Friday, January 18, 2008

Alright, well I just had my other ultrasound, at 5 weeks 6 days, and guess what? I SAW THE HEARTBEAT!! my mom and hubby was there, and we were all excited. I saw it before the doctor did, and asked "what's that? " then he said, "that's the heartbeat!!! I was so happy. He's said that it's viable and wants to see me in a month @ 10 weeks

Friday, January 11, 2008

My first appointment! Current mood: froggy Ok, I'm officially 4 weeks pregnant. I got all my exams done and the doctor said I look fine. He did have them draw like 8 Vials of BLOOD. UGH!~ I feel like a pin cushin, haha. But he did a sonogram, unfortunately it's too early to see the sac. So he can't tell me if it's a Viable pregnancy. Meaning he can't say if it'll survive. BUT I do go back next friday for another ultrasound. He's hoping to see the Fetal poles and a heart beat! So HOPEFULLY things work out fine. And OMG I know it's TMI but I gotta pee every 2 hrs! UGHHHHH Thursday, January 10, 2008 woo Current mood: awake Ok, well I got my results back, obviously positive. But when I called my OBGYN about my HCG levels 125 as of tuesday(pregnancy hormone in the blood) they asked me to come in tomorrow to get another test, The doctor there thinks the levels may be low And just wants to check me out to make sure everything is healthy. Normally the levels are supposed to double every 2-3 days. More later. Tuesday, January 08, 2008 I am really pregnant? Wow! Current mood: nauseated Category: Pregnant.. Nauseaus (a little) Life Well it's 1/8 and yesterday I found out I was pregnant! it actually made me really happy. Having nothing to do with stupid carlos cheating. lol Of course I DON'T see this as "now he'll have to stay with me, or this'll make us closer" but that's ok. because even if something crazy happened and he decided to leave me, I'd be ok. I had 2 positive pregnancy tests, EPT's. And of course I checked them in the correct amt of time. lol The first things I did were call my dad and best friend. Then posted on myspace and changed everything up. My friend sasha helped me set up my kitchen table with baby stuff so that Carlos would know. I had a note that said "daddy" on the front, I won't say what it said inside, because it was very personal. When he got home I was posting pic's on myspace for the beginnings of my pregnancy album. He asked what I was doing and didn't even look over at the kitchen table for a few sec. When he did he said " Oh god! My life is over" And sat down on the couch w/his head in his hands. Since we weren't trying for a baby he was a little shocked, BUT I wasn't on BC either so he did know it could happen. lol Now he's being happier about it. He even rubbed my belly, and altho I told him "I'm not even showing yet, you can't feel the baby" he responded, "well I can imagine can't I?" I think that's my clue that he's getting used to the idea. I go to get my blood test today, and then set up a dr's apptmnt. WOO And then I went to my mom's as she didn't know yet. The way I told her was to actually give her the EPT's since she would ask "are you sure" otherwise. haha I also gave her a note that said Grandma on the front. She at first looked at me and said "Grandma sent this?" And I told her "NOOO, look closer at what you have" then she realized they were pregnancy tests, got all quiet, then asked "is this for real?" then she said congrats and started crying. Later my bro's got home and I told all them. My youngest bro Mikey was FREAKING out happy because he's been wanting to be an uncle for a while. he started jumping around saying YES YES I'M GONNA BE AN UNCLE haha, He's insisting that we have a boy for some reason. Ohhhh, And we are hoping for a GIRL!