My name is viviana, vivi for short, im 18 yrs old, and im a senior in highschool...eventhough im young, and what im going through is scary, i know ill be ok, and that i'll never regret keeping my baby...At first i was terrified by the idea of telling my family, but they are fine with it now. Now the only people who will be shocked will be my entire school!, but my dad says i shouldnt be embarrased...so as soon as it starts getting hot out, im done wearing my sweaters! My boyfriends name is Danny and he's 17, also a senior but at another school. We've been dating for 2 years, and i'm so happy we are still 2gether. His family is also really nice about it, which is good. Thats about it, so ill keep posting as the SLOW 9 months go by :)

JANUARY 1st, 2008:

i went to the movies with my sister to see Juno, which i recommend to all the teens on here, anyways, on way home, i was like 'ok, its now or never!!'...I TOLD HER!!! i still cant belive it...it was sooo hard, what made it easier was that since she was driving so i dint have to look at her face-face! anyways, i started crying right away, so did she, but im sooo glad i told her, i cant believe how she took it...after crying she was like 'YAY!! im so happy!!' whcih makes me so happy!...the next day she told my other sister, who is also excited now!....they are going to be the ones to tell my parents...THANK GOD!...the only bad thing is that they want to tell this weekend, and i wanted them to tell in like 3 weeks....im sooo scared of what my moms reaction is going to be...im making sure that i wont be home, so that she can have the weekend to think about it. I'll update on how that goes!

January 16: I had my first appointment, which was ok. I felt like i was at planned parenthood since all they did was a papsmear. They said it was too early to hear the heartbeat so i have to wait till the next visit in 4 weeks! :( The only good thing was that i was only there about 1/2 hour. Also, they dont do sonograms there, so i have to make an appointment somewhere else which hopefully will be b4 the 4 weeks. Oh and by the way my parents, aunts, uncles, cousins, his parents, every1 knows....my dad is really ok with it, but my mom didnt talk 2 me for 2 days! then we talked, and she's just worried about me. Now, she went out and bought me 2 maternity shirts, and 2 maternity pants..lol. So to all u teens, JUST TELL!!...i thought they would kill me but i was soooo wrong! U'll feel 100000 times better!! well thats all for 2day...BYE BYE! February 22:Havenbcuz of the pain...they couldnt do much, but atleast i got 2 hear my baby's heartbeat!! :)...well that lasted about a week...then at 14.5 weeks, i had my appointment, where they drew blood, i didnt think much of it until i got a terrible call where they told me the results came back abnormal!! :( its the AFP test, my results were 1:34 they gave me a little hope by telling me that the test was done a day and a half 2 early and that might've affected the results, so i went back a week later at 15.6 weeks...hopefully these results will be good! im sooooo sad about it....couldnt stop crying...every1 tells me not 2 worry, but how can i not?? im scared, but if these results come back bad, i think im doing the amnio...which will drive me crazy bcuz those results wouldnt come back for about 2 weeks...the new afp test results will come back either tomorrow or monday, so ill keep posting...bye everyone..and good luck on a happy and healthy pregnancy.'t updated in a while, but im not 2 happy anymore. During week 14, i spent it in the bathroom. i had a horrible virus and im not talking about throwing up :( i had HORRIBLE cramps..i couldnt sleep during the nights at all...i finally went to the hospital February 25th: Well just wen i thought my virus was going away...i was soooo wrong...i was in school and had to go to the bathroom soooo bad during 7th period!...then at the end of 9th...finally got home...and killed the bathroom!!...lol....sorry for too much info but i cant believe i have diarrhea sooo bad...ive been home about 30 min...and have gone 2 times already...i dont even think its a virus anymore...something is WRONG!!! Soanyways...called my doctor...and my results still aren't back, they said to call back 2mrw!!...so today is not exactly my best day....dont even want to know whats coming for the rest of the week. March 1st, 2008:THANK GOD!!!! my afp results came back perfectly normal...what a relief...im sooooo happy!!! what a horrible wait that was!!!...but now i cant wait till March 4th for my next ultrasound...hopefully they can tell me the sex of the baby...if not..guess i'll just have to wait! well good luck everyone and enjoy ur pregnancy!MARCH 4TH 2008!!!Today i had my level 2 ultrasound and i was sooo excited!! until i got to the doctors...they had to find every kidney, ear, limb, everything! The babys legs were crossed the whole time...until the doctor finally got a peak after about an hour! and its A GIRL!!! im soooo excited! i cant believe it!!! later on i went to my bf house and he seemed really shocked but he says he's happy...i know he really wanted a boy but i know shes going to be such a daddy's girl!!! my inlaws now have a 4th grandaughter and no boys! on my side...only boys...no girls...so my house is SO EXCITED! shes going to be soo spoiled by my parents! i already went out and bought her a little dress, a footie pajama, and an undershirt!....its soooo cute!! well just wanted to update...and im soo glad i dont have to wait a month and now i know im having a little princess!!! March 21st, 2008For a few weeks ive been feeling the baby move, but now im sure its her!!! Wen i woke up i could actually see her kicking! my stomach would go up wen ever she would kick! its sooo weird!!! i love it!!! i keep trying to give her little nudges to get her to keep doing it!lol...that definetly made my day!!October 18th, 2008WoooooWWWW...i have not updated in a really long time!!!! i dont know why today i just felt like doing it...anyways, from my last update, my life is COMPLETELy different....i never even imagined raising a baby would be THIS hard, but i love my Princess more then ANYTHING!!!!!! she is the world to me, and she makes me smile everytime i look at her! i had Aimey Julianne on 8-8-08 at 8:54am. no epidural and she weighed 9lb 8oz!!!...she's only 2 months old, and to me she's such a big girl!!! she smiles, and she gets cranky!!! she's my spoiled little brat!!! she's being dramatic right now so i g2g!!! but to everyone out there i just wanna say that there is nothing better then having a baby girl to love and care for!!!!