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Brittany23
	Age: 23 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Student
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Wednesday, 10 Oct

Hmmmmm.... I can't seem to be able to sleep tonight...

I had yet another doctor's appointment today... And I f-en hate him!!! I don't think it's anything personal, just doctors in general.

Today I went around 11 and a lot of really old ladies came in the office... For their vaginal inspections I suppose, UGH! I know I can't be the only one who finds this disgusting. I mean, who picks this as a profession? Sickos that's who. Looking at people's pooters all day... This doctor hasn't seen my pooter yet, I'm very uncomfortable with it! I have been growing my pubes into a long, frowy, kind of furry underwear, just for him. And today he told me he's doing a 'vaginal swab' -ugh- at 35 weeks. (only 4 weeks away! Oh no!) I do not want to show him my midgy!

It seems to me like most of my appointments with him are a waste of time, since all they do is weigh me and listen to the heart beat, I don't think I need to go every 2 weeks! Although today he did do something different, he felt my stomach in the uterine-area and told me the baby's head down. Great! So that probably means no c-section for me.

I also watched a video about labor today, and omg, I DON'T recommend for anyone to do it! It actually made me cry because I DON'T WANT to give birth!!!!!! Apparently I can't choose to have a c-section. Apparently they will only do that if something has gone wrong, which of course, I don't want anything to go wrong... Why can't they just do what I want?!!

Anyway, I'm just rambling now.....

I get pains now, not right inside my vagina, but like, the pelvic region, like my body is growing sideways... It hurts right on the pubic bone. And my back aches. And my legs get sore after the tiniest bit of walking. I've gained I don't know how much, but I weigh 154lbs. How the f am I going to loose the weight after? I hate sit ups! I don't want saggy skin flip flopping all over the place. One of my boobs is bigger than the other, noticeably, and consequently one of my nipples is bigger than the other. Like, I mean BIG. Are they going to stay this big or what? I hope not. And I think if I breast feed more on the smaller side that should even them out. Right??? At least I can hope....

Can you tell that I hate being pregnant?

Ok, well I guess there are some things I like about it.... I love feeling the baby move around. It's so cool! It's like, the weirdest feeling ever, but so cool!!! I think my baby is going to be really active because it moves A LOT in there! It's probably going to be one of those really hyper kids that I'm going to have to run around after all the time! And what was the other thing I like about being prego?? Oh yeah, having ultrasounds! I've only had 2 so far, but I wish I had more! It's the most amazing thing to be able to see my baby in there! It looks so peaceful and serene, like, what a life! It's going to be a big shock to come out into this chaotic world!

Anyway, if anyone's actually still reading this nonsense I'd be surprised! Lol! I think I've finally managed to bore myself into semi-consciousness... So I'm going to sleep now.

Good luck to all the other pregos out there! Hope you and your babies are all healthy and happy!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!

Thursday, 11 Oct

58 days to go... Horray!!!

I wish I knew the sex of my baby. I didn't ask at my last ultra sound because everyone was pestering me and I wanted to be that bitch and drive everyone nuts by not finding out. But I think it's driving me more crazy than anyone!! I've booked my last and final ultrasound for Nov. 2nd and everyone's working that day, no one can come with me! My mom, my sister, Vicki, and her boyfriend, Brian have all been coming with me so far. This time I'll be on my own, and this time I'm definitely going to try to find out what it is!

Hmm... I kinda like being able to write random ass shit in my cool baby log, because since no one I know is prego I don't want to bore them to death talking about it all the time. And well, if anyone reading this is bored they will likely just stop reading. It's really not very interesting.... my life... dullsville, except I'm pregnant! And crazy ass shit is happening to my body!!!

Ok, so I asked on the prego poll what people think of the name Nigella because I heard it once, on oprah actually, and I really liked it.. I kinda wish it was my name.. My dad is named Nigel and he's like, my absolute favourite person on the planet. My grand ma used to call him Nig, which is totally cute. But GAW picking a name is so hard! I think if it's a girl I'm going to name her Anabelle Nigella Victoria Inshaw, but if its a boy, well he's screwed because I haven't been able to decide on a name for him, except his middle names will be Christopher Alexander. AARGH seriously, names are soooo hard.

Saturday, 13 Oct

hey! I'm in week 32!!

Sunday, 14 Oct

Last night one of my nipples leaked!!! hope that washes out...

Tuesday, 16 Oct

Hmmmm ok I think it's time for me to write about my love life, or former love life I guess I should say...

I was with Lee for 3-4 years but we didn't get along for quite some time. Actually I HATED him for quite some time. I'm not going to bore my many readers (LOL) with details and talk all kinds of shit about him, but to put it simply life with him was hell. ANYWAY, when I got pregnant we were already broken up. He was in the process of moving out, slowly, because, well, lazy people don't move very fast I guess. Dumb move on my part I didn't see the harm of f-ing around a bit before he was gone for good, seeing as I wouldn't be getting any other action for a while....

I was careful and the reason I think this baby is meant to be is because we used a condom and nothing weird happened with it. It didn't break, or slip off, or get lost up there... (all mishaps that had happened in the past 4 years... without resulting in a baby..) It makes me think that this was meant to be. At first I was going to have an abortion because it seemed like the worst thing in the world that could have happened to me. I was halfway through a course in college, I was living 3 hours away from my family, it was LEE'S kid... But I couldn't go through with it! When I told lee that I was pregnant he wanted to stay together, but that wasn't an option! I refuse to let him treat me like shit anymore, especially in front of a child, MY child. So I cried and told him that I don't want to have an abortion, and I don't want to stay together. And, well, he was totally fine with that! He has a new girlfriend now so he doesn't need or want me for anything.

I haven't talked to him since he moved the last of his crap out, and I moved back to my mom's house. I told him that I won't ask for anything from him if he doesn't ask for anything from me, I don't want him to see my kid because he is F'd UP!

He already has a kid with someone else, his son, Noah is 5 so my son or daughter already has a big brother! Me and Noah's mom get along pretty good, and he's excited to meet his little brother or sister. He wants a sister!

Anyway I guess I'm doing this alone, which is ok. I can usually see the positive side of situations and really I'm just glad I'm not with that turd anymore! And I'm not really alone, my mom is really excited, as well as my sister and her boyfriend. My kid will have lots of male role models, and good ones too! My brother, (Nick) my sisters boyfriend, (Brian) my 3 cousins, (MAtt, Alex, and Billy) My step dad, and my own dad. And of course my wonderful future boyfriend (we haven't met yet but when we do...) I'd much rather do this alone than with someone who makes me miserable!

Take care ladies!

Friday, 19 Oct

I like logging in just to see the countdown... 50 days to go!!! I'm running out of time with getting everything ready! My baby still doesn't have a dresser! I need to pack my hospital bag too.....

Wednesday, 24 Oct

45 days!! 45 days!!! YAAY!!!
Ok, I'm kinda pissed and here's why, I can't go trick or treating this year!! Yes, I know I'm 23 but I haven't missed a year yet! I always manage to find some friends who are down with door to door candy collecting... =( I don't think I can pass for a teenager anymore with my big round preggo belly... Really I'm more sad than pissed.. It's depressing... I guess I'll just stay home, watch ghost busters, and give out candy this year. I don't have the energy to walk up and down people's drive ways anyway... =( pregnancy sucks ass.

Ok, today I had another appointment with dr. sicko... This time I asked him if he could tell how big the baby is. He felt my belly (it kinda hurt!) and he said it's about 4lbs. Awwww! Phew, I'm relieved it's not too big, because I am humongous so I was kinda worried that I'm going to give birth to a 10 pounder... The dr reminded me again that he's doing a 'swab from down below' (his exact words) at the next visit.... Greeeaat.... I'm SO dreading it!!! This sucks!!! I was talking about it with my friend and she says she's had thousands of pap tests (LOL!) Her doctor is obsessed with pap tests and makes her get one every 6 months since she was like 13. Yes, she knows this is strange. She went on to tell me what a pap whore she is and how she prefers a man doctor to a woman doctor... Anyway I thought that was funny enough to share.

I guess it's just one of those things that you have to do in life. I'm not used to it like my pap whore friend is, I didn't have my first pap test until I got pregnant and I've had 2 in my life so far, both from women. I am really, really dreading this!!! =(

ANYWAY, by listening to the heart rate the doctor says the baby's 75% a boy! I don't really care what I have, whether it's a boy or girl makes no difference to me really, except I can't decide on a name for him! If it's a girl I was going to name her Annabelle, but now I'm thinking Savanna. I love both of those names, but I can't find a boy's name that I really love. I like old man names for little boys, like Charles or George or Edward, Stanley...

AWWwwww!!!! My baby's moving around in there and making a big bulge on one side! Oh I can't wait until I go into labor and this thing finally happens! I have no patience for this! HURRY UP KID!!!

Tuesday, 30 Oct

I'm addicted to the polls section of this website. I love sharing my opinion!

On an unrelated note, lately I'm tempted to talk to my ex!!! I'm feeling lonely and sad... I NEED STRENGTH!!! I have been crying lately and I don't think I should talk to him but for some crazy reason I want to!!! =( Boo hoo, poor me...

Thursday, 1 Nov

WOW I HAD SOOO MUCH FUN LAST NIGHT!!! It was AWESOME! I haven't laughed so much since like, highschool! And the best part is I don't even know why we were laughing most of the time!! I almost pissed my pants it was that hilarious... =) what a great halloween! I was hanging out with the girls and Allen (who is practically one of the girls too!) I'm still feeling great!!! Like, super awesome... =D

Anyhooo... I have to confess: I messaged my ex.. BUT not because I want him back, but because I was talking to a friend who convinced me that I should get child support and take his money. I still stand firm that he should NOT be around my kid.

Originally I was scared that if I tried to take him for support he would try to get rights for visits (that's what happened before when his ex tried to take him for child support 2 years ago..) And the courts gave him rights. He took the parenting course and had supervised visits with the children's aid and they thought he was fine. (not that he ever sees his kid anyway)

SO I was scared that would be what happens. But then I got to thinking that I can fight back and get people to write letters or come to court on my behalf. People who saw him abuse me and scream and yell at me and stuff. The friend who convinced me to get child support from him is going out with Lee's old friend, Dwyane and Dwayne said that if Lee tried to be in the kids life he would definitely help and do something. Dwayne was around a lot and witnessed too much.

So I emailed lee and told him that we need to get together and talk sometime and whenever he's ready to let me know. He wrote back 'okay when and where?' I'm going to be busy for the next couple of days, but I'll let everyone know what goes down. I'm kinda scared of what's going to happen, not that he'll hurt me because I'm going to meet him in a very public place, but I'm apprehensive... Anyways, that's my latest news!

Oh and why is it that when I read one of the polls last night not everyone has to have their midgey examined!?? My doctor is making me and I don't want him to if he doesn't have to, and if you guys don't have to then why do I??? Can I tell him No I don't want him to? I'm thinking of canceling my next appointment to at least put it off longer.

What is up with that???? F* I hate him.....

Saturday, 3 Nov

I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT IT'S A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!

(well, technically I found out yesterday since it's past midnight)

IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! IT'S A GIRL!!! A GIRL...

And I saw her face at the ultrasound and she is SO CUTE!!! Ok, she has her fathers big nostrils but even so she's ADORABLE! I can't believe how cute she it! And finally I can call her 'she' instead of just 'it'

I thought for sure I was going to name her Savanna Nigella Victoria Inshaw, but my daddy hates the name Savanna!! And it means a lot to me that he likes it! He loves Nigella (since he is Nigel) but I'm not putting that for the first name! It turns out he's very picky! I told him to write down good names that he thinks of and I'll look at them when I see him on sunday.

Oh and speaking of sunday it's my shower!!! I'm so super excited!!!!! Can't wait!!!! Anyways good night everyone! I'm going to bed now hope I can sleep!

Wednesday, 14 Nov

HEY PEEPS!!! I ONLY HAVE 24 DAYS TILL MY DUE DATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HURRY UP BABY!!!

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Laura Ward - Wednesday, 5 November
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Laura Ward - Monday, 6 October
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lalalidia - Thursday, 13 Dec
haha I agree! I think it's really cute too , and yes it's a little silly, but i've gotten so many negative responces on this! And really, having a baby the adults have all the fun, and the siblings just sit around and are kinda just there through it all. They have no real role, and i really want my daughter to have a part in this too! And I mean I'm not delusional if she changes her mind by the time we have the baby of course i'll pick a middle name that's more pratical, but she's still insistant on flower then flower it'll be!

When are you due?! Have you thought of names? your posts are cracking me up! Post more! I'm even adding you as a friend to read !

echo - Friday, 5 Oct
yeah im always hott to but dag yesterday was hott flash central! i was goin crazy! must be horomones!

eva - Friday, 5 Oct
I am feeling pretty good and my baby is doing good, how about you? Do you know the sex of your baby? Any names picked out yet?

meghanT - Friday, 5 Oct
congrates on ur pregnancy

MOMMYOF3SONS - Tuesday, 2 Oct