My name is Neshaa. I'm a single mom. I got pregnant two days after my 18th birthday so I never really got to experience being 18yrs old. This pregnancy wasnt planned but I'm okay with it now. Everyone always tells me that God wouldnt give you more than you can handle, so I have faith that everything is going to be okay. My first trimester was hell, I was like I dont see how anyone can do this more than once but as time when by things started getting a little better.Once my so called "friends" found out I was pregnant alot of them stop talking to me!! Its okay that they stopped talking to me that just showed me they're true colors and it showed me who my real friends are. I'm not going to lie being a single parent is hard and there are days that I cry because I want to do Brody's father to help me and I want to be in college right now enjoying my life; but I have faith that things will get better and I'll start college soon.The movie Knocked Up is basically the store of my life. I cant believe that I got pregnant by such a loser. He's wasted over a year of my time. I look at Brody and I dont understand how his father doesnt want anything to do with him Everyone has that he's young blah blah blah and that when Brody gets older he'll probably start being a better dad but I just turned 19 and I'm NOT acting like him and he cant just choose when he wants to be a father.

To all those teen moms (or mothers to be) I want to let you know that everything will be okay, it'll all work out in the end! Dont listen to all the negative stuff people have to say about you bc they have NO right to judge you. People make mistakes (not that your child is a mistake) and everything happens for a reason. I'm sure that you'll learn from this and know that people will ALWAYS talk about you no matter what you do, so forget what they have to say, live your life for you and noone else. A child is a BLESSING!, not everyone can have children. (My heart goes out to those women who can't have children...God will bless you with a child in His time!)

Name?:	Neshaa
Age?:	18
Height?:	5'5
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	Size 3 or 5 in pants!
About The Father/sperm donor
Name?:	Seth
Age?:	20
Height?:	6�2
Are you still together?:	Not really...
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yupp (well that has lasted longer than a month)
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	March 17
Was it planned?:	NO WAY!
What was your first reaction?:	I was in shock, I couldn�t believe it
Who was with you when you found out?:	Nobody but I was on the phone w/ my friend when I took the prego test
Who was the first person you told?:	My friend then Seth
How did your parents react?:	They took it better than I thought, they were calm about it
How far along are you?:	32 weeks
What was your first symptom?:	Morning sickness (all day everyday!)
What is your due date?:	I have three. Nov. 18,19,23
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	Yes
If so, what is it?:	A boy
Have you picked out names?:	Yes
If so, what are they?:	Brody
How much weight have you gained?:	About 50-60LBS
Do you have stretch marks?:	Yes, the ones on my stomach are spreading! L
Have you felt the baby move?:	Ohh yeah, all the time. He�s one active baby!
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Yes
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	Of course!!!
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	Medicated ASAP!
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Seth, Star, Jeremiah, & my mom
Will you breastfeed?:	NO WAY! Pump maybe
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	I pray I don�t!!
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	Most likely
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	You�re so cute, I love you! Idk something like that
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	Maybe
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	Both (scared about the PAIN!)