About Me and My Baby!

Hey, My name's Brandy. I'm 22 year's old, I just found Oct. 1st that I am pregnant!This is my third pregnancy, I have had two miscarraiges,I am about 6 week's pregnant, My frist EDD is June 11 2008. I have my first apointment November 24th. I can't wait to go. I've never had a pregnancy like this one. I've had very sore breast, nausea ( no pukeing though Only once ) Headache's ( they started this month) I pee about every 30 minutes, Slight Cramping ( that make's me nervous ) Craveing's and I eat a lil more. Everything seem's to be going as it is supposed to. I was told with the last miscarraige I had that I probably couldn't have babies, Well, I pray to God I'm proving Science wrong, I'm pregnant and farther along than I have been in any of my pregnancies. The first doctor's trip I went on when I found out I was pregnant this time was to the hospital, He told me I was having a miscarraige after he told me my pregnancy test was negative, They then took a blood test and seen that I am Pregnant, Tried to give me the Rhogam shot and send me on my way thinking I'm having a miscarraige, He had given me a pap smear or checked my Cervix and it was closed, I wasn't cramping or having any show of blood or nothing and I refused the Rhogam shot and his opinion, So, They told me to come back in two more day's and if My HCG level and dropped I was loosing the baby, Well, That day when I went there my HCG level was 54 when I went back that following Saturday ( two day's later ) My HCG level went up to a whopping 195!!! Miscarraige my BUTT! Everything has been fine so far, I'm very affraid of loosing my baby cuz, of all the stuff I have been told. I'm wondering what to do with that doctor, I live in Altavista, Va. and this was at Lynchburg General Hospital, He also told me that " Some women just aren't meant to have babies " and then he told me he didn't know why he think's I'm miscarrying cuz " This isn't my practice "! Go figure, Over paid and Under knowledged! The doctors here are pretty much just that! Well, I'm engaged to my baby's father, His name Is Mike. He is very supportive, He's a happy daddy to be and he show's it. Everyone we see in public he make's sure to tell them we have a baby on board! I'm soo happy and lucky to have him as my baby's father and such a big part of my life. We have wanted a baby for a while now, Finally we got lucky enough to get it! I truely feel like I'm the most blessed woman on earth!! As most pregnant woman might feel! I guess we are!

Well, Today is October 16, 2007 It's 3:26 am. I'm up so late because my bestfriend had to come over and see me. She is super excited about my pregnancy! She want's to be my child's God Mother, Thing is. I wan't my sister to be just that! I don't know how to tell her this. I have been her friend since I was 19 I'm 22 now, But my sister and I are alot closer than She and I are. So, I don't know what to do. My cramp's have eased up on me today and I was sick today. I felt like absolute crap. I didn't ( couldn't ) eat anything until around 2 ish today. My prenatal's are not settleing in my stomach very good. I don't actually puke I just fell like I'm going to constantly. It sucks! I can taste my prenatal's 30 min's after I take them. Is anyone else doing that? It doesn't taste good! Bleeeh! Well, Thing's seem good so far! I'm just trying not to stress too much, My Grandfather is passing away, He has been fighting cancer for about three month's. I told him to ask God for a baby for Mike and I and then about a week later I found out I was prego's!!! How awesome is that? !?!?!?!?! Well, Papa doesnt know that I'm pregnant. I want to tell him. Mike and I have already decided if it is a boy we are nameing him after PAPA His name will be Tyler Elliot! I want to tell Papa, I just don't know if I should. I'm worried about what will happen me after Papa goes, I know that " they " say that when someone goes a baby is born. We will see. The Lord Moves In Misterious Ways! Well, I'm done blabbing for tonight! I will write more later. Pizza's out the oven and Mike want's me to come eat with him. I know it's late. But, I"M HUNGRY!!!!

Today is October 22, My Papa let go of his life at 8:00 pm tonight. I thought that this would be extremely hard on me. I guess since he suffered so much it made me stronger. I feel ok. I've broke down a few times of course but, I pretty much just feel normal. It's a shame my baby won't get to meet his great grandfather. I will tell s/he all about him though. He was such an awesome person. As far as my pregnancy goes, Ive had a extremely sore throat for about four week's now and a head ache for about two. My throat doesnt hurt like it does when you have a cold. It feel's like I have been punched in it and it's swollen. I don't knwo what's wrong with it. I have an appointment on Wednesday and I will tell my OB all about it. Well, Just wanted to post a lil update on me. I will write more later.

Today is October 25th. Today was My Papa's funeral. Everything went well, I've always been affraid to touch a dead body but, I guess it was my Papa and I figured he would never hurt me and I practically layed in there with him. This has been one of the hardest thing's I've ever been threw in all of my life. I'm actually ok though. I had a nap tonight and he came to me. (Yes I might be crazy but, this is how I feel about it ) He was sitting on the couch and he looked younger and I was pulling for him and crying and I was like " Papa don't get sick anymore " all he said was "I'm not sick. I'm ok now." I feel like that was him coming to me to tell me he's ok now. I can't wait to tell my Baby about his {PAPA}. He was such a great man. He think's the world of Mike. Mike think's the world of him. Well, I went to the doctor yesterday. My head aches are from being dehydrated, My sore throat is believe to have something to do with my thyroid and I will have a U/S done on it sometime. I will be talking to a counseler due to my depression. My cervix was closed which is a good thing! My uteris is the right size. Everthing seem's to be going well, I will have another appointment Sept. 7th. I will get an U/S! I can't wait. My Mom will be goin with me. Mike has to work. She is getting excited about this baby. Which helps me alot. Mike is over excited. LOL. It's adorable. I know he is in love with this baby. I think it's so awesome how much I love someone I've never met in my life. I can't wait to feel him/her in my tummy. I can't wait to hold my baby. Kiss him/her for the first time. I'm sooo inlove with my baby. I can't wait to meet him/her.... GOSH I'M SO EXCITED!!!! I will write more later...

Thursday, 1 Nov

Tuesday, 6 Nov

I'M SHOCKED.... I read other girl's page's on here. I must say. I feel lucky. I've read sooo many page's where there Partner want't to abort the baby or just leave the Momma... I Am SOOO Shocked so many men are like this. It depresses me. It took two to get pregos.. NOT ONE. I wish some of these men would grow ball's and take on responsability. I'm not braggin about Mike being here for me. I'm just shocked there isn't many men out here like him. I feel sorry for these females. It makes me sick. AND FOR YOU ALL I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK!
Well, I had my appointment today for my hyper thyroid. I won't know anything until Wednesday when I go for My US on the baby.I Pray to GOD everthing is fine. I've been verrrrry constipated and I have the worst pains. I thought I was miscarrying b/c the pains were so bad. I took an enima ( EWWW ) and I finally got to go. It happened again today and I still havent went. I've done what my doc. said, I'm just not able to go. I don't know what is going on... OH And does anyone else have this problem? I have shortness of breath for very short walk's up stairs and my heart beat's soooo fast I can hear it and feel it. I feel like my head is going to explode and I feel faint. It's pretty damn scary. SO IF ANYONE ELSE IS EXPERIENCING THIS LET ME KNOW... IS IT NORMAL OR SHOULD I WORRY? I do have an appt. Wednesday so I will tell my doc. again about this. Hopefully he will do something....also. I don't have a coppier but, I will take my US Pic's to my sis's house and get her to make coppies and send them to me... So everyone can see my precious Miracle.... I've made it this far... I've never made it this far before. I'm getting excited and I feel like I have EVERY reason to.. I love this baby. I can't wait! Mike's excited too. I love the way he rub's my belly and asks how I'm feeling. If I need anything or want a candy bar! He's been sooo awesome through this and he's dealt with my SWINGS! I couldnt ask for a better partner... I AM SO BLESSED!!!!

It's A Girl!!! Emily Faith Dawson Workman