July 23, 2007

Well, had a huge scare. I woke up nothin' different just had to pee. I noticed that there was blood and paniced! My husband was at the gym and I had no one to call. I was so freaked out cause I had two pregnancy test before positive and three days later I had started my period. So I thought it was happening again! I had to wait about an hour before my husband came home. He rushed me to the hospital. Okay I hate when people act like you are stupid. When I say spotting I know what that means, you don't have to describe it to me, especial if you are a guy! Anyways, the next stupid question which I understand but was not in the mood for. Have you had sex in the last 24-48hrs? No! I am spotting not wounded! Anyways, they got my some tests and got me into exam. No sign of blood. Well I was good with that so next step is for us to wait for the tests, so we go home. Okay, all day I sit wondering, what is going on with me? There really was blood right? Anyway finally the phone rings. Ends up I am rH negative. My husband is O+ and I am A- ... Okay now I am feeling stupid, what does that mean. Means I am fighting my poor child like its an inffection. All I can visualis is a small child asking but mommy don't you want me. So what do I have to do. Get a shot. So thats what I did. I want to do everything I can for this child, I love "it".

July 26, 2007

Grrr... I thought I was going to be morning sickness free but it hit hard and fast. Last night I felt like I was coming down with the flu. It hit me, morning sickness! What morning sickness at night? Well here I am this morning no problems till about 10 am. Now even commercials are making me sick! I can't even open the fridge or cabinets! No pucking yet but I have felt like I was going to lose it a few times! Grrr... I am one of the cursed! lol

August 2, 2007

So I have been so sick. I can't believe how horrible morning sickness feels. It would be fine if it was just throwing up, but no. My whole body feels like a gaint punching bag! I did figure out yesterday though that if I leave all the windows open and the fan on I do a lot better. I also read someone elese say that if she threw up before eating anything that she felt better the rest of the day, which happen to me yesterday and I felt great. I actually ate pizza which I thought would never happen. The only good thing from all of this is the only foods I can even think about eating are all health ones. Like apples, and grain non sweet cereal. So I guess that is a plus. Anyways had an appt on Monday just to find out what the "timeline" of things are. Like when to get appts and when to start taking classes, also what over the counter drugs my doc recommends for pregnancy symptoms! Woot! Anyways today so far seems to be a good morning sickness day, heres praying!

August 14, 2007

Well I start work finally. I don't think that I said this yet but we are military and just moved to a new base. So yeah got a job on base at the day care center. I am sooo happy. I missed working. My only problem now is that I am so tired. I had to go outside the other day and was so sick in a hurry. They said they would put me in an infant room which is great cause I really want to learn what I can before the baby comes. I am also hoping to enroll my child in the center that way breast feeding is made easy and I will be close by if he or she may need anything. Well tomorrow I will be 8 weeks! I have to call and make a appt for my 10-12 week check up. I guess our base doesn't do ultra sounds until 20 weeks. Atleast when we do go we will be able to see boy or girl. So yep thats where we are at!

September 5, 2007

Long day at work ended with a trip to the ER. I was cramping, pretty bad, but not anything I couldn't dea; with but I still wanted checked out. So I headed to the ER where my husband joined me. Not long after being there I was brought back and told that I could be dieing and that they would have to do a forced abbortion! What the heck was going on? Well ends up this nurse thought I was having an eptopic pregnancy! From everything I had read I thought I was out of that stage but here is this woman telling me I am dieing! It was bad! Anyways didn't take long to get me back for an ultrasound and low and behond everything was fine. Ends up me and sun don't mix well and that kinda sucks living in San Antonio. We did get to see the baby which was the best part.

September 14, 2007

Well as I have said before my husband is military. There are a lot of great things that come with that, free medical, money for housing, the fact we know we are getting a pay check every two weeks and so much more. Then there are the not so great things like when your husband comes home to tell you in a week he is leaving for 3 months! It really isn't that bad, 3 months. Some woman have husbands gone for a year or more. But my husband is missing what I think (other then the delivery) are the most important moments of our pregnancy. He will miss the first kick, he will miss the second trimester with no sickness, he most importantly is going to miss the biggest part of all, the ultra sound, the one to decided boy or girl. It makes me sad. I think these are the moments that help the father bond with there child before they are born and he is missing them. Well thats the military for ya! I did ask my neighbors mother if he would go to the ultrasound with me as a second mom/husband. She was very happy I asked since her only daughter has choose that pregnancy is not for her. I don't blame her after this first few months, lol.

September 22, 2007

Well I posted this on myspace and really didn't feel like writing everything again so here it is... Yeah I was having pregnancy problems. Scared the day lights out of me. I have to say I found out how great freinds can be. My neighbors waitted with me at the hospital, for 13 hours! Yes we were there 13 hours. And this was 13 hours of being seen, this was 12 hours of waitting in the ER and 1 hour of actually being seen. So since my husband is gone its was the biggest thing anyone could ever have done for me. Well after several hours of first getting there I have this blood test done and they tell me pretty much I am having a miscarriage cause my levels are lower. Okay I was a fricken mess after that. Well about 2 hours after that I find out they ran the tests again and it ends up the levels are fine. What the frick! So you feel the need to tell me I am losing my baby and then turn around and say oops nope your fine. Then they kept telling me well because its not a threat to life you are going to have to wait! Okay you tell me that my baby is not a life?!?!? I was losing it, all I really wanted was my husband there but my Heather and Joe were the next best thing. Well I finally got some IV fluid which is good cause my nerves were so bad I was getting really sick. Then they gave me anti-throw up medicine. Which was nice, anyways after 12 hours of this whole thing I finally got taken back to a room. I was told at about my 3rd hour they will do an ultra sound, when I get in the room they tell me oh no we aren't going to. Let me tell you I was pissed! I waiting 12 hours for you to tell me that I am not going to get to see my kid kicking around after being told he/she was just dieing! Well needless to say they did an ultrasound and baby is fine, a little pissed they woke him up. It was pretty funny, they couldn't find the heart cause he kept kicking at the ultrasound and moving around! So I actually got some pictures this time. There not very good cause he was moving soooo much. He was a mad little baby! Anyways after this whole event I have a Badder Infection! After 13 hours you tell me my test that I took an hour after getting there came back positive? I am thinking we could have figured this about at about hour 3 and had me out of there in nothing flat but nooooo..... Anyways, they were always very nice to me and totally understanding of my situation which was great. But a huge thanks to my neighbirs and great frinds Joe and Heather! You guys are just awesome!

October 8, 2007

Well I have felt the baby moving! That was alot of fun. I only really notice when I am either sitting on the couch or laying in bed. I also noticed that the baby kicks a bit more when I am at the daycare rocking another infants. Guess my child as jelousy issuse, mother like ... child. Anyways, ultra sound scheduled for Nov 6th. Then I get to head home to Idaho for two weeks to see my parents and 14 year old brother. We also have a family there that is pretty much our family and I get to see them too. Thier little girl, the love of my life, has been so excited about my pregnancy and wants to see my "big" belly and feel the baby kick. Hope I don't let her down. She is only 6 and I am the first person she really has even know that is pregnant so I get a kick out of hearing all her questions. The other night she wanted to see my big belly (which I don't have) and I turned on the web cam and showed her, "No belly yet" I told her. I think that may have confused her, where is the baby if you don't have a belly kinda thing. Kinda glad I didn't just wake up the next morning after getting pregnant with a huge stomach. Kids are the best!

P.S. Thank you so much for all the comments! I really appricate them!