest person and shes losing her mind a little with all that she deals with, he just over powers her in everything. And i constantly told her she needs to get some birth control but because shes breast feeding she thinks shes covered because it worked with the others but shes also bottle feeding this one as well and its a major ordeal just for her to go shopping as she has to take the 2 little ones and the 2 year old is how do i say this without being rude well he gets everything he wants and if he doesnt he has a major tantrum and he hits her or throws things at her or floggs his head on the ground and her partner wont go with her or look after any of them. anyway ive got to go to the school and pick up a sick boy so i will send another message soon and thanks alot for listening to me

JUDE 2 - Wednesday, 6 August
I just posted a message that i thought id asked you about yesterday but i reread my message and i didnt. So hear goes my best friend told me yesterday that she thinks shes pregnant again and this will be number 7 she has a 4 month old, 2 , 8, 10, 15 and 18 the 15 year old is a girl. What upsets me the most is she hates her partner and has been telling me for awhile now that she wants to leave him and if she is pregnant she wants to get an abortion now i dont think she could get away from her partner to have the abortion as he would never let her but he is a horrible person and i mean it hes abusive emotionally and physically he has hit her a few times once just recently and he talks to her like she is nothing he calls her names and doesnt show her any love at all. He thinks hes gods gift to everyone and everyone owes him something and if i get started about all the things he has done and said to her you would be extremely shocked i guess im just looking for some advice as i dont know what to say especially on the abortion issue as im against them but she isnt. She is a wonderful person and deserves much better but she seems to be getting in deeper im sorry for raving on i just needed to vent a little as ive been trying since before she got pregnant, i will be there for here but i just have to deal with it first, any advice would be great

JUDE 2 - Tuesday, 5 August
Hello, im feeling good today, AF has slowed down and i have no more cramping.

My mother is still feeling bad as she went out yesterday she didnt realise that the dog was dead and dad was digging a hole and she said to him Are you digging yourself or someone else a hole! And he said YES in an angry voice and then mum realised what was happening, she felt so bad about it. It sounds like you had a good time house hunting and BJ needs to live with you so he can be looked after properly, socks must be a very patient person with his family. And after all the crap his aunt has put you both through now she wont pay the rent! She sounds like someone i would not get along with at all. Why would socks take his mother to court? Is it for custody of BJ? That would be hard for socks to see his brother not being treated right especially by his own mother. Socks is going to be a great dad i can tell that from what youve said he sounds like a very loving and caring man. You both deserve the joy of children and i hope it happens very soon.

manalynn - Tuesday, 5 August
Hey! Thanks for checking in on me. I was just posting a blog. Yeah, everythin is okay, but I am feeling a bit worn down lately. My DH is doing okay, still in some pain and no real function of his arm yet, but getting there. I am hoping he can get back to work w/in the next few weeks! I am ready to get things back in line so we can start really trying again!
Thank again for saying hi.
I hope things are slowing down for you too, the last blog I saw of yours you were having some rough times of your own.

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