Hello and congrats to all the mommies to be...!!! Hi, I'm Heather. I'm 24 years old and happily married to the greatest guy ever. We have been married since June 8th 2005. We have two little girls 27 months and 4 months and I'm already ready to have another baby. Hopefully a little boy this time! This is our first month trying to get pregnant...so I don't have my hopes up yet, it took me a couple months with each of my girls. I can take a home pregnancy test Oct 4th, so i'll be praying till then! I found out about this site when I was pregnant with my 2nd and just thought it was great being able to talk to other mom's going through the same stuff as me. I'm so excited to have this available before i'm even pregnant this time, because trying to concieve can really be an emotional rollercoster! September 28th 2008 Time is ticking by so so slow! I Can't take a HPT till Saturday. I really think i'm pregnant though so i think thats whats making time seem even slower. I should really try to be more patient, but i have so much time to think especially here at work. Plently of time to worry too...last night I was having cramping after reading on her that ibuprofen can cause a MC and i took some yesterday morning before reading that on here. So today I have convinced myself that for starters the headache I had yesterday was due to being pregnant, and the cramping is was implantation. October 5th 2008 So, yesterday was the big day. AF was due to arrive, and since she didn't I tested. But of course a BFN! :( I'm hoping it was just a little to soon to tell with a HPT because today (and today is almost over) I still have no signs of her showing up. I'm going to make myself wait a whole week to take another test if AF still doesn't show up. My husband is so sweet about it all. I'm so lucky. I don't know that he's so crazy about having another baby yet, being that are little girl is only 5 months, but since i'm ready, he's trying for me. I really like the idea of our children being close in age. The 4 year age gap between my sister and I growing up was huge and we didn't really get to hang out much because i was just a child to her always though my younger sister and I are 2 years apart and we have been best friends forever.
Oct 9th 2008 So so happy tonight at 6:30pm I got a BFP after being 5 days late! I'm so excited..i was trying to prepare for a job interview i have tomorrow and now i can't concentrate on anything but this baby!! Oct 18th 2008 So I'm 6 weeks pregnant now, and started to feel pregnant now, not showing or anything but my emotions and achy body. Last night I went from being happy, to blowing up at my husband for something stupid, he was drinking out of the container of Juice and our two year daughter went and grabbed the other juice container and attempted to do the same as him, and dumped it all over our couch. I was so mad at him, because she would of never done that had he just used a cup! And of course I had to clean it up! So I might of blew up a bit about that, Then he has to nerve to blame it on me, and said that I should of stopped her from grabbing it out of the fridge to begin with. (even though I didn't see her grab it) Urrggg Men! Then my emotions changed agian to crying because he was being so mean to me, so I went to bed upset. I think the my hubby didn't even make it to bed till 4am. With the first two pregnancies he was so understanding, and its like this time he has as many crazy pregnant hormones flowing as I do. Then today, I was running short on time, I had to start work at 2 and he didn't have to start till 4, and he insisted that I dropped the girls off at My Mom's because he had to get ready and was tired! How the heck does he think I get ready every day. Someone stole my husband, He used to be so helpful,understanding and Patient, and now he's not! Sorry I just had to rant a little bit I feel better now that I've let it out! Dec 5th Pregnancy is going great so far! No more ms. I just always feel so tired, and I don't even think its related to being pregnant, i've just had so much stress in my life. Urrrgg sometimes I hate my Husbands job, he works for the railroad, and he got screwed over a weeks pay that will just so nicely reflect the paycheck just before Christmas, and now he is telling me that he may get layed off. I just want to cry. He carries our health insurance which is okay cause if he gets layed off, I can get it through my work, but its twice as much, and doesn't cover as well. I've gone through this with each and every pregnancy, but I didn't think this would happen again now that my hubby has a good job. My first pregnancy my husband got fired for not making numbers at a cellphone store, Then with my last pregnancy he was working as a manageager at a resterant, and got let go because some stupid girl claimed him and another manager called her a slut, which he didn't. I swear its like a curse to being pregnant, if I wasn't planning on this being my last pregnancy, I think this curse would make me stop. Then on top if it I just want a LPN job, I graduated 1 1/2 ago and have yet to get a job, which is annoying, i've been working in a hospital for 7 years you think they would hire their own employee, it would sure help out if I could get a different job. Okay I guess I'm done complaining now, I just needed to blow a little steam. January 31 2009 I'm 21 weeks now, and still don't know what I'm having. The big ultrasound is on Feb 16th, so still 16 more days. Though Chris and I finally agreed on some names for a Girl I finally got the name I have loved since the first time we were pregnant "Rose" I don't have a middle name yet picked out, but it will be after someone special, since both my other girl's middle names are after family. For a boy we like Either Christopher John (Christopher is my hubby's name, and John is my Dad's name) or Korbin John, My hubby has always loved the name Korbin and finally with this pregnancy I finally started to like it. So If we are having a boy, I'm going to Let Chris decide. I'd really like to name the baby after him but that should be his choice. I know that now that he finally tells me I can name the baby Rose that it will be a boy, which is okay cause I really want a boy, I just love the name Rose.