April 28th,

I just got back from me new dr. love him. everyone in the office was so nice what a difference. The receptionist and nurse couldnt be nicer. I couldnt believe it. Dr. said everything looked great I took the strep b test today. Im geting a sono next tuesday and I get to meet the other dr.s in the office theres 4 all together witch is awsome. Im just so happy, this is what its suposed to feel like after you see your dr.

APRIL 21st

Today was my 35 week appointment and my Dr. told me that my next sono was at 35 weeks so I went in there tonight thinking i was getting a sono. Me and my b/f have been waiting for this and we were so excited. When the nurse put me in the room without the sono machine I asked her if I was getting one and she said no. This nurse is always nasty she told me that I was 34 weeks and 5 days. I know that Im 35 weeks today and Im due on may 26th. she argued with me that i was wrong, I know when I got pregnant it was labor day and my last period was august 20th. Then the Dr. came in the room and I nurse must have told her already that I was upset I wasnt getting a sono cause I didnt even hav eto open my mouth and she cut me off and stated telling me that i was only 34 weeks and 5 days. we argued about that and I was trying to be as nice as I could . I didnt want to disrespect my Dr. by any means, but she insisted on being very nasty to me. She tells me well technically the other place were u got transfered from had your due date at may 30th so if u want I can push u back another 2 days and she said it like nasty. She said so your 2 days less pregnant then u thought u were like so hahah. I couldnt beleive how she was treating me. I said to her im not going to argue with u over 2 days. I said so what should I do come back in 2 days for a sono and she was really nasty again like well technically we do them if u come in here and your a lil over 35 weeks but were not suposed to do them till 36 weeks and then we have to argue with the inc. company to pay for them and sometimes they dont. I mean come on are u freaking kidding me, is anyone getting this or am i an idiot. then shes like what do u want one for anyway its not like your going to see anything. I didnt even know what to say to her at this point if she wasnt my dr i would ripped her a new asshole, but all I kept thinking was this woman has to deliver my baby I have to be nice to her. then she just left the room and didnt say anything and I looked at my b/f like ummm does that mean were done. He opened the door and was like are we done and shes like well yeah unless u want to pay for a sono. So we left and I just started crying like crazy I couldnt believe my dr jsut treated me like this. My b/f went back in I think he was going to go say somthing to her but she was in the room with a patient. So now I know nothing she didnt even check me and I didnt even get to talk to her about anything and I just got hemriods yesturday and had ?S and I wanted her to check my cervix. I AM NOT GOING BACK HER AGIAN I DONT GIVE A SHIT. she made me feel like an idiot. I dont even know if I can change dr.s this late in the game. ill just wait until I go into labor and go to the hospital and have someone else deliver my baby I never want to see her again.....

APRIL 13th

I am sooooo sick today throwing up and my stomach hurts so bad. I had to take a bath to feel a lil better. Ive been up since 630am and I didnt get to sleep again till 10am so for 3 hours I was so sick I was crying. I cant wait for this to be over. Last night me and my b/f went to the movies to see 21 and by the time the coming attraction were over and the movie started we had to leave , I was feeling really sick and I couldnt even concentrate on the movie. We havnt gone to the movies since before I was pregnant or done anything for that matter now I know y. To top everything off my b/f went riding his motorcycle today. Even though I told him to go i still hate him.

April 7th, 33 weeks

I just got home from the dr. and she said everything looks good. My blood pressure was a lil low but she said it was fine I guess thats y ive been feeling dizzy and nausous. The office was so hot I thought I was going to faint lol. She checked my cervix 'cause I feel alot of pressure and she said its completly closed. So all this pain is just normal. She told me all about banking the cord blood and it sounds great I really want to do it as long as my b/f is willing to pay for it, Im wanting to do it. Another 2 weeks and i get my sono I cant wait. My baby is head down andher butt and back are on the front of my stomach, thats cool to know.

MARCH 31 yesturday was my baby shower it was amazing, I knew about it and helped plan it so it was not surprise. my mom is amazing she did everything,it was one of the most beautiful baby showers Ive ever seen. We had it in this great place and everything was pink and brown and care bears (cause i collect them) and I made this photobook of my baby pics and Angelina-Marcs sono pics and all my belly shots and my b/f baby pics. We also had a dj wich was great, I felt like I was at a wedding,I just wanted to enjoy the party and not have to open gifts. There was over 70 people there, I cant even believe I knew that many people and it meant so much to me that everyone was there. Ive never had a party for myself before it felt so surreal , I guess this was all the years of no parties built into one and Im happy it was this one. We must have gotten everything on the registry,now I dont know what to do with anything, I feel wierd putting things together before shes here, but I know I have to. I dont have much of an aptartment left its filled with all her stuff now lol,Im going to hav eto get rid of one of my couches. Me and my b/f were saying how it still doesnt feel real, its wierd how you still cant believe that your having a baby. Were going to be a family now. I couldnt be happier, this feeling is something I only dreamed about and only saw other people have. I am so thankfull for everything,I truly have amazing family and friends and the most amazing boyfriend ever.......

March 25th feeling very nausous again. gosh will this ever go away I just want to cry I always feel so sick.

Its March 18th and I just figures out how to use this wedsite......Due may 26th. Cant wait Im having a girl and her name is going to be Angelina-Marc. Angelina was my great grandmothers name on my dads side and Marc is my uncle (my mothers brother) that passed away when he was 30, I swear hes my gardian angel and its the least i could do for him.

Let me start by saying Ive gotten everything you could get being pregnant. I thought the nausea was only supposed to last till the 3rd month well not for me I was throwing up untill the 14th week but didnt really feel better until my 3rd trimester.I also had severe depression and Ive never been depressed in my life. My Dr. wanted to put me on welbutrin(probobly the wrong spelling) but i didnt want to take anything even though she said it wouldnt harm the baby. i really kinda understood why people kill themsleves out of nowere, it was scary to feel that way when normally Im a confident and happy person. Once I hit my 3rd trimester It was like i was a different person agian. I was really happy and i didnt care anymore how I looked or how people looked at me. i finally felt great about the whole pregnancy thing,I mean dont get wrong i still don tlike being pregnant but I felt alot better about it. I think I got a coulple good weeks were I felt really good but then I got the heartburn and I cant digest anything so I thow up but not alot,Its still annoying though.

Im a hairdresser and Im on my feet all day and when Im busy Its hard to find the time to sit down, so my knees are starting to swell. I still havnt gotten any cravings. Ive been sick of the same things since the beggining. I was on a very strict diet before I got pregnant and I worked out 5 days a week and did at least an hour of cardio just to maintain what I had. I thought that when I got pregnant i would eat everything and crave everything but its the oppsite wich it good but I wish I wanted something. I realy like to eat fruit and lite things. The thought of alot of foods makes me sick still I cant believe it I hope I go back to normal. I mean dont get me wrong I have eaten bad things things like chips ahoy and Ice cream. I still cant believe that I gained over 30lbs so far. Im so tired again way more then the beggining all I want to do is rest that I cant find the energy to go to the gym or even just walk. I hope to god that after shes born I have the motivation to go strict agian cause I have no idea who I am like this..