My Promise to my precious baby girl:

I promise to be here for you until the day I die. I promise to love you unconditionally, and then some. I promise that you will never be lonely, unless you request to be alone. I promise to try to be the greatest mother I can be. I promise to give you everything you will ever need, and if you're lucky I might spoil you a little. I promise to give you my full attention no matter what it is you want, or what I am doing. I promise to never let you suffer, for I will suffer for you. I promise to never let you go hungry, for you will eat before me. I promise to always keep you warm and safe, even if I am cold and dangered. I promise you that NO ONE will ever come between us, for you are the only love i need in my life. For you are my special little girl and I will always love you. Sincerely, Your Mom

5-9-08
Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. I hate when you think you have met the perfect guy for you and nothing could go wrong and then everything does. My ex broke up with me yesterday to go back out with his ex. Well I don't really blame him, she has his baby and was telling him he wouldnt be able to see his daughter if they werent together, so he moved back in and is working things out with her. I guess if you lvoe someone enough you'll let them go and be happy. The only person I need in my life is my baby girl. Who is doing AMAZING!

5-5-08
FINALLY! Leaving in twenty to go to the doctor's. I can't wait to get another ultra sound and see how my angel is doing. Will update when I get back. :D
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Doctor says that my baby is fine and is growing right.
She weighs 1lb 5ounces :D I got another ultra sound picture. One more month and I will be seeing my docotr every two weeks. He said that he might induce labor sometime at the end of August, so I will be able to pick her due date, if she doesnt come early.

5-2-08
Today is going great, in a little bit of pain but it's okay. She's right up underneath my right rib cage and its KILLING me and i'm having super bad heart burn :/ My dog had puppies this morning. Idk yet how many. She had three when I left for school, but she was still in labor. counting down to see my doctor only three days :D. I have never been so excitied to go to the doctors until I got pregnant.

5-1-08
MY PRINCESS IS ALWAYS ON THE MOVE! She is moving so much inside me, she craves her mommys sttention, and ilove giving it to her. I'm going to my doctors in four more days. I'm so excitied I'm getting another ultra sound :D I love seeing my beautiful little angel. It's amazing how big im getting. I've gained almost 10lbs AH!

4-28-08
This weekend was amazing! I had my boyfriend stay with me all weekend and my precious princess kept me awake a lot from all the moving she has been doing lately, but it doesnt bother me. I would rather stay up for hours without any sleep and feel my babygirl moving around and knowing she's there, then anything else. Doctor's appointment coming up soon. Only one more week :D

4-21-08
This weekend has been the most amazing ever. I met a guy who wants everything to do with me and my little one. His name is Randal. He also has a little girl, she is so precious. Her name is Addison Skyy and she's two months old. Im feeling good this morning, besides sleeping in every one of my classes. I didn't get any sleep this weekend or last night. My baby girl is kicking away this morning.

4-17-08
GREAT DAY! I'm loving today, besides being in school. My little princess is letting her mommy have a day off of being sick and hurting. I can't wait to go to my doctors, ULTRA SOUND!!

4-16-08
Today I am feeling very sick to my stomach. I am having very sharp pains in my stomach and my lower back. I got sick once again this morning. I don't know whu my sickness has not stopped because I am now fivem onths pregnant, but I guess it's not going to stop until my thrid trimester. I hope everything's okay with my little one. Maybe after I eat some lunch I'll feel a little better.

4-15-08
Today is going to be my first day to write on my new profile. It's an awesome website
that I mostly get on in school. I am sixteen years old and pregnant with my first child. I'm having a beautiful baby girl. I have just recently been able to feel her kick and her little movements every other day, it's the most indescribeable and amazing feeling in the world.

About You
Name? Jessika
Age? 16
Height? 5'4"
Pre-pregnancy weight? 130

About The Father
Name? Josh
Age? 20
Height? 6'1"Are you still together? No longer together.

About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy? Yes
When did you find out you were pregnant? 12/20/07
Was it planned? No
What was your first reaction? Excitied but very scared.
Who was with you when you found out? My mom
Who was the first person you told? Josh
How did your parents react? Excited
How far along are you? 20 weeks
What was your first symptom? Sore boobs
What is your due date? september 1 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby? Yes
If so, what is it? A baby girl
Have you picked out names? A few
If so, what are they? Morgan, Hailey, or Emma
Do you have stretch marks? None yet
Have you felt the baby move? Yes
Have you heard the heartbeat? Yes

About the birth
Will you keep the baby? Of course
Home or hospital birth? Hospital
Natural or medicated birth? As natural as I can
Who will be in the delivery room with you? My mom and the father
Will you breastfeed? Definietly
Do you think you'll need a c-section?: I hope not
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time? Yes!
What's the first thing you might say to him/her? Hello beautiful
Would you let someone videotape the birth? No, but its going to happen
Are you excited about the birth, or scared? Excited mostly

Hailee Raegan Miller