A Little More About Me....

First Off.... I am Erin, I'm 23. I've been married for about a year in a half to one of the best man I have ever known!

For the last 2 years we have been trying on and off. Been told to do the whole "if you just relax and don't think about it, it'll happen" well it happened in January...found out I was pregnant on the 4th and miscarried on the 16th.

I just got my BFN to let me know that all the Prego hormones are outta my system. By my Dr. instructions we can start tyring again after a first full cycle. So at this time we will be trying again.

I've done the Ovulation kit last time and this time I think I will just count my days and use my calendar that seems to always be a good thing.

I just have to keep telling myself that god wouldn't give me something that I couldn't handle and its better he takes it into his hands.

I am always here and always willing to take advice from everyone!!

Good Luck to everyone trying and who are already parents!

Baby Dust to all!

E

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02.19.2008

Finally AF came to visit! It will be 5 weeks as of tomorrow since my miscarriage! I cannot wait to start trying again. From what the calendar says my fertile days are from the 27th through the 3rd....lets keep our fingers crossed and hope we get blessed this month. Van Houten family needs a new addition!

Baby Dust to all!

Also, thank you all for being such a great support system for me!

E

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02.25.2008

Well this is the week we O...so we are going to be BD all over the place and then we have the 2WW....we BD lastnight and will prolly go again on Tuesday!!!! ;)

EVERY OTHER DAY!

Hope you all are having a great great day! I feel like finally this month could be it. Since now I know I can get prego it just going to take some time!

Have a great day!!!

E

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03.03.2008

Extremely tired today!!!! Have been sick for the last week and its really taking a toll on my body! Sucks cause I got sick during my ovulation time...not making me feel any better! Hoping that if we get in some last minute BD'ing we still might get lucky!!!

Have a great day everyone! Hope nobody else gets the nasty flu!!!

E

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03.10.2008

Well...AF is due on next Monday so in a week. So the following week will be BDing all over the house! I really hope that we get our little sticky bean soon! Seems like everyone around me is prego and it wonderful for them but super bummer for me! I know it sucks for everyone when they have a M/C I just wish they never happened!!!! I would have been in my 13th week this week. UGH! To start all over! BLAH!

We will get there! I have to keep telling myself that god wouldn't give me something I couldn't handle!

Keep you Head up High!!!

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03.18.2008

AF finally showed her evil head! 2 days late! I understand that after a M/C AF might not be as normaill! Here is hoping she doesn't come back for 9 months after our BDing workout next week!!!

Wishing you all BD and a H&H 9 months!

Erin

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03.24.2008

Good Morning!!!

Hope everyone had a great Easter weekend! With this whole parents divorcing thing...the holidays get much worse year after year! I've decided next year I am going to go my moms house with the hubs and enjoy the day that way....or have people over at our house...if they wanna come they can come!

This week is our BDing week! We started the event on Saturday and today is day 2! LOL! We will keep it up for the rest of the week in hopes to get our BFP soon!

Last night the hubs broke down since our miscarriage in January...saying all he wants is a healthy baby. Its was hard cause normally hes emotional about things but this took the cake. Hes said he wanted kids but I think with all the holidays and being surrounded by them really got him in another mindset from before! I am just luck he can talk to me about it and be just as excited!

Wishing you all a happy and healthy week!!!

Talk to you soon!

E