| Deanne2005 | |
![]() | Age: 19 Country: Cambridge Province/region: England City: Cambridgeshire Partner: Jamie Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Finished Student |
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I just cannot cope anymore its SPREDING, SPREDING, SPREDING AND SPREDING. Causing ITCHING, ITCHING, ITCHING AND MORE ITCHING making NO SLEEP, NO SLEEP, AND EVEN MORE STUPID NO SLEEP!!!!!
Everyone says, you will be better tonight dont worry! I believe them all the time but every night its exactly the same, i cannot sleep.
06/08/2008
37 weeks 1 day
WOW cannot believe it. I got about 2-3 weeks to go before this baby arrives. That is if he arrives by his due date and be's a good boy instead of a naughty one and goes overdue.
Everything has been a bit better recently. I have still got my PEOP but i can say it is not as bad as what it was before i can sleep but do wake up feeling a bit itchy and uncomfortable but still not bad enough to stop me sleeping all together.
I am happy that i might be getting a house soon, i got everything ready for our house sofas, fridge/freezer, cooker, microwave, washing maching, tumble dryer bed, baby's solid pine cot, babie's pine changing unit and the normal things like TV's and stuff.
I have had some great support from my parents during all of this pregnancy and without them i dont think me and my partner would cope aswell with everything on our plates. My mum and dad have been there mentally and physically for me. Thank you so much!!!!.
12/08/2008
38 Weeks
Time is going so slow at the moment at first it was going pretty fast and i was excited it was flying by. I can feel baby is doing very well as he is always active and kicking me in the ribs when i sitting down. I got a midwife appointment today with a new lady, bit late to have a different midwife but my midwife went on holiday and i just cannot seem to get along with her very well.
I have been having alot of Braxton Hick Contractions recently, which are alot stronger than they used to be, some days i think baby is getting real close to making his entrance as i get strong period like pains aswell. But nope he is still well and truly tucked up in my tummy. These Braxton Hicks are starting to annoy me slightly especially when i out and about. They make my tummy go SSOO stiff that i cannot move i have to wait a few minutes on one spot for them to go away. I defently thought he was arriving last week as i had strong Pains in my tummy and i had some watery stuff come out of me that come through my trousers slightly but that was it, i got nothing else all day! Oh well i guess i should be patient, but i cannot as there no more room for his big bum to move around in.
My housing situaion is still were it was, me and my partner still have no place to call our own and bring our baby home to at the end. THe people that deal with this stuff still seem to FOB us off and its driving me potty, i cannot get that nice nursery ready like everyone else has done i cannot put cot together or even decorate my living room or kitchen or anything. I want to get my nesting sensations over and done with but at this rate i dont think i will be able to. I know that if the baby does arrive my mum said me and my partner and baby can stay at her house for a while as there not enough room at my partners dad's house for a baby. So i know i got somewhere to stay for a few weeks after our little baby boy arrives.
14/08/2008
38 Weeks 2 Days
Well my pregnancy is going ok. I have decided that i do not want him to arrive into the world just yet as we still do not havea home to call our own. I went down to the people that sort out our housing situation and they offered me and my partner Temporary Accomadation. Ok i was very unhappy and i was shocked but if that is all that they had then fine. Me and my partner went down to go and see it that evening before our viewing and it was horrible. I felt like crying it was that horrible, the flat was 3 flights of stairs up, there was a chip shop underneath our flat and the chip shop extracta fan come up across to were our bathroom window will be. It stunk to high heaven. There were benches with teenagers drinking and smoking at. The bins round the back to our flat were all burnt out and it was all trashy and horrible. There was a petrol station across the road and a kebab van on our sidewalk. I looked at my partner and said "lets go" i nearly broke out into tears. I would rather stay at my parents house than go somewhere like that. I glad my parents are here to support me and my partner as if they were not i dont think i or we could cope with any of this.
Not long now till he makes his entrance into the world. He is a very active baby all the time. I did go to see my midwife the other day and she said his head is VERY low down inbetween my pelvis. I not sure what that means but hopefully it means hes coming soon. Even though i dont want him to arrive just yet! His heartbeat was great very health at 132 BPM which is good she said. I missed my midwife appointment the 2 weeks before that the home visit one and i got moaned at as this was when i was ment to go over my birthing plan. I have not done my birthing plan yet and in some strange way i feel very reluctant to do it, as if i want it to all be quiet spontanious.
I am happy with my partner as he has been trying so hard at work to bring in some money being a cute caretaker. He is thinking of going to do an apprentiship at our nearby college which means he will bring in less money but in the future he will bring in more as he gained a new qualification. He doing something in IT and i cant be more proud of him recently. He has tried so hard to help me through all this pregnancy and support me through the rough times we have had in our relationship. Being together 4 years and 2 months is well worth every moment. He makes my life complete, him and this baby make my life worth while. I love knowing the person i love and addore and trust with all my life is having a baby with me. He could of had any girl he wanted but he chose ME!!!
15/08/2008
38 Weeks 3 Days
I am loving being pregnant but emotions do tend to get the better of me at some points. This baby boy is very special to me but i am finding it very hard to cope with being pregnant and dealing with all these housing and claiming certain benefits. I dont want to seem like i hate being pregnant and i never want this little baby boy. Because i do, i do want him very much i could not be happier being pregnant with him. I will be happier when he is no longer inside and is actually in the world rather than being in my tum tum. I only got 1 week 5 days left until this baby boy hopefully makes his entrance into the world. I cannot believe he has made it this far staying inside me. There is no room for him in my tummy anymore so i very suprised that he has wanted to stay inside mummy's tummy. Everyone is getting very inpatient to meet him, they all think i being greedy and keeping him to myself. Which is a joke but i know he is happy inside mummy's tummy growing away and eating what i am eating (sweets and curries).
21/08/2008
39 Weeks 1 day
Wow look how time has flown by, cannot believe the baby is only 6 days away from being born i am so excited to meet him. So is my partner he keeps wiggling my tummy and saying "You come out this way"! tehe its so funny hes getting so impatient and really wants him to be here already. Me and my partner still have no home to call our own but with such supportive parents on hand we are not homeless. I just hope that not long after the baby is born we will actually have somewhere to call our own.
Baby is so active recently he keeps kicking my ribs and squirming around in my tummy. I keep feeling his little bum stick out of my tummy and feeling the heels of his feet. He is going to be gorgeous and i am getting impatient waiting around for him.
24/08/2008
39 Weeks 5 days
Cannot believe he has decided to stay in my tummy this long. Everybody thought he would make an early entrance, but obviously he is to comfy in my tummy to want to come out!
Everything is going great, Jamie and i cleaned up the corner of our bedroom and got it all ready for the babies arrival. We left it late but we did not have everything to get it ready, there are still things missing but these things are just to make it cute baby like. I am missing a Car rug that is to go on the floor and maybe a picture of too to hide the fact that the wall needs re-painting. It just got grey marks on it from not being decorated in a while but nothing that makes it unsafe or real horrible looking. There is a small hole in he wall were something got dropped so i hope to stick a photo or something over that. I am loving every moment of this, knowing that he is coming so shortly. I am happy and over-joyed with it all. I cannot wait to give birth to him now its just round the corner.
It feels like only yesterday me doing a pregnancy test. It was chrismas day and we come home from being at my parents house all day. I realised that my period was late and noticed my parents kept saying something looked different about me. So whilst Jamie was in kitchen downstairs i popped upstairs and did the test in the bathroom, i dont think i have ever seen such clear blue lines, there were these perfect 2 lines crossing over the pregnancy test. I felt scared in a good way and excited altogether. I took the pregnancy test downstairs and kept it hidden as i did not want Jamie's family knowing just yet. I went into the kitchen and shut the door and said to jamie "Jamie i have something to show you!" i showed him the pregnancy test and we both just smiled at eachother. He told me later on that evening that he already knew i was pregnant before i even realised. Knowing how far this pregnancy has come and that its only days away from our first son being born its just unbelivable. Its a miracle, our baby is a gift, he is going to help us create our own lives with eachother, starting our own family could not be any more exciting!!!!
26/08/2008
39 Weeks 6 Days
Well tommorow is the day our baby is ment to be coming out, but i have a few doubts in my head that he actually will be coming out then.
Me and my partner went to see my midwife today to see how baby is doing. His heart rate was extremely good and my blood pressure was 120/80 which is quiet good apparently. He is 4/5 engaged into my pelvic area but the last time we went to see my midwife his head was fully engaged. He has decided to come out a bit, which i feel is a sign he not coming soon. He is due tommorow and i just dont think he is going to come anytime soon.
I have a membrane sweep and check up on the 30/08/2008 at my mum's house. She is then also going to book me in to have an induction that is if he dont come before Saturday. I hope he comes soon as i getting impatient waiting around for him. I have this cute baby corner waiting for him, i want to hold him and see who he looks like and stare into his adorable baby eyes and think hes all ours and bundle of joy was worth every pain and every horrible itch/scratch that i had.
I dont feel to happy apparently its quiet normal when you are heavily pregnant. I feel so horrible i got my Ben and Jerrys ice cream waiting in the freezer and i got a big fat meaty cheesy pizza waiting to be cooked soon.
28/08/2008
40 Weeks 1 Day
So no sign of my baby arriving any time soon. I defently think he is just way to comfortable to want to come out. I have been hoping he will arrive soon but i just dont think he will come when i want him to come. I just hope he comes before my midwife comes round Saturday.
I have been quiet sad today as my precious cat Smokey fell ill. She had a horrible weaping eye and i just thought it was an infection but my parents took her to the vets and found out she has a cyst behind her eye or in her mouth that pushed her eye slightly foward and caused her not to be able to eat or drink anything for 24 hours. I am so worried about her, not having her in the house makes me even more sadder. There is even more problems because of the treatment she has required whilst in the vets she is going to cost me £260 upwards i glad that my parents said they would pay half.
40 Weeks 2 Days
29/08/2008
NO baby still!!!!!
Oh well maybe he just is not ready to come out. I went shopping with my nanna, grandad, mum and brother yesterday and my nan spoilt her great grandson she brought him a real fancy £110 baby monitor that has a sensor mat that i put under his mattress and things. She also brought a beach UV play mat that has a shelter over it as i hope to gon holiday the 15 September so would be nice to put him under it on the beach out of the sun. She also brought him his first huge brown teddy bear that she got half price when spending over £20 in Mothercare so that was really nice. Just waiting for the baby now. He is ment to be here already but i guess he just dont want to come out.
I am excited as i got my midwife coming to see me at my mum house and she will do a membrane sweep which is optional but i chose to have it done as hopefully it will ge things moving along. It will take up to 48 hours if anything is going to happen after having it, i would like to think i could be having him Sunday or Monday. Its my brothers birthday Tuesday so i hope he decides to come before that or after my brothers birthday, would like my baby to have a unique birthday in the family and my brother said he dont want to share his birthday (made me giggle).
1/09/2008
40 Weeks 6 Days
WOW no baby still. I had my midwife come round on Saturday and she did a Membrane Sweep, it was uncomfortable and made me feel like i needed a wee but other than that i did not feel to bothered about it all. I hoped something was going to happen after as i had very strong period braxton hicks but its not Monday and there is still no sign of baby arriving.
I am very confused about all this pregnancy, i do not understand why he does not want to come out! I even was told on Saturday to make Passionate with my partner so i did and that did nothing too. OH well, i know if he dont come i got a date that i will be being induced on. I am booked into Lady Mary Anex Ward on Saturday 6 September i ring at 3pm to see how busy they are and when they would like me mostly to come in. The latest apparently i will be induced is around 5 - 6 pm so i cannot wait 5 more days to go before i go into hospital, maybe 6 days till we finally meet our little man.
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