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Cindie
	Age: 21 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Carlos- hubby Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Home maker/Call Center Rep
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Friday, January 18, 2008
Alright, well I just had my other ultrasound, at 5 weeks 6 days, and guess what? I SAW THE HEARTBEAT!! my mom and hubby was there, and we were all excited. I saw it before the doctor did, and asked "what's that? " then he said, "that's the heartbeat!!! I was so happy. He's said that it's viable and wants to see me in a month @ 10 weeks

Friday, January 11, 2008
My first appointment!
Current mood: froggy
Ok, I'm officially 4 weeks pregnant. I got all my exams done and the doctor said I look fine. He did have them draw like 8 Vials of BLOOD. UGH!~ I feel like a pin cushin, haha.
But he did a sonogram, unfortunately it's too early to see the sac. So he can't tell me if it's a Viable pregnancy. Meaning he can't say if it'll survive. BUT I do go back next friday for another ultrasound. He's hoping to see the Fetal poles and a heart beat! So HOPEFULLY things work out fine. And OMG I know it's TMI but I gotta pee every 2 hrs! UGHHHHH
Thursday, January 10, 2008
woo
Current mood: awake
Ok, well I got my results back, obviously positive.
But when I called my OBGYN about my HCG levels 125 as of tuesday(pregnancy hormone in the blood) they asked me to come in tomorrow to get another test, The doctor there thinks the levels may be low And just wants to check me out to make sure everything is healthy. Normally the levels are supposed to double every 2-3 days.
More later.
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I am really pregnant? Wow!
Current mood: nauseated
Category: Pregnant.. Nauseaus (a little) Life
Well it's 1/8 and yesterday I found out I was pregnant! it actually made me really happy. Having nothing to do with stupid carlos cheating. lol
Of course I DON'T see this as "now he'll have to stay with me, or this'll make us closer" but that's ok. because even if something crazy happened and he decided to leave me, I'd be ok.
I had 2 positive pregnancy tests, EPT's. And of course I checked them in the correct amt of time. lol The first things I did were call my dad and best friend. Then posted on myspace and changed everything up.
My friend sasha helped me set up my kitchen table with baby stuff so that Carlos would know. I had a note that said "daddy" on the front, I won't say what it said inside, because it was very personal.
When he got home I was posting pic's on myspace for the beginnings of my pregnancy album. He asked what I was doing and didn't even look over at the kitchen table for a few sec. When he did he said " Oh god! My life is over"
And sat down on the couch w/his head in his hands. Since we weren't trying for a baby he was a little shocked, BUT I wasn't on BC either so he did know it could happen. lol
Now he's being happier about it. He even rubbed my belly, and altho I told him "I'm not even showing yet, you can't feel the baby" he responded, "well I can imagine can't I?"
I think that's my clue that he's getting used to the idea. I go to get my blood test today, and then set up a dr's apptmnt. WOO
And then I went to my mom's as she didn't know yet. The way I told her was to actually give her the EPT's since she would ask "are you sure" otherwise. haha I also gave her a note that said Grandma on the front.
She at first looked at me and said "Grandma sent this?" And I told her "NOOO, look closer at what you have" then she realized they were pregnancy tests, got all quiet, then asked "is this for real?" then she said congrats and started crying.
Later my bro's got home and I told all them. My youngest bro Mikey was FREAKING out happy because he's been wanting to be an uncle for a while. he started jumping around saying YES YES I'M GONNA BE AN UNCLE haha, He's insisting that we have a boy for some reason.
Ohhhh, And we are hoping for a GIRL!

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mamma2be - Tuesday, 7 October
we are feeling much better. we are still both stuffy. i hate being sick. i felt that i couldnt give him all my attention while he was sick because i was so worn down!!

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numommy23 - Monday, 6 October
lol. has the dr.'s prescriped anything for it? maybe it's his formula.. tmi but milk does that to me.. lol

eastern-Canadian-Lady - Sunday, 5 October
Thanks for complimenting on my girls' pictures.

eastern-Canadian-Lady - Sunday, 5 October
My pump was one that needed to be plugged in, but it didn't do anything, even if I used batteries instead of plugging it in.
having days and nights all mixed up would be terrible. Abby on most days sleeps all day and all night.
I get it. I was confused about the Tim thing bc I couldn't remember for sure, I thought I was all mixed up between things that you had told me and things another person on here had told me about her family. I would be really annoyed at your sis' mother. She sounds like an idiot.....
Speaking of idiots, H's ex keeps coming by the house to drop things off, or pick things up or to talk to her son. Even when he has told her not to honk the horn, and has been outside to meet her she still honks. Not once, not twice, the other day (thursday?) it was 6 times. She is just doing it to piss me off, and it's working.

Today, She called to say she was on the way. Abby had just fallen asleep. Then about 7 minutes later, before she was even all the way here she honked again, so I turned off the phone. She called her son's cell and told him (or at least he told us)that she was calling for "15 minutes and our phone was off the hook." I got MAD and told him that actually I turned off the phone after she started honking so the phone wouldn't wake Abby up!" Dan told him that if she didn't grow up that he would go to the cops and they would make her grow up. I am still fumed, and that was hours ago. We have to go to the lawyer this week anyway, so I will mention harrassment charges. I don't care if she hates her ex, or me, but to be a b**** on purpose to a baby is CRAZY!!

Both of her kids are mad at her and told her to stop, but she just YELLS at them trying to make him sound bad. Reality is that anything that happened between them is between them. He hasn't been home most of the times when she has done this, and it has gotten much much worse since the baby was born. If she is mad at him about anything that happened in their marriage that pretty much ended in 93, then she should be able to move past it by now. that was 15 yrs ago. She does all of that and then on Sundays she pretends to be a nice Christian lady and goes to church. I am thinking about sending a letter to the minister of that church anonymously, without mentioning her name, telling the minister the situation. Maybe he will give a sermon about doing things that we know to be wrong. Maybe he will mention horn honking just to let the people know that he really does have information. Wouldn't that get her goat?!?!

From everyting that you told me, your mom just sounds unpredictable. It's nice that she is able to help you with him when you are comfortable with it. Yesterday, my mom just saw Abby for the second since her birth. She lives 7 minutes away.

Speak of the devil, that b**** is here again!! SHe refused to park in the nearly empty driveway for 3 yrs, and now that it is full she parks on my grass, instead of at the end of the yard like she use to. I just took a picture of it for the lawyer. I checked it, and of course, the camera is so slow it only clicked after she was on the road again. I am going to set up my vidoe camera out my bedroom window the next time I know she is coming. I will have all windows open so that she doesn't know. But it would be nice to have to show in court if I pursue harrassment charges. I get so angry with her!! Dan doesn't want me to piss her off bc he is going in with the lawyer to sign paper work that he drew up this week. How am I pissing her off?!?! What in the world did I do? (besides the phone thing, but that was so that she didn't wake the baby.)

I can see why he would be worried that you would want another baby now. He sees how busy life is already, so havng you sick from another pregnancy, or having a baby to watch and then having another one would make life way busier. I can't believe that you are healed! I'm not. My parts are still pretty sore at times. The bleeding finally stopped the other day. What did your mom say when you told her that you want another baby?

Abby is very settled today. My SIL came by and held her for about 40 minutes. I wanted her back, but didn't say anything. I know that my SIL wanted a baby for a long time, and she can't have anymore. Her one and only son is turning 17. She was pregnant once before but didn't know it. She was throwing up blood, so they did an xray and blood tests. then they got the result that she was pregnant. The doc was concerned bc of the xray so they did an ultrasound right away. It had killed the baby. She hasn't been able to get pregnant since, not just bc of that, but bc her h is on potent meds for a medical condition. The meds would very likely cause birth defects.

Sorry about TJ being so fussy. It does get under our skin, doesn't it?! For me it's bc I can't calm her and make her feel better. I get frustrated bc I am tired. I deal with it pretty good though.

I am so grumpy right now. That woman has a way of getting me riled up, just the way my sister did. I don't talk to her now.

by the way, I jsut measured abby's hair, it's 3.9 cm long now in one place, but on the top is 5.1 cm plus from where the measuring starts to where the ruler starts is another .3 of a cm, so 5.4 cm on top. I just checked on a conversion site, it's 2.1 inches. That is long for such a small baby, LOL. I almost want to put it up in pony tails.

I gotta run. I am just rambling now. Too many thoughts. take care and ttyl.

numommy23 - Sunday, 5 October
thanks for the support. Pregnancy is a scary thing. I feel better about your reassurance. How is everything going with the lil cutie?

themommyofangels - Sunday, 5 October

hes beautiful. may God bless you both and allow your lives to just get a little bit easier i wish you both the best xoxo

prayin2god41 - Sunday, 5 October
HEY THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL COMMENT ON MY BLOG. I AM SO VERY SORRY THAT UR SON HAS SOME PROBLEMS. IT IS VERY HARD BEING AROUND BABIES BUT THEN AGAIN IT IS NOT. I LOVE CHILDREN AND ENJOY MY TIME WITH THEM AND WHEN WE ARE HAVIN FUN I DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT HAVING ONE. I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL NEXT MONTH AFTER MY 21ST BDAY TO GET THIS ONE JOB I HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT WHICH THEY ALWAYS HIRE :) BUT I WILL GET TO WORK WITH CHILDREN OF ALL AGES AND IT SHOULD BE LOTS OF FUN. I AM ALSO WAITING TO HEAR BACK FROM A FRIEND TO START BABYSITTING HER 1 MONTH OLD SON. WELL AGAIN I AM SO VERY SORRY AND THANKS. KEEP UR CHIN UP...HE IS LUCKY TO HAVE U. GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE!

eastern-Canadian-Lady - Wednesday, 1 October
Hi, when does TJ go to the ped. to get his weight checked?
Sorry to hear that you are/were so sick. Are you able to sleep much to get over it quickly?

I think she was constipated a bit for one day. She is better now. I haven't given her anything to help it. I don't want her to become dependent on meds to keep her bowel moving.

I have tried two different kinds of pacifiers, but she hates them and all of the nipples for the bottles. I think they probably taste awful. I know I wouldn't want one. I'm glad that I am trying. My milk seems to have increased again, but now she is sleeping a lot again, so not eating as much again. I wonder how long this cycle will continue.

You get a chance to shower every day?! I wish I could. Abby always wakes up and screams when I want to get in. I have to feed her and change her then feed her again then get h to burp her, then hope she falls asleep so that I can get cleaned up. I guess bottle feeding has advantages, eh?!

H is back to work now. I wouldn't mind so much, but his son works shift work, and he comes and goes all the time. I have to constantly cover up to feed, and keep her away from him. (He's really gross and has a violent streak)His mother is a pain in the @$$, whenever she needs to pick him up, or drop something off she honks the horn over and over until he goes outside, even if she just called a minute before hand to say she was coming. Today she called, and he was outside waiting for her. He was sitting on the step and she still honked 4 times. Then leaving she honked again. She is very immature and is trying to be annoying. she is probably bugging my neighbours too bc 4 of them work nights. not to mention that it scares Abby. I wanted to go out and rip a strip off of her today. I can't stand being alone in the house or anywhere else with him. Are you thinking that the time went quick too? I don't feel like I have gotten enough accomplished, am not healed enough and generally need a bit more help. at least by Friday our upstairs of the house will be mostly sorted out. not a choice, company is coming, two sets, maybe 3.
I only use the upstairs, so it's good enough for me for now. Did the money from the church lady come through?

Sorry TJ is so fussy. Abby is too right now, but she was wonderful all day, probably bc she slept most of it, LOL. She slept last night from 9 to about 1::30 am, when h's idiot ex blew the horn, then from 1:45 to 6:30, then again from 7:30 to 10:20, then from 10:45 to about 4:30. She has stayed up since but is on the verge again.

I need to run to tuck Ally in. ttyl

eastern-Canadian-Lady - Tuesday, 30 September
Abby is four weeks and drink only 2 oz per feeding. Abby is over 8 lbs now, I am pretty sure, bc at 10 days she was 7 lbs 12 oz. I just thought it didn't sound like much compared to other babies, but she is happy and settled, she just wants to be at the breast to soothe an awful lot.

I can't use a pump. I tried when I had Ally, but NO milk would come out. My nipples have improved a little bit today, but then again Abby hasn't eaten hardly at all. She has slept pretty much since 11:45 this morning. She was only awake at about 4:45 for two minutes to eat, then she went right back to sleep. I wonder if her days and nights will be messed up, bc last night she was up from 12:30 to 4:45, then slept in this morning until 10am. I will do everything that I can to get her to stay awake tomorrow, but today I tried and not much worked.

Expressing doesn't really bother me. I mostly started bc I was drying up. I wanted to increase my flow, but now that she is sleeping so much, I keep leaking everywhere.

Your youngest brother, is he a step brother? Is he close with your step sister? It's nice that even though he is a guy that he will still talk to you about stuff. I am so confused. I thought that in your last post to me that you said you spoke with Tim and your mom about getting your sister protection. Didn't you tell me before that he had passed away??? or maybe the conversation that you had was a while ago?

The kidnapping thing totally screws me over everytime I see a kid alone at a park, or in their yards, or when I see a missing child on tv. It use to affect me so bad when I would hear about things that I wouldn't eat or sleep or be able to get off of the couch. I was focused on listening to updates and such. One that was particularly bad was a case in Ontario a few years back. The outcome was exactly what I knew it would be. In a sick and twisted way, it was good, bc then she wouldn't have all of the memories.

Why would your step sister want kids so young? Doesn't she worry about how she would continue her education, or how she would be able to provide for the children? Has she thought about how it would affect her social life? I hope that TJ's crying nights will keep her awake. Not that I want him to cry, but for it to disturb his sleep might be a good thing.

I doubt that your mom would even try to hit you now. I think you have told her enough times what that outcome would be. She wouldn't want the cops involved. It would probably be considered domestic abuse bc you are an adult living in her home. Isn't that automatic jail time there?

WHo in their rightmind could eat that much ice cream? EW! What would your brother growing out of his size matter when it comes to her eating habits? Him outgrowing his size should only help her to feel better about the weight that she had lost! besides, it's preety childish for her touse his weakness (for lackof better term) as her defense. It's her son, not her brother, and she isn't 5.

I would have been really angry if she had fed my baby ice cream too. Really, with the way she acts, I don't think I would leave my baby alone with her. I'd always be afraid of what she'd do.

finally abby is back to sleep, i need to sleep now too. I have to have the van to the repair shop tomorrow morning by 8 am ans it's a half hour drive away. I guess that i am getting up at 6. have a good night.