I can finally start updating my profile! My Mac would not support this sites program so it would not save any changes. Anyways, I am pregnant with my second baby! My first, Lilia Mae, was born March 16, 2007. She was only about 6 months old when we found out we were having another baby. I was not ready but at least I have these 9 months to prepare myself. At 20 weeks we found out we are having a little boy. I can not begin to tell you how happy his daddy was. He screamed when I told him. I am trying to get Lily used to the fact that she is going to be a big sister. We pretend that her baby dolls are real and she is gentle with them one second and the other she is trying to rip its eyes out. I don't think at the age of one she quiet understands being gentle.

Dan, my daughter, and myself were just starting house shopping when Dan's mother passed away unexpectedly and that day she passed we had to move in with his dad and take care of him. It has been hetic and I would love nothing more than to finally have a house to raise my family but I am trying to look at the positive of things. We don't have much room at this house because it is just a lake house meant of a two person family so half of my stuff is either in storage or still sitting at my town house needing to be moved out. I just gave my two weeks notice at my job. They wanted to cut my hours and with the money I would make it would all go to daycare and leave me with nothing...so since I can not find another job at 24 weeks pregnant I am about to be a stay at home mom. I hope I don't run out of things to do with my daughter...and I hope my father in law does not drive me crazy all day long. He is notorious for telling the same story 20 times.

This pregnancy has been different from my first. I was sick but not as sick as I was the Lily. I did not gain any weight until the last few months. Now I have gained about 10 pounds or more. BLAH. Dan and I are finally getting married on Oct. 11th so I don't want to be a huge marshmellow on my wedding day but oh well if I am I just want to get this wedding over with =). I changed doctors with this pregnancy as well. My last doctor made me always feel like I was a baby and that pain was all in my head. LIly was a 9# baby and came out face up so I was in labor for 2 days and pushed for over two hours with no progress. When she came in the room complaining that I was keeping her from her dinner she looked at me and said I had wimpy pushes and I needed to do more. Anyways, before I go on I want to wish you all luck and I will try to update again within the next month! Enjoy your pregnancy if you don't....it will just take that much longer til it ends.