For some reason the stuff on this profile got deleted so I have to start all over. :(

WE ARE HAVING A BOY!!

I am Holly. I have 3 beautiful children...Rickey (9yrs), Audriana (5yrs), and Dominick (3yrs) and I have been married to my husband Rickey for 11 and a half years. It will be 12 years in October...Oct 7, 2000 we got married. :) I love him so much and he is my best friend. We don't always get along as with any marriage but we get along more than we don't. Things are super great the past few years with us. Since his mom passed away I think we have developed a tighter bond. She died of breast cancer 2 years ago and it was hard on us both. We miss her deeply and are trying to keep her memory alive with our kids. It saddens me that my youngest was 6 months old when she passed and any future children will not get the opportunity to meet her. :(

Feb 26, 2012

We started trying to have our 4th and final baby in June. I fell pregnant straight away...and had a twin cervical pregnancy and ended up miscarring in August. We had a chemical pregnancy in November...and then found out we were pregnant in January. I had a postive test on the 12th of Jan which I thought was a evap line and then got a strong positive on the 17th of Jan. Then a week later I got a postive on a cheapy and digital. I was in heaven. Right away I started spotting off and one for 2 weeks. Went to ER on the 24th and my hcg was 24. A week later on the 2nd of Feb it was at 81. Rising but not doubling like it should. The ultrasound showed nothing in the uterus but the lining was thickened. 2 weeks later...on the 16th of Feb I was told my hcg was 1124 but. the baby had passed. It was dead and I should start bleeding again. The next day I started to miscarry....a week later on the 23rd of Feb my hcg was 71. That brings us to today.....In the next few weeks I look foward to my hcg dropping to 0 and getting a normal cycle again...I was told by one doc to start trying after 3 cycles and start after 1 cycle by another. CONFUSING! YES?!