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ElijahandNoahsmommy - 40.4 hours ago
Sorry ladies for what my last blog and what it said in it. I just deleted it off of here and just to stand corrected it was my ex boyfriend saying that not me but i didn't mean to offend anyone because trust me i don't use that word because i used to date african american men myself. My ex is the racist. My boys' godfather is african american so i woulde NEVER NEVER use it..Please except my apologies and like i said earlier i DID NOT by any means was trying to offend anyone and i am deeply sorry.

ElijahandNoahsmommy - Thursday, 18 March
New picture of Noah on the last page of my photobook. it's the one of him in blue!

growing-gods-blessing - Wednesday, 17 March
hope all of you have a really good night I am off to let the dogs out for their final time tonight and then go to bed, and I have another dog tonight my moms dog so this now makes three dogs today yukky lol but she is only here for overnight lol

growing-gods-blessing - Wednesday, 17 March
went to my dr's appt. today and first of all I must say I was scared about driving today because I was just so tired and could not wake up for nothing today, I had no energy nothing, I wanted to fall asleep behind the wheel so badly, and to top it off I had to go to work right after the dr's appt. and my line of work is hard, I have to clean out scummy trailers with dog poop and garbage and sooooooooo much more and redo them too entirely for new rent, and some of them really stink let me tell ya, lol anyways the baby and I are fine the baby's heart rate was 153 which was good and everything with the scan was gotten that was needed to be gotten and it all looked great with the baby, So that made me happy to hear there that my little man is doing good, on the other hand I went to work afterwards and I got hurt badly, I was tearing down an entertanment center made of solid wood and wound up not paying attention and knocked off the second side of the darn thing and the top of it came tumbling down right on my ankle and omg!!!!!! did I hold my breath to not scream out but I walked out onto the porch of the trailer and dropped the hammer and limped to my car to have a seat to take a look at it and wow is all I got to say, but I sucked it up and went back to work and had a pretty good day after that my ankle hurts though, but I think I just bruised it badly thats all, as long as my baby is ok i dont care about me I need to make money though for our family thats all I know so I have to keep working weather it hurts or not, So off to work tomorrow I go

growing-gods-blessing - Wednesday, 17 March
well I am off to my dr.'s appt. after I get my butt dressed lol, but I have to go and find out about my anatomy scan that was done on Monday, So please ladies keep my little one and myself in your thoughts and hope that all is going good with my baby.....thank you so dearly for being friends and those that i am talking to and saying that too know who you are :) your also my blessings

ElijahandNoahsmommy - Tuesday, 16 March
15 days until i move into my own place also me & the boys are sick..Hope we are feeling better soon..

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 15 March
I sooooo want to thank all of you that has made me feel better and brought my spirits back up and that has helped me out with the 20 week room thing, thank you I wasnt looking for sympothy just friends to cheer me up and help me get out of being hurt and everyone in that room took it wrong but you guys didnt thank you so dearly I am really happy about my little boy and all now and I just cant wait till he is born to hold and rub his little foot :) lol you have to see my last picture page of my photos to see his little foot it is just soo darn cute

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 15 March
now I am getting better with the fact that I am having a baby boy, but I just got really hurt I asked for support on making me feel better about this all, and I go into the week 20 room and notice that I have been put down time after time telling me that I have a baby boy that didnt ask to be growing within my ungreatful whomb that hurt and I think that was totally wrong of her to say that they are my feelings yes I was the one that had said we should be happy no matter what the baby is, but I never said that it isnt going to hurt to find out your not having what you thought or would like to have? did I? I am really bothered by this I feel like I have no one to look to as a friend now that hurt she took me all wrong and a couple others did too in that room wow the love from some people

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 15 March
here is a poem that I want for my lady friends to see I am crying a river right now and forgive my spelling for I can not see. lol..... I am very disapointed and it is really hitting me hard right now please dont hate me for this, but I must vent cause I am like I said hurting badly for secret reasons and yet true to my husband and I's heart we wanted a baby girl so dearly, and yet we have been told we are having another boy why does god do this to me? WHY? when I lost my son to SIDS I couldnt get another boy for the life of me and now I want a girl so badly and yet cant get that either WHY? this hurts and my world just has been tipped upside down we have tried 3 times now to have a girl and a BIG NO!!!! Another boy is what we get, now please dont think that this baby won't be loved and spoiled rotten because it will it is just that my hopes and dreams are let down again for a 3rd. time and the more this happens the more it crushes me so bad, my husband wont even touch my belly now that we know we are having a boy nor will he have little talks to the baby anymore, I am truely hurting right now and need support not any negative words please I am already depressed over this all, I wish it was a short story to tell you all as to why we want a baby girl so badly but it's not, but anyways here is the poem:
I am a mother,
Who has dreams I'm afraid may not come true,
I dream of the day
Of holding a bundle of pink or blue....

Maybe I'm dreaming of pink,
A daughter who could one day be,
A strong but soft woman
A newer version of me....

Maybe I'm dreaming of blue,
A son to be strong, but kind,
A sweet little boy,
To grow into a good man in time...

So please don't judge me,
Or these feelings I can't change,
They may seem unknown to you,
Bad or strange.....

Please keep in mind,
Even if I'm not given my dream,
I carry a love within me
That may be unseen...

I will love my child,
Boy or girl,
And I will hold and kiss them just the same,
And they will be my world...

Even though I'm disappointed,
It's not with what was given to me,
It's disappointment for a world,
That I might never be blessed to see....

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 15 March
will be posting pictures up of the baby from todays 2d scan look on my last page of my photos

growing-gods-blessing - Sunday, 14 March
ok hope someone can help me here lol as most of you know this is one pregnancy that I do not want anything to do with sex well I thought that around 20 weeks I would get it back and want to have sex again like I used too, but nope thats not the case here at all, the other night I decided to break in and give it to my husband and omg I hated it even more than ever before why is that? and second question is why did it hurt like hell when he put it in me? during him eatting me out though I was getting mad as he was doing it and so badly just wanted to stop it all together because I was that mad about having sex.....sorry about the TMI ladies but I needed to ask someone because I dont think I want to ask a male dr. lol

growing-gods-blessing - Saturday, 13 March
sorry about the other long last post ladies, but I have one more thing to tell you that I am so excited about too and thats that I am going to get my baby's anatomy scan done on monday only 1 more whole day to go and then I wake up and go to the appt. and I am hoping to have my little she/he show off the parts so we can tell and if they tell me boy lol I am going to ask them to please confirm that it is not the cord between the legs lol

growing-gods-blessing - Saturday, 13 March
well Ladies today I have now turned 33 yes today is my birthday and I had a great time after working this am till 3pm. :) my hubby took me out to dinner with our wonderful children and to my suprise he had a suprise up his sleeve lol, and I loved it to death I went to olive garden to eat dinner and had happy birthday while they brought my desert out to me sang to me, and I got gifts and I loved them dearly I got a nikon camera smaller version of my other one lol, that I can put in my pocket and then I got a carrying case for it extra battery, and a gag gift of easter bunny socks and oh yeah I also got a 4gb memory card for the camera too, i cant wait to use it it is gonna go every where with me lol :) and our friend showed up so it became like a birthday party and oh my goddness I wanted to cry but I was feeling nausious and tried not to laugh nor cry because if i would of then I would of gotten sick for sure boohoo but in the end I really enjoyed it to death i was so happy and it was all such a suprise I thought I was only going out for dinner with my children and my husband and going home and then that I love my husband he's the best and so are my children

beverleyfox - Saturday, 13 March
35 weeks pics up if anyone wants a peek lol hope everyone well xx

ElijahandNoahsmommy - Friday, 12 March
Just posted 2 new pics on the last page of my photo album of me and Noah starting with Proud Mama!!

growing-gods-blessing - Tuesday, 9 March
OMG go to fourthlittleangel go to her page and view her march 9th blog it is so heart taking it truely is if there is anything you must do today please read that blog for me please, I feel for that girl so bad, I truely do god love her and her child she is 19 weeks and has to let her baby go just go read it, PLEASE!!!!!!!! let me know if you read her blog I am curious to see how many of you care

growing-gods-blessing - Tuesday, 9 March
for some reason i woke up today not caring what I have my wants are a girl as you all know this already but I am already starting to try and think of rare boy names already, if you have any for me let me know please no common ones though I dont like common I want rare and uncommon those are the names that I love to hear

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 8 March
I just took another intelligender test and again it came back instantly that we are having a girl I am so darn confused lol

growing-gods-blessing - Sunday, 7 March
changed my name from SAHM-with-children to needing-some-pink

growing-gods-blessing - Sunday, 7 March
well ladies I just got done adding all the new 3d pictures of the baby up on my page their are 20 pictures feel free to look at them if you want too, I am getting another scan done by my hospital for the baby's complete scan on the 15th of this month so we will see what they say about the baby's gender as well and see if they match. but hope all you are doing good and having a great day

growing-gods-blessing - Saturday, 6 March
Well after a horrible and I mean Horrible day I got lucky to be able to have my 3D-4D scan done today, because we left our house at 10:15am. to take our son to barnes and nobbles because he loves to read books, So we went there went out to lunch and back to the book store so our kids could play in the Jr. area there until we had to leave at 2pm. to head for my Appt. for my scan of the baby, but heres where all hell broke loose, as we were going down the interstate our expadition decides to stall hubby put it in netural and started it back up...ok so we keep on going thinking that was weird and it does it again and again until we got like 9 miles from the appt. and Boom the truck stalls and wont restart at all so here we were 5 adults and 2 young children stuck on 80 and didnt know what to do, anyways to make a long story short I called a cab to get me to the appt. and my husband and our girlfriend go with the tow truck, my kids and my other friend and myself get to my scan an hour and a half later, and she was sooooo nice to of taken me in and i got to see the baby and all it was wonderful, but I cried because we found out for 70% that we are having a little baby boy and we were so badly wanting a little girl and now for the third time we get another boy I cried and I am still hurt, even though I am going to love it the same as my other boys it still hurts to death to not get what we were so wanting....but we knew it was a 50 50 chance we took and now my hubby I think is gonna allow us to try again

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 1 March
well I have an appt. this sat. at 3pm. to go for a 3d 4d ultrasound I am getting a package that has 2 sessions for the price. 1st one I am getting done this sat. like I said and then my second one is april 21st. So I am excited about it, I had to put a 50.00 deposit over the phone down to hold my appt. and then I pay the rest when I go to the appt. so I cant wait till this saturday I am all excited they told me that they will only garuntee the gender of the baby 70% with me being 19 weeks along, but then on my April appt. they will say it is 99.9% of the gender, So I am happy I get a CD and lots more

ElijahandNoahsmommy - Monday, 1 March
First off i wanna say thank you to everyone who has commented on my blog and now i have a new question. How can you keep track of when you ovulate if you haven't had a period since the birth of your child? My son is going to be 3 months old March 7th and i have not had a period yet and i'm not pregnant because i haven't had sex so i would i go about tracking when i ovulate?

growing-gods-blessing - Monday, 1 March
does anyone know where I would look up in the phone book to find a speacialist that does special ultrasounds for people?

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