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Hey everyone, my name is Cynthia and I have been with my boyfriend Troy for a little over a year now. We were not planning on having a baby just yet, we were gonna wait until we got a house and everything. Oops hee hee, guess things change. On January 25th I took two home pregnancy test, cause I was 5 days late, one right after lunch time and one when I got home from work and both were positive. To make sure I would know for sure I bought the ones that tell you "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant" and both times I didn't have to wait the full 3 to 5 minutes to find out, they both took about 30 seconds to come up Pregnant.

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8 June 2008

Well we went over to Troy's grandmas house this weekend to spend a few hours with his mom and grandma. To our suprise his mom had a huge bag full of baby stuff for us. Onsies, hats, tights (since it will be getting colder when she arives) full outfits, socks, underwear, bibs, her first teddy bear, a little rattle, a jacket. Tons of stuff, so cute, I can't wait to dress her up in some of it. But it was her first stuff since we haven't even gotten her anything yet. Now we need to go out and get something to store it all in. I'm so excited, but still scared to death of the whole labor thing.

13 June 2008

Ok I can't breath, I can't eat and I can't sleep... Just for one day I want to be able to do all three. And as of right now drivers on the roads SUCK and I hate them all. I'm sure it's all pregnancy related but I hate everyone one out there who is driving and I yell at them all the time. Not that they can hear me, but it lets my frustration out. I'm just thankful I only have a 20 minute drive to and from work. Come on October... then I will have me back to me.

14 June 2008

What to do, what to do... Ok my boyfriend wants to be in the delievery room with me... which is fine, It's his daughter too and he has every right to be there to see her come into the world (I had mixed emotions at first about it but he's been there before so he knows how it goes). I also want my sister in there with us. I am not an outspoken person and will not voice my opinion if I think something is not right.... my sister on the other hand is the exact opposite... to explain... I STILL have friends who are scared of her and we are in our 30's. If my sister doesn't like something she will let you know. My delima is that I know my mom would want to be in there also, she got upset when she found out that my sister and nephew where there when I got the 3-d u/s done and found out she's a girl. My mom wanted to be there also, but she lives down by Galvaston and wasn't here to be able to go. I would let me mom be in the delivery and not my sister but my mom has MS and she wouldn't be any help. She can't stand up for long and she sometimes forgets what she is doing. I don't know if they will let me have three people in the room. I am going to ask my Doctor at my appointment thursday, if he says two is the max then I will have to break it to my mom gently. UGH!!! I so don't look forward to that talk... cross your fingers that they will let her sit there, quietly.

19 June 2008

Ok so I went to the doctors office and had to drink that lovely orange drink for the g/d test. It tasted like an overly sweet orange drink, not orange juice, to me. But I don't think I agree'd with it cause I now feel sick and I have already thrown up and I now have a headache. But we did the blood after an hour and listened to her heartbeat and he took measurements. He never does tell me how she is progressing along. Only says... "Everything looks really good." I guess that's enough. If the doc is good with her so am I. I also found out I have only gained 8 pounds which rocks. My appointments have now gone from once a month to every two weeks. Which is ok with me cause now I get to find out how shes doing sooner. I also asked how many people can be in the delivery room with me when it's time and he told me three. Woot Woot. So now I don't have to worry about leaving my mom out. If she wants to she can be in the room. YAY!

My sister bought Hailey some cute little onesies that came with matching mittens, socks and a doll... then another set the same only green and came with a green frog. There so cute and then she also bought me a boppy total body pillow... so cool.

29 June 2008

Everything and I mean everything this weekend has been getting on my nerves. There is no reason for it, nothing has changed, nobody is doing anything different from any other day... i'm just irritated beyond belief. Last night my boyfriend keep asking me what is wrong, what is wrong... grrrrr.... I keep telling him, nothing, nothing. But he knew something was going on... so he asked again... I wanted to scream and cry and tell him to knock it off, leave me alone, quit asking me. But I summoned up all my energy (because deep down I knew it's not his fault) and told him calmly that there is nothing wrong, that I am just very irritable because I am pregnant and I just need to be left alone for awhile. He soooo rocks cause he said alright, gave me a gentle kiss and left me alone in the bedroom, tv on low, lights off, it was nice and cool with the fan going... so awesome. And I slowly started feeling better. He didn't come in and bother me and he wasn't being loud with his music or the tv in the living room. But again im irritable... but it might be that I was told over an hour ago that we were gonna get ready and go out and eat... yeah he's in the bedroom playing guitar hero with his son. I'm the only one showered, dressed and ready to go. I'm going to wait for the song to be over then stand in the bedroom door and just give him the "look".