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 | Age: 25 Country: US Province/region: California City: Lancaster Partner: Joel Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 13 Oct ,2008 Occupation: Metal Sales |
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Hi, My name is Valerie, I am 25 years old and pregnant with my 2nd daughter. My first daughter's name is Kali, she is 4years old and from my first marriage. She is a Scorpio, born November 6, 2003. Her due date was October 31, 2003, but she ended up going a week over, and finally broke my water on the 6th. She was born with a headfull of hair, and the most gorgeous blue eyes ever.
My husband Joel and I are expecting our 1st child. He is really nervous, and very GREEN to the whole experience. But we are both very excited. Our baby was not planned, but she is very much wanted and loved. Joel decided on her first name which is going to be Gwendalyn, and I came up with her middle name which is Faith. We can't wait to give her the best life possible.
Joel treats Kali with so much love, I am amazed with how accepting he was of my little girl. He has such a bond with her already, and it just shows me how great of a dad he will be to our own. Kali doesn't live with us, she lives with her Dad, stepmom, stepbrother (2yrs) and new baby sister (5 weeks). We only get to see her on Sundays from 10am - 5pm. This is because of a huge mistake that I made over a year ago, that sent me to jail to fight for my life. I was found innocent of the charges I was in jail for, however they convicted me of an accessory after the crime was commited. So I did a total of 6 months in county jail, and when I got out, I had to fight to see my daughter. At first monitored only, now I am upto 7 hours a week.
Joel and I live at his parents house, because he too has had problems with the law. He is on prop 36, which is a drug proposition. We have our ups and downs with this part of our life...And this can be a major stress for me. My whole pregnancy has pretty much been stressful due to this, and I worry about the effects this has on Gwendalyn. My stress gets to the point where I cant eat (when things get really bad), I'll smoke a couple cigarettes and I end up leaving to stay with my sister. These things make me feel like I am the worst mom ever!! I am scared of where Gwendalyn and I fall on his priority list when he falls behind. But I have Faith that once the Baby is here it will be an eye opener for him.
I am a fulltime sales person for a metal company, and Joel works full time with his dad as a A/C & Heating service tech/installer. I am really looking forward to taking the time off after Gwendalyn arrives, work and stress are definately tiring me out. I need a break from all of it. Where I can focus completely on my daughter when she is born. One of the great things about living at home is we dont have to worry about childcare, and the well being of Gwendalyn while we are working. Joel's mom is a very loving caring person, and I would trust her with my daughter any time.
We had one U/S May 29th and found out she is perfectly healthy, 4 days smaller than her due date. But the doc said everything looks good. Thank God...
Things to know..
- Your due date is an estimate, it is an average. In the chart below you can see the reality.
At the beginning of week 38, -2 weeks before the due date-, 2 out of 10 women already gave birth.
At the beginning of week 39, -1 week before the due date-, 4 out of 10 women gave birth.
At the beginning of week 40, -the due date-, 7 out of 10 women gave birth.
At the beginning of week 41, -1 week after the due date- 9 out of 10 women gave birth.
October 3, 2008
My dh was released from jail early!! WOW! God definetly has His plan for the way things are going to be. I am just sticking by His plan, and I know it will all be good.
I have 10 days left, and am so uncomfortable, and my legs and pelvis are really sore! I look forward to having Gwendalyn at anytime now. Sometimes I am greatful that I havent had her just yet, and the next minute I feel the complete opposite and want her out NOW! lol...
I am still working, which sucks, but its my own fault. I am a chicken to tell work I "can't" work anymore, but I am literally exhausted, and feel like I need to spend the rest of my pregnancy relaxing. I want to sooo bad!!
Joel and I are hanging in there with our relationship. Though everyday is a struggle, and he has only been out of jail for 3 days. He wants me and the baby living with him once she is born, and I dont think we can fix our relationship in 10 days. I am really overwhelmed by this! I want us to be a family too, but at the same time, I dont want to leave my parents where I am stable and risk getting hurt and uprooting my baby if he messes up.
Well, like I said 10 days to go, give or take.... hopefully it goes smooth, would be nice!
September 10, 2008
Well my husband has been in jail since August 21, and for the past 3 weeks I have been anticipating him getting out on his court date. Well court has happened on September 4th, then again yesterday September 9th. And, he isn't home still, and his next court date isnt until October 21st....He is going to miss the birth of our baby :'0( I am so sad about this because I really wanted him there, especially so he could see the miracle of his daughter's birth, and I was also hoping maybe it would impact him to change...I know God has a plan and His plan is the best of all. So I accept and welcome His will. I am just diappointed. Plus on top of all this I cant talk to him on the phone. I am sad, and angry and wish this wasnt happening in my life...I want to write him a letter but have no clue what to say. I don't want to offer him all this support. I want him to learn from this mistake. Plus, he is not here to support me and the baby. So, I definetly don't want to be VERY supportive of him. I just want him to know that I care, and that I look forward to him coming home clean and sober and seeing him get his life together. I want him to know that the baby and I love him and she will be looking forward to meeting him ASAP....
On top of all this I caught a cold, and am so out of it. I went last night and ought Sudafed PE, I have taken 4 doses so far, only to find out that this is not the same as "sudafed" it is a new one that doesnt have ephedrin in it....So now I am worried about the baby. I have stopped taking the sudafed pe, and am just gonna suffer through this cold. I am just so miserable. It figures. One thing after another. I am in definate need of prayer. I feel like everything is going wrong! And dammit, I miss my husband.
August 4, 2008
Everything came back normal on the 3 hour glucose test. I see my ob on Wednesday. Last Wednesday I spent 8 hours in the ER for suicidal thoughts...My husband and I split up the next day. he didnt show up to the hospital, didnt call, and didnt come home until 330 in the morning. He is a drug addict. Has been since we got together. I just thought he was in recovery, and now I know he is not. He is fully into his drug addiction right now. I know it can't last forever, but I dont want to live my life like that anymore. It is too much stress on me and our baby. And once she is here I definatly will not allow her to be subjected to that. I need to protect her.
I miss him so much though, or at least the thoughts I have of the comfort of his kiss, or hug, or being held at night. But he hasnt been there for me like a husband should, he doesnt take care of me, or address my needs, He hasnt even bought anything for our daughter yet. I cry because I do love him and I miss him insanely, not the stressful stuff, the lovey dovey stuff. I dont ever want to be with another man in my life, I only want him. I know I cant be with him though, not like this.
I moved home to my mom and dads. They are pretty great, really supportive, but of course mom says if I go back they are not helping me anymore. I need them more than I need him for sure!!! They love me and this baby so much and will do what is best for us, unlike the babies Daddy. I can stay as long as I need to, which is great, and there is no stress there at all.
His family brushes his addiction off like its just another day. They are so used to it I guess, but they are willing to help me with the baby too. So, I think I will be asking for it as soon as I need it.
I want him there at the birth, but not if he is high. I know he has 10 weeks or so to straighten up, only God knows if he will. I pray he is there though I feel like I need him at the birth, I think it is important for his bond with his daughter....
If anyone is reading this, I had a question about the babies name, He picked out the first name Gwendalyn, and I was all for it while together with him. Now I am wondering if I should change it to something else....I know that is being spiteful, and it is a decision that lasts forever, but I dont feel like he should have such a big say when our daughter is not a huge priority for him anyways.... Any feedback is greatly appreciated.
I need so much help its not even funny.... How do I do this?? I know I am not alone, but I dont have the person I want next to me in all this...Like I said I love him, I want him, but not the stress and addiction....grrrr....
July 28, 2008
I went this Saturday for my 3 hour glucose test, and I must say that the experience was awful! I never really thought about what it would be like to sit in a waiting room starving for 3 hours, PREGNANT! Then to make me feel worse when he drew the last of my 4 tubes of blood I nearly passed out, He offered me water....(where's the juice)?? I am just glad that is over, and now I get to play the waiting game....Hopefully I wont be getting a call in the next few days...no news is good news right?
July 15, 2008
Joel and I have been getting along really good the last couple of days. Now that we are married I know that what we have is stronger than any obstacle that can come our way. I just need to keep reminding myself that I am strong, and what is going on is only effecting me because I allow it to. I know I am very sensitive because of the hormones, and once Gwendalyn is born, things will be better.
Joel's dad has been building a room in the garage, and yesterday I found out that he is going to let Joel and I have the room, which is very exciting for me. The room in the garage is twice the size of my room now. And will give us plenty of space for Gwendalyn. It also has a private entrance so we will feel like it is our own space...
No new symptoms this week, just a LOT of pressure down there, It is hard to get up in the middle of the night and morning.
I am craving Thai Tea this week, YUMMY :0)~ And I am steady at 30lbs total weight gain so far.
I am debating with myself this week about medicated delivery. With Kali my birthplan was no medication, just Lamaz. But the nurses freaked me out as soon as I arrived and were asking me if this was my first baby. When I said yes they laughed and said I would need something....Well, I had one dose of Stadahl (sp?) during transition, and that was it. So, now I am wondering, what to do this time around. I WILL NOT have the epidural, that thing scares the crap out of me!! But Joel will be totally freaked out if I am in too much pain. I think I will be fine, I have a pretty high pain tolerance and if it gets to be too bad, they will give me something as long as I have time and am not 8cm dialated...
I was curious too, about when her head should be in position, with all this pressure that I've been having I would say she is locked and loaded...I am a little concerned though that if she's not, how long till she gets there??
I hope all the mommies, and mommies to be are doing great and enjoying their pregnancies. It goes so fast, and once it is over, you can't go back. This is the MIRACLE OF LIFE :0)
About You JoelPregnancy Survey Name?: Valerie Age?: 25 Height?: 5ft 5 Pre-pregnancy weight?: 150lbs About The Father Name?: Joel Age?: 26 Height?: 5ft 9 Are you still together?: Yes, but not living together About Your Pregnancy Is this your first pregnancy?: No, 1 daughter already When did you find out you were pregnant?: February 16, 2008 Was it planned?: NO What was your first reaction?: Disbelief and scared Who was with you when you found out?: Who was the first person you told?: Joel/ my sister How did your parents react?: Happy How far along are you?: 27 weeks What was your first symptom?: Starving all the time What is your due date?: October 13, 2008 Do you know the sex of the baby?: Yes If so, what is it?: A little princess Have you picked out names?: yes If so, what are they?: Gwendalyn Faith How much weight have you gained?: 30lbs Do you have stretch marks?: Yes from my previous pregnancy Have you felt the baby move?: yes a lot Have you heard the heartbeat?: yes About the birth Will you keep the baby?: Yes! Home or hospital birth?: Hospital Natural or medicated birth?: we will see Who will be in the delivery room with you?: dont know yet, hopefully my mom and maybe Joel's mom Will you breastfeed?: Yes Do you think you'll need a c-section?: I pray not Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:
possiblyWhat's the first thing you might say to her?: I love you! Would you let someone videotape the birth?: I would so Joel can see it Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: both
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CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Friday, 10 October
its okay every one keeps saying they are sorry for my mom , except her lol .. thats kool though because she has done so much that i dont want to forgive her anyway ..i think my relationship with her is heading to the same place you and your moms is , i dont want to speak to her or see her .. im sure ill see her in court a couple times , but thats it ... i dont wanna see her when i dont have too .. we havent toured the hospital and i dont think were going to , ive been there for some of my friends so i know what the rooms are like and everything .. V cant go with me to anymore of my appts because they scedule me on days he is at work .. but hopefully i will only have this last one left .. if im still pregnant for it , but i think i will be .. ill talk to you soon and hopefully we have our little girls soon :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Wednesday, 8 October
yeah i wish i had mine too .. but nothing yet !! they finally checked me today and im only dialated to 1 cm .. she stripped my membrains but it didnt do ANYTHING .. im glad your finally on maternity leave .. i cant imagine working right now !! im sure your happy to finally be getting the rest you need .. i havent had ANY contractions .. the only self induction tips ive done were sex and ive got some vitamins called Black Cohosh , the woman at the vitamin store told me to use , and my doc. said they are fine to use at this point in pregnancy i started taking them on sun. and i dont think they are doing anything either .. i guess the baby will come whenever she wants to .. prolly next year !! i would rather my baby stay in there too than be part of my rollercoaster here too .. my mom is going NUTS .. i had to call the police on her today because she keeps harassing me and threating to take Caleb .. she cant legally but i think she would try to kidnap him if she could .. She took all of the money in Calebs account and he had a lil over 1000 dollars in there.. it was in both of thier names, so i can only file in civil court to try and get it back .. it was still in both of thier names from when she had custody , but she dont have it anymore and had no right to take a 7 year olds money , i CANT stand her .. i have the worst headache from dealing with her today ..you dont sound pesimistic to me , you sound strong :) im sure no matter what happens you will handle it .. talk to u soon .. Lots of love
, & lots of labor dust ;)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Tuesday, 7 October
hey girl .. i havent talked to you in a while , Do you have a baby yet ??
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CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Thursday, 2 October
that is great !! awe im happy for you :) i doubt your parents will be very happy , but your grown and can make your own decisions .. im sure they will still be there for you whatever you decide .. after all that time im sure he did. . i dont know why he was dissappointed he should of expected that lol ..sometimes i tell V to make drain babies in the shower first so itll last longer haha ..i know what your saying about the man juice lol .. i get confused with it too , i outta know its not my water , i think i just wanna believe it could be my water ..
Your welcome for the tips i found them on justmommies.com .. i dont know how well they work but it wont hurt to try .. yeah 13 days for me , Even less for you : ) with the big 11 !!! and time will fly by now that you have Joel there with you :) im so happy he will be there for you when you deliver .. everything was allright this morning , but they were way too crowded so even though i asked to be checked for dialation , they didnt do it .. maybe next week they will finally check .. i go back tuesday this time .. im not sure why they sceduled me for that day .. but its fine with me less time to wait , maybe i can ask them to strip my membrains at that appt. that is if they arent to busy like today , it kinda made me mad because everyone was pregnant in there , and irrated with the wait , plus they were running out of places to sit .. ill never understand why doctors scedule soo many people for the same time ..
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Thursday, 2 October
Yay !! they didnt change my due date :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Thursday, 2 October
yeah i bet , i kinda lost my sex drive during this pregnancy , but i still like to know its there if i want it lol ..and 2 months is a LONG time .. Good luck tonite im sure itll be great for you both to see eachother .. you will know soon what he will decide .. should be real soon ,and its a good sign he wants to spend time with you , and not go out and use on his 1st nite out :) im kinda scared of caster oil too ive heard bad things about it .. with my son there was NO WAY id try it .. but idk about now lol .. i just might get that desperate .. here is a list of other things i found im going to try 1st .. just incase you want to try any of them .. Have fun tonite :)
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Sexual intercourse - This works in two ways to induce labor. First, female orgasm can bring on contractions. Second, semen contains prostaglandins. Prostaglandins work to help ripe and soften the cervix.
Nipple stimulation - Stimulating the nipples triggers the production of natural oxytocin. Oxytocin contracts the uterus.
Accupressure - Accupressure may be helpful in inducing labor. Some pressure points you can try are the roof of your mouth, the webbing of your fingers between your pointer finger and thumb, and above the ankle about four fingerspaces above is a pressure point.
Stripping the membranes - This can only be done by a health care provider. Your doctor or midwife will seperate the bag of waters from your cervix and this is thought to help encourage labor to start.
Raspberry Leaf Tea - Rasberry leaf tea is not actually known for it's labor inducing properties, but it is believed to be helpful in toning the uterus and helping with labor.
Cinnamin stick tea - Take cinnamin sticks and boil them into a tea and drink. It actually tastes good so even if it doesn't bring on labor it may help you to relax.
Evening primrose oil - Evening primrose oil comes in small capsules similar to vitamin E. It is believed to help soften and ripen the cervix.
Walking - Walking may help to get baby to drop into proper position.
Visualization/relaxation - Relaxation can help with labor induction. Try doing relaxation exercisers. They are also good practice for when labor actually begins.
Pineapple, cumin tea, eggplant parmesan, and spicy foods - are another thing you can try.
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Thursday, 2 October
i do the same thing lol.. Thats so great he will be there .. i bet he is soo happy too .. are you going to be able to see him tonite?? maybe having some sex will get things going lol .. ive tried though it didnt work for me :( guess ill keep trying ... im about to try some of the other stuff to try and get labor started.. ill try anything at this point ..
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Thursday, 2 October
Awe Congratulations babe !~! today is a good day for us huh? Everything is falling into place =) im so jealous 2 of my friends just had thier babies, and one of them was due after me :( my kids are stubborn ..
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Wednesday, 1 October
Thanks so much !~! im so excited .. it doesnt even seem real :)
the dr. appts arent much fun , i know .. they dont tell you much .. but im happy to go tomorrow so i can get this figured out with my due date .. luckily i made an early appt. so ill know in the morning .. im keepin my fingers crossed too .. ill be so mad if they tell me longer .. i hope your appt goes good =) we should have these little girls soon .. i cant wait :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Wednesday, 1 October
yea, i bet it has been tough .. but that kinda stuff makes you stronger .. i go to the dr. every thursday .. i cant wait to go tomorrow so i can find out what thier going to do about my due date.. Everything went great at court and i was given full custody of Caleb ... im so happy .. i almost started crying happy tears :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Tuesday, 30 September
Thanks .. i think it will go good .. im ready for it to be over with so i hope they dont continue it .. but i guess i should prepair myself for that .. How often do you talk to Joel ? i cant imagine what you must be going through .. with him being in there and your ready to pop anyday :0) im feeling okay , i was getting a little down earlier thinkin they could change my due date because the u/s .. its aggervating when you go this long looking forward to one day then this close to that day it could be changed .. but im tryin not to let it get to me .. i guess ill see what my Dr. says thursday .. how are you feeling ?? dayum i dunno how your still working .. but ur stronger than me .. i couldnt do it ..
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Tuesday, 30 September
yeah when i had my 20 week u/s she said looked like Oct. 20th, but my dr. left it Oct 15th because they say the 1st scans are more accurate .. idk when my last missed cycle was .. i just know the month .. so it dont help .. but she told me today that the scans done in the 1st trimester are 1-5 days off and the dates given later like today could be 15 days off .. so thats why the 1st one would be more accurate .. idk its confusing to me .. i toss and turn all nite too and get up constantly to go pee or get a drink of water .. then i get up at 7:25 to get Caleb off to school .. im so tired most of the time .. i love to sleep and i miss a good nites sleep so much !! yeah i bet your anxiety will go away after Gwendalyn is here .. theres so much to worry about right now .. even more with you cause you got to worry about Joel too .. i go to court for custody of Caleb on Wednesday .. so ive been kinda worried about that .. but not so much because im pretty confident it will all work out .. his guardian ad liem is going to recommend i get custody .. hopefully it will be over , i dont want them to continue it!!
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Monday, 29 September
yeah i know .. Not what i was hoping they would say about her due date , i was kinda hoping they would say she is getting too big we gotta induce you lol .. wishful thinking .. they said she will prob. be 7 or 7.5 when she is born .. im thinking 7-8 for Chloe too .. Yeah im so happy everything looked healthy .. thats all that really matters .. im just wondering if my Dr. is still gonna induce me after a week past the 15th because of this u/s .. i cant take much more !! i have felt pretty bad the last 2 days .. yesterday was worse than today but im still feeling bad ..i cant wait for this pregnancy to be over .. im sure you feel the same way :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Monday, 29 September
yeah i cant even wear shoes anymore lol .. i wear flip flops all the time .. that would be nice if he could be there for you when she is born .. my ultrasound went good :) they said they didnt see any problems .. and she is 6LBS 10 OZS .. only thing she said i didnt wanna hear was looks like her due date is Oct. 25th !! but then she told me to go on the 1st one because there more accurate .. so im still hoping for or before the 15th :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Thursday, 25 September
yeah i know .. mine does that too .. i was just telling a friend that it used to be cute when she moved but now it just bothers me .. ive been doing good and can still walk around and somewhat sleep also .. i went to the dr. today and they didnt check for any dialation or anything but they told me i wont have to go past a week overdue , and they will induce me .. so thats good .. hopefully she comes before that but i just wanted to know what would happen if she dont. .im getting another ultrasound on Monday .. and im so excited about that .. they usually dont do anymore but i asked for 1 because of Calebs problems .. i just want to know she still looks good and healthy .. so hopefully i can find out what she weights and that she is HEALTHY !~! hope your doing good .. talk to u soon :)
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Wednesday, 24 September
Thank you .. ill be praying for your family too :) im sure its best to not worry about all that now .. worring doesnt do any good :) hows your pregnancy progressing ? ? i dont think im dialating or anything yet , but i have an appt tomorrow , so i guess ill find out then , but who knows !~! i dont even think my dr. will check .. guess ill see ..
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Tuesday, 23 September
yeah i understand that .. Calebs bio father is in prison has been for 5 years , and still has 5 more to go , i went through so much with him .. and it was a horrible time in my life .. i was actually thankful when he went to prison because i didnt have to worry about him coming after me and Caleb .. but when i filed for custody of Caleb from my mom . . His father got the papers and started writing the court , he has wrote them aLOT .. and petitioned the court saying im unfit .. and a bunch of other shit about me .. mostly lies .. just when i thought i was done dealing with his mess .. he does this .. the court has told me not to worry about it, and i really dont think it will affect whether or not i get custody .. it still makes me mad , and proves to me he is still crazy .. I really thought i loved him but i was young .. and he was the first guy i ever cared about .. but looking back i dont know what i was thinking .. its funny how we all know that the heart is in the center of your body , but it beats on the left .. could that be why the heart is not always right ? After him i didnt care to get with anyone serious for aLONG time .. but i eventually got over it and found someone who would treat me and Caleb really good .. its so different being with someone that really loves me ..im so thankful for my life today :) guess the past has taught me what i didnt want .. i hope one day you can be happy too :) Anyways i want to get my tubes tied but my dr dont offer that , they wont even give me birth control .. so im gonna have to go to plan parenthood to get it after Chloe is born .. it sucks .. i wish i had chose a different dr. but now i dont wannt go through the mess of finding a differnt one and all the test and everything again .. So im kinda stuck .. Good luck with everything girl .. i wish you the best ..
CalebandChloesmommy1983 - Monday, 22 September
yeah im so glad to have my electricty back .. its been crazy , Some people still dont have it !!! so im pretty grateful they got ours on when they did .. i think i was having some contractions too .. but its hard for me to tell the differnce between them and stomach aches , im sorry Joel cant be there with you !! that really sucks and i can understand your resentment towards him .. im sure id feel the same way , But you know he would be there with you if he could :) me and the babies are doing good .. ive been feeling okay , and trying to enjoy the last few weeks because i dont plan on having any more babies ..hope your feeling better today :)
Shaymika1987 - Monday, 22 September
I was reading about your husband being in jail mine is in prison and I know how you feel about wanting him to learn from his mistakes and not being so supportive of him. He missed the birth of his son which hurt him to his heart and I believe it made him look at life in a whole nother way. It's his first and he wanted to be there. So maybe missing this baby's birth is God sending a message to him to say hey change is good don't keep doing the same thing and miss out on what's important to you in life like your child. And I felt that I was being punished for having to go through it alone but it has made us stronger to so you'll pull through trust, good luck girl.
Shaymika1987 - Monday, 22 September
That is the same way that I get to sleep is to make myself so sleepy and stay up all night which isn't too good because I sleep all day and miss all my daily activities.
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