I am 20 years old expecting my first child! Boy did that come to a surprise. In August 2006 I had ovarian torrision for the second time. First time they just untwisted my ovary and put it back in place. The second time no such luck. It had sufficated itself and died resulting in getting it removed. The Dr told me that i could have children just might be a little harder and take longer. I had little hope that I would be able to become pregnant.

I guess it was just mean to be.

December 7th 2007

Wow haven't I been slacking in the updating department. lol. Well, it's been almost a month. No wait. It has been a month. I found out last month that we're having a GIRL. Everyone is already buying things for her. I've been waiting and waiting to find out so I can start buying things but I haven't bought ANYTHING yet lol. I have a little bit of doubt that it is really a girl. She wouldn't open her legs for us until the end. She opened real quick and i didn't see much but the ultrasound tech and everyone else in the room are sure it's a girl. I guess we'll see what happens in 18 weeks. lol. I think tonight we're going to go get the crib. My boyfriends grandma is giving us money for that. Which I appreciate A LOT. I think the number one thing that I stress out about is finances. I'm trying sooo hard to put money away for when she comes. I have some vacation time and personal time to take when I go on maternity leave but my work doesn't pay for maternity leave. I started school this week. That is a little overwhelming. I think I might subconsciencely be trying to kill myself. lol. I'm going for Medical Trascription. Might as well be going to be a DR. lol. It'll be okay though. I just need to keep telling myself that. It will be. I've been feeling my little girl everyday now moving around. I had a couple really strong kicks or punches about week ago but now they're back to soft ones. (she loves me lol) I'm starting to pop out. Some days my belly button looks almost flat. I'm afraid the DR is going to tell me i've gained too much wait when I go in next.

I think I had more to say but I lost track and i'm getting hungry so i'm going to eat. If i think of things later i'll post it as well =)

November 7th 2007

Well, It's been quite awhile since an update. I don't have much to say. Not much has changed in the last few weeks. I've been feeling better. I have a lot more energy. My tummy is poking out and my pants REALLY don't fit anymore. lol. I have an appt on the 12th. Nothing big just a check up. BUT i have my ultrasound on the 23rd. Hopefully we'll be able to find out if it's a boy or girl!! I've been really sore the last 2 days. I felt this sore right before i found out i was pregnant. It's mostly on myside up by my ribs.

October 18th 2007

I felt the most amazing thing last night. My little baby was moving around sooo much. I was laying in bed with my boyfriend just watching tv and i felt something really odd. I though ti had felt the baby earlier on but last night there was no mistaking it. My boyfriend pushed on my lower stomach and he could feel it to! It kinda felt like it was being actrobatic and doing flips over and over and over. .

October 16th 2007

Friday night i went to the doctor because i had some sharp stabbing pains in my lower right side. Around where my ovary is. They did a bunch of test but wouldn't give me an ultrasound! DANG IT! They came to the conclusion that it's just my ligaments stretching. They advised me to take the next day of work off and just lay around take it easy take some tylenol drink lots of fluids and get lots of rest. Today the pains are still there but not so bad. it's more like a poke of a needle instead of stabbing with a knife. Yesterday Morning sickness showed it's ugly face again. Yesterday I couldn't keep anything down until about 5:00 PM. I've been doing okay today. Still have the nausea but no vomitting. (Thank god *knock on wood*) Tomorrow i will be at 14 weeks. i THOUGHT morning sickness was suppose to disapear at 12 =( ... I guess i'll be playing the waiting game.

October 8th 2007

Today i had my second prenatal appt. It was short and to the point. I got to hear the heartbeat. It didn't really hit me until i was driving home. I made my next prenatal appt. November 12th. SO FAR AWAY! But what's even farther away is my next ultrasound. I have to wait until the 23rd of November. This one is harder to wait for. We get to find out the sex of the baby and then i can SHOP SHOP SHOP! heh. I've been waiting so long! I can't wait!

October 4th 2007

I guess i was one of the "lucky" ones that lost some of my entries. I recovered some of the entries doing the cache thing... But unfortunatly, Not all of them were recovered. I hit 12 weeks either yesterday or today.. Still confused on when my due date is. I have an appt on monday. Should be able to heart the heartbeat. Hopefully i can get my due date straightened out. I hope she sends me for an ultrasound. Seems like a lot of people are having 12 week scans. I don't remember her saying anything about a 12 week scan but she said something about 18 weeks. I don't want to wait that long to see my baby! I'm so anxious to find out if it is a boy or girl. I want to start shopping!!!!!!

September 15th 2007

I can't believe 5 o'clock is just about 45 mins away. I've been at work since 8 and i feel HORRIBLE. I made a couple trips to the bathroom and threw up. I haven't been puking too much. Just twice before today. I feel like it's going to be getting worse the next few days. I just wanna curl up and sleep all day long. My pants are getting too small. I don't feel like I should be buying maternity clothes yet but at the same time i dont want to buy some pants that are only going to fit me for another couple of weeks. =(

September 11th 2007
I had my first ultrasound this morning. It was amazing. I saw the flicker of the heart and i swear it was swimming around lol. coulda just been the way the guy was moving the stick i guess. Once i figure out how to put more pictures up here i'll post the scans.

September 10th 2007

I had my first pre natal visit today. I got to see my little blob for the first time. Everything is where it's supposed to be and everything looks good. I'm feeling sick daily. Threw up for the second time today. I'm hoping it doesn't last too long. I go in tommorw morning for a real ultrasound and they'll let me know how far i really am. I am guessing around 8-9 weeks.